Saturday, June 30, 2007
♥ so sweet yet nervous...
Hmm... today's sales isn't that bad wor... At counter 2 also can hit $4000+ wor... haha...
There were many ppl today... also wondering why... perhaps it's a weekend?? I was alone, so bored yet tired... didn't stop at all!! My back is aching now! haha...
I was rather unlucky in the beginning... cause the person told me they are not from the same family after I finish scaning! =_= Omg!! was so irrated!! Then he did noticed!! keke... And the best thing is... 1 use nets to pay and the other use cash! Bleah!
That's not the end... There's a promotional drink... buy 2 get 1 free... That person wait till I scan finish then he told me about it! Argh!! Why can't they be more thoughtful?!? Why wanna wait till I scan finished then tell me? So sian one le...
Anyway, perhaps it's not a bad thing la... cause because of that... we did talk! haha... I went to look for ah lan, but, to no avail... He heard, so he asked me to look for uncle ming and told me where he is.. haha... he even help me to call ah wong... haha... our reactions are so funny, sign languages also use! =p wow, he took the initiative wor!! keke...
And maybe I was alone, he kept popping by to see whether I need help or what?? Kept walking past me! Made me so nervous le!! haha... At one time, he was near me, chatting with uncle chan, I couldn't concentrate at all!! hahaha... so nervous you know?!?!
I missed 2 chances... both ytd and today... both days he was carrying lots of things and wanting to come to my counter... but, both days are called by other cashier... so....... perhaps next time ba... haha... can see the rather disappointed face??
Is it better?? Does that mean that it's improving?? I have a bigger place in his heart? Aiya, where am I thinking again?? Although there's improvement, that doesn't mean any big difference right?? lol...
Okok, better stop here, otherwise I will start to think further... lol... going to have my "dinner" now~! see ya! =)
There were many ppl today... also wondering why... perhaps it's a weekend?? I was alone, so bored yet tired... didn't stop at all!! My back is aching now! haha...
I was rather unlucky in the beginning... cause the person told me they are not from the same family after I finish scaning! =_= Omg!! was so irrated!! Then he did noticed!! keke... And the best thing is... 1 use nets to pay and the other use cash! Bleah!
That's not the end... There's a promotional drink... buy 2 get 1 free... That person wait till I scan finish then he told me about it! Argh!! Why can't they be more thoughtful?!? Why wanna wait till I scan finished then tell me? So sian one le...
Anyway, perhaps it's not a bad thing la... cause because of that... we did talk! haha... I went to look for ah lan, but, to no avail... He heard, so he asked me to look for uncle ming and told me where he is.. haha... he even help me to call ah wong... haha... our reactions are so funny, sign languages also use! =p wow, he took the initiative wor!! keke...
And maybe I was alone, he kept popping by to see whether I need help or what?? Kept walking past me! Made me so nervous le!! haha... At one time, he was near me, chatting with uncle chan, I couldn't concentrate at all!! hahaha... so nervous you know?!?!
I missed 2 chances... both ytd and today... both days he was carrying lots of things and wanting to come to my counter... but, both days are called by other cashier... so....... perhaps next time ba... haha... can see the rather disappointed face??
Is it better?? Does that mean that it's improving?? I have a bigger place in his heart? Aiya, where am I thinking again?? Although there's improvement, that doesn't mean any big difference right?? lol...
Okok, better stop here, otherwise I will start to think further... lol... going to have my "dinner" now~! see ya! =)
6/30/2007 10:46:00 PM
♥ A different me...
Argh!! Why am I so suay?!?!
You know what?? I will be unlucky the whole day if I thought of going temple to pray but didn't go in the end!! It's always like that... I was so suay just now that I'm short of $10!!! Argh!! How stupid am I!!
Really very saddening le!! Sigh... Walked in with a smile, but, walked out with a frown. Ppl can see that I'm distressing, but, what can they do?? Give me the $10? lol...
Hmm... don't think about this ready... hope later on will be better!! I'm working later on!! Pray hard... I will be going temple later on!! haha... Hao yun quickly come!! =p
I had a new style just now! Aiya, forgotten to take a photo! Haha... Cause my style is always very lady-like... But, just now... I was abit boyish? Abit wild ba... looks alittle like sending gas ppl le! lol...
But, very nice le!! Because of the confidence?? Haha... Plus I kept on smiling the whole day... also dunno why... just feel happy... Many ppl kept looking at me and praising me!! Wohoo!! Thanks alot wor!! keke... ^^ Some don't recognised me!! =_=
He noticed too?? Yea, it's obvious... We kept having that look... lol... He likes it?? How he feels?? I don't care what ppl thinks, but, I mind how he thinks!! lol...
Don't talk about him ready la... there's nothing I can do... so just let things go naturally ba...
Tell you something!! I brought clothings again!!! keke...=p I accompany my mum and auntie to bank, then we went to sweep for clothings, since it's singapore great sales!! I guess my mum regretted bringing me there ba!! haha... =p
You know what?? There's this guy called me earlier on... He claims he knows me... but, I dunno him... He got my number from my friend... then he wanna befriend me... Eh... abit weird la... haha... Kept calling me! quite scary ba... reminds me of the eccentric guy... Oh no! Maybe I will get to see him later on wor!! I dun wan ah! haha... =p
Okok, got to go and sleep now... good night!! =)
You know what?? I will be unlucky the whole day if I thought of going temple to pray but didn't go in the end!! It's always like that... I was so suay just now that I'm short of $10!!! Argh!! How stupid am I!!
Really very saddening le!! Sigh... Walked in with a smile, but, walked out with a frown. Ppl can see that I'm distressing, but, what can they do?? Give me the $10? lol...
Hmm... don't think about this ready... hope later on will be better!! I'm working later on!! Pray hard... I will be going temple later on!! haha... Hao yun quickly come!! =p
I had a new style just now! Aiya, forgotten to take a photo! Haha... Cause my style is always very lady-like... But, just now... I was abit boyish? Abit wild ba... looks alittle like sending gas ppl le! lol...
But, very nice le!! Because of the confidence?? Haha... Plus I kept on smiling the whole day... also dunno why... just feel happy... Many ppl kept looking at me and praising me!! Wohoo!! Thanks alot wor!! keke... ^^ Some don't recognised me!! =_=
He noticed too?? Yea, it's obvious... We kept having that look... lol... He likes it?? How he feels?? I don't care what ppl thinks, but, I mind how he thinks!! lol...
Don't talk about him ready la... there's nothing I can do... so just let things go naturally ba...
Tell you something!! I brought clothings again!!! keke...=p I accompany my mum and auntie to bank, then we went to sweep for clothings, since it's singapore great sales!! I guess my mum regretted bringing me there ba!! haha... =p
You know what?? There's this guy called me earlier on... He claims he knows me... but, I dunno him... He got my number from my friend... then he wanna befriend me... Eh... abit weird la... haha... Kept calling me! quite scary ba... reminds me of the eccentric guy... Oh no! Maybe I will get to see him later on wor!! I dun wan ah! haha... =p
Okok, got to go and sleep now... good night!! =)
6/30/2007 01:50:00 AM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
♥ Why mind so much??
Sigh... suddenly feeling so moody...
I also dunno why... perhaps I think too much?
Perhaps I mind alot?
Perhaps I can't forget it?
Can't get over it?
Sigh....
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to cover up...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make someone happy...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make yourself happy...
Will one are you??
For me??
Hmm... all 3?? Depends ba...
But, for this..........
I will tell a lie to cover up, to make myself happy, telling myself there's no such things, finding lots of excuses to cover up everything, and kept thinking positively, thinking that things will slowly change...
Sometimes I'm wondering is this good??
This is good in a way, cause you will feel happy, feel sweet, feel positive, but, the disadvantage is really torturing... You will feel terrible, depressed, moody, distracted, etc...
Why do I mind so much??
Aiya, where am I thinking again??
You know what?? There were so many ppl just now!! Cause tml is" fruit day"... And the best thing is... I'm in counter 6!! Omg!! My hands were shaking at that time cause I didn't get 6 for quite long ready... cannot slack... haha... But, the good thing is xiu mei is beside me... and I can "ma mu" myself... xD
I wanted to take counter 2, but, lucky I didn't... cause he was at counter 1!!! Using hua ling's counter!! Otherwise I guess I won't be able to concentrate!! hahahaha... He's really very skinny le!! He kept turning to see, so, I pretend pretend abit... haha... Our reactions are the same... I guess he also know la... but, we just pretend... haha...
As usual, we just get close and see see... didn't get to talk to each other again... Hmm, perhaps because we are shy, perhaps because we have no chance... perhaps??
Aiyo... I write and write... didn't know I wrote till so much ready!! Gotta stop here ba, otherwise I'll be like writing essay ready!! haha... Gotta go and bath now! Stinks like hell... xD
I also dunno why... perhaps I think too much?
Perhaps I mind alot?
Perhaps I can't forget it?
Can't get over it?
Sigh....
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to cover up...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make someone happy...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make yourself happy...
Will one are you??
For me??
Hmm... all 3?? Depends ba...
But, for this..........
I will tell a lie to cover up, to make myself happy, telling myself there's no such things, finding lots of excuses to cover up everything, and kept thinking positively, thinking that things will slowly change...
Sometimes I'm wondering is this good??
This is good in a way, cause you will feel happy, feel sweet, feel positive, but, the disadvantage is really torturing... You will feel terrible, depressed, moody, distracted, etc...
Why do I mind so much??
Aiya, where am I thinking again??
You know what?? There were so many ppl just now!! Cause tml is" fruit day"... And the best thing is... I'm in counter 6!! Omg!! My hands were shaking at that time cause I didn't get 6 for quite long ready... cannot slack... haha... But, the good thing is xiu mei is beside me... and I can "ma mu" myself... xD
I wanted to take counter 2, but, lucky I didn't... cause he was at counter 1!!! Using hua ling's counter!! Otherwise I guess I won't be able to concentrate!! hahahaha... He's really very skinny le!! He kept turning to see, so, I pretend pretend abit... haha... Our reactions are the same... I guess he also know la... but, we just pretend... haha...
As usual, we just get close and see see... didn't get to talk to each other again... Hmm, perhaps because we are shy, perhaps because we have no chance... perhaps??
Aiyo... I write and write... didn't know I wrote till so much ready!! Gotta stop here ba, otherwise I'll be like writing essay ready!! haha... Gotta go and bath now! Stinks like hell... xD
6/28/2007 10:38:00 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
♥ Bonny bonny
Finally gotten our previous modules results!! Waited for months!! They are really funny, they still haven't give us last yr one!! =_=
Our timetable are still not out yet!! Omg!! In the meantime, I'm still having holidays!! but, don't seems so to me la, cause I'm still busy everyday! Haha... Actually got to go out this coming fri, but, I got to work! Haven't go out to shop for very long ready le!!! I missed all my friends... find one day must meet out ya!! =)
I saw Melvin with his gf just now! Omg! they are so loving! Haha... =p Didn't get to see him for quite long ready, glad that he has finally gotten back his money!! Woah!! He has waited for real long! haha... All the best in whatever you do ya. =)
You know what?? Ytd I mentioned about the stock check thingy right?? What I said really came true!! Yippee!! We're really in the same team!! Keke... Wow, my mouth is also lucky one wor!! Hehe... ^^
Hope we're able to talk?? We haven't really talk to each other le...Will my dream come true?? Haha... Just now we kept bumping in each other, but, we didn't talk... very paiseh bah... He's very shy...
But then, can't be me always taking the initiative ba? He should do something?? I guess he did ba... Just now while talking to hua ling, he stood behind me TWICE!! Omg! I'm really so nervous at that time...
And when he said bye... He said so many times... I guess he didn't wanna miss out anyone?? Haha.. So cute! ^^
Aiya, don't talk about this ready la... Tiff is getting jealous!! Wahahaha.. Yeah, it's sweet, of course!! Hahaha.... No worries, I'll definately let you know if I'm attached... keke... U too hor!! Free must date out hor!! Don't you dare to forget me!! Haha..
Got to go and bath now... good night! =)
6/27/2007 11:27:00 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
♥ Sweety cutie Lalala...
It's sooooooooooo sweet!!
Although I'm very tired, my sleep got disturbed by my good sister--alvin... But, I didn't mind at all, cause the ending is............
He was sick, so he went to bukit batok polyclinic to see the doctor... The funnier thing was, he called me to go there to accompany him! =_=
Okok, I'm very good one, so of course I went there. The doctor was really good to him, gave him TONS OF MEDICINES!! Omg!! Hope you'll get well soon ya!! =0
We went for lunch then shop around Westmall.... Something caught our attention...
It's the bread from Breadtalk!! It's a crab bread!! It's really cute... And the moment I saw it, I thought of him-B!! Haha... We brought it in the end, of course!! keke... =p
I was so nervous at that time, cause I don't know how to give it to him, very scared you know... He has the same reaction again!! And of course, we talked longer this time. keke... It's so sweet!! =p Aiya, I forgot to take a photo of the bread!! =_=
Alvin did asked him about the bread thingy after dinner time... His reaction is so cute le...
Alvin: "How's the bread?"
Him: "Looking at me and smiling..."
Alvin: "It's okay if it's not nice."
Him: "It's very nice, its really very nice."
Hahaha... very cute right?? but then, from the way he answer, he thought I made the bread myself?? My gosh!! Haha... Then I guess he thinks the bread isn't that nice ba? Haha... Truly speaking, I don't think the bread taste very nice la. Opps... xD
My heart beats furiously when I saw him!! Omg! So paiseh leh!! Can see that his reaction has also changed... the feelings is different ready... he's really very shy le... so cute! hahaha... =p
Hope to be able to talk to him soon... keke... Ah!! Next monday!! We will be staying back for stock check... Hua ling said it will end at 1am!! Woah!! Good good!! Can get to see him longer!! Perhaps can also get to talk to him if we're in the same team!!! ^^
Argh!! I'm to high now!! Haha... Gotta go and bath now... good night!! =)
Although I'm very tired, my sleep got disturbed by my good sister--alvin... But, I didn't mind at all, cause the ending is............
He was sick, so he went to bukit batok polyclinic to see the doctor... The funnier thing was, he called me to go there to accompany him! =_=
Okok, I'm very good one, so of course I went there. The doctor was really good to him, gave him TONS OF MEDICINES!! Omg!! Hope you'll get well soon ya!! =0
We went for lunch then shop around Westmall.... Something caught our attention...
It's the bread from Breadtalk!! It's a crab bread!! It's really cute... And the moment I saw it, I thought of him-B!! Haha... We brought it in the end, of course!! keke... =p
I was so nervous at that time, cause I don't know how to give it to him, very scared you know... He has the same reaction again!! And of course, we talked longer this time. keke... It's so sweet!! =p Aiya, I forgot to take a photo of the bread!! =_=
Alvin did asked him about the bread thingy after dinner time... His reaction is so cute le...
Alvin: "How's the bread?"
Him: "Looking at me and smiling..."
Alvin: "It's okay if it's not nice."
Him: "It's very nice, its really very nice."
Hahaha... very cute right?? but then, from the way he answer, he thought I made the bread myself?? My gosh!! Haha... Then I guess he thinks the bread isn't that nice ba? Haha... Truly speaking, I don't think the bread taste very nice la. Opps... xD
My heart beats furiously when I saw him!! Omg! So paiseh leh!! Can see that his reaction has also changed... the feelings is different ready... he's really very shy le... so cute! hahaha... =p
Hope to be able to talk to him soon... keke... Ah!! Next monday!! We will be staying back for stock check... Hua ling said it will end at 1am!! Woah!! Good good!! Can get to see him longer!! Perhaps can also get to talk to him if we're in the same team!!! ^^
Argh!! I'm to high now!! Haha... Gotta go and bath now... good night!! =)
6/26/2007 10:56:00 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
♥ Feelings...
Today the both of us smsed...
Hmm, who is the he again? Hahaha... it's confusing right? There's 2 he now... hmm... okok, I will just name it as A and B. xD
A and I finally smsed again... After a month?!? Well, I did smiled and feel sweet, but, the feelings is not right?? The feelings is not there anymore? When I thought of the feelings, it goes to B! =_=
B did not come to work today. My motivational drive is gone? Haha... Was in a rather "low" state... until he replied my msg! opps... xD I can't imagine I started smiling when I saw his name appearing in my phone! Haha... =p
It's rather sweet la... but, I didn't think of our reactions when we see each other... sure very paiseh one ah!! His face sure red again! hahaha...
Sometimes I'm wondering whether my mouth is lucky or suay... what I said always come true! I kept having a bad feeling I will be short of money today... and it really came true!! Argh!! Stupid mouth!! I'm short of $4.10!! Diao!! This is the first time I short of so much you know~!?!?! :(
Hope there won't be another time!!! hahaha...
You know what?? I brought 2 tops just now! 1 black and 1 white!! My gosh!! Auntie Evelyn, I'm going broke soon!! hahaha... Anyway, the tops did perk me up! ^^
Hmm, I guess I better end here! Gotta go and bath now, just reached home only! Good night! =)
Hmm, who is the he again? Hahaha... it's confusing right? There's 2 he now... hmm... okok, I will just name it as A and B. xD
A and I finally smsed again... After a month?!? Well, I did smiled and feel sweet, but, the feelings is not right?? The feelings is not there anymore? When I thought of the feelings, it goes to B! =_=
B did not come to work today. My motivational drive is gone? Haha... Was in a rather "low" state... until he replied my msg! opps... xD I can't imagine I started smiling when I saw his name appearing in my phone! Haha... =p
It's rather sweet la... but, I didn't think of our reactions when we see each other... sure very paiseh one ah!! His face sure red again! hahaha...
Sometimes I'm wondering whether my mouth is lucky or suay... what I said always come true! I kept having a bad feeling I will be short of money today... and it really came true!! Argh!! Stupid mouth!! I'm short of $4.10!! Diao!! This is the first time I short of so much you know~!?!?! :(
Hope there won't be another time!!! hahaha...
You know what?? I brought 2 tops just now! 1 black and 1 white!! My gosh!! Auntie Evelyn, I'm going broke soon!! hahaha... Anyway, the tops did perk me up! ^^
Hmm, I guess I better end here! Gotta go and bath now, just reached home only! Good night! =)
6/25/2007 11:22:00 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
♥ Ooo...
Is it nice?? Chu xuan did this extension for me wor... haha...
Anyway, it's for her exams one la!! haha... Can see that she has not much confidence for this one, cause it's quite hard... No worries, it's not bad wor... Ur manicure is the best!! I love it alot!! keke...=p
See la, I'm so addicted to manicure now!! Really feel like asking you to help me do!! keke... Since you're still working, I can pop by one day. =)
Wish you all the best for ur results. ^^
Really had a great day with you just now! Really miss you alot you know? So long nv get to see you ready. haha... Hope to see ya soon! =)
Hmm, I thought of many ppl today... even Mr H... wondering how is he now... is he still there? Does he have a gf now? Thinking of many issues and it's making my head big... Told myself not to think so much, but, I don't feel like running away from them... sigh...
Anyway, it's for her exams one la!! haha... Can see that she has not much confidence for this one, cause it's quite hard... No worries, it's not bad wor... Ur manicure is the best!! I love it alot!! keke...=p
See la, I'm so addicted to manicure now!! Really feel like asking you to help me do!! keke... Since you're still working, I can pop by one day. =)
Wish you all the best for ur results. ^^
Really had a great day with you just now! Really miss you alot you know? So long nv get to see you ready. haha... Hope to see ya soon! =)
Hmm, I thought of many ppl today... even Mr H... wondering how is he now... is he still there? Does he have a gf now? Thinking of many issues and it's making my head big... Told myself not to think so much, but, I don't feel like running away from them... sigh...
6/24/2007 11:20:00 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
♥ Feeling empty...
Wow, today's work is so tiring man! It's again, a hot day... kept sweating non-stop! Never mind, just treat it as an exercise for me!! keke..=p
He went back so fast le!! Kept walking past me! Then when he went back, I felt so empty inside... lol... My motivational drive is gone?!? Hahaha...
Both of them kept popping into my mind... Suddenly feel so confused... Is the feel still there?? Things are getting better, improving... Hope I make the right move!
Just now Alvin, Suwen and I had a good talk? Cause we had some misunderstandings... I guess it's all settled?? All cleared?? Are we all honest to each other??
Friends who are open to each other will stay long...
Anyway, I did had fun today... Ah lan's friend did msg me!! lol... still dunno how he looks like lo!! Hahaha... okok, I know looks isn't that important, but, must at least know how he looks like mah! =p
Talking about this, you know what?? There's this eccentric guy who kept visiting alvin's and my counter for 5 times!!! Diao!! He kept looking at me... oh no!! I did smile at him... Don't tell me he got the wrong idea?!?! Eh....
I gotta go... stupid bro is making a fuss now.... See ya!!
He went back so fast le!! Kept walking past me! Then when he went back, I felt so empty inside... lol... My motivational drive is gone?!? Hahaha...
Both of them kept popping into my mind... Suddenly feel so confused... Is the feel still there?? Things are getting better, improving... Hope I make the right move!
Just now Alvin, Suwen and I had a good talk? Cause we had some misunderstandings... I guess it's all settled?? All cleared?? Are we all honest to each other??
Friends who are open to each other will stay long...
Anyway, I did had fun today... Ah lan's friend did msg me!! lol... still dunno how he looks like lo!! Hahaha... okok, I know looks isn't that important, but, must at least know how he looks like mah! =p
Talking about this, you know what?? There's this eccentric guy who kept visiting alvin's and my counter for 5 times!!! Diao!! He kept looking at me... oh no!! I did smile at him... Don't tell me he got the wrong idea?!?! Eh....
I gotta go... stupid bro is making a fuss now.... See ya!!
6/23/2007 11:51:00 PM
♥ Shaking...
Sigh... was thinking alot just now... is that really what I want? I don't want any regrets... already had many regrets in my life... Really hope I will make the right choice this time...
Can I??
My heart is shaking... I don't know what I want... I don't know what I am thinking... Is it really that difficult??
Which one do I prefer? Truly speaking, I don't know... perhaps I will give you a firm answer ytd, today? I really dunno... sigh... really hate myself sometimes... why can't I make a decision freely, as I wish... why do I mind so much? why should I think so much? Care so much??
It's such a headache!
Can I??
My heart is shaking... I don't know what I want... I don't know what I am thinking... Is it really that difficult??
Which one do I prefer? Truly speaking, I don't know... perhaps I will give you a firm answer ytd, today? I really dunno... sigh... really hate myself sometimes... why can't I make a decision freely, as I wish... why do I mind so much? why should I think so much? Care so much??
It's such a headache!
6/23/2007 02:58:00 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
♥ Suay or Sweet?
Is today an unlucky day for me??
Rushed to work today, knocked over things, sweating all away, and.... even...
Fell down!!!!! Omg!!!
So stupid lo!! The boy pushed his scooter in... then the person behind me pushed me!! so... I tripped!!! My knees down first you know!!! It's soooooo painful le!! Got blueblack ready!! =(
Other than this... my machine "explode"... I guess the machine "overrun" ready... then it auto-shut... So, I became the packer!! Haha... Quite relax ba, finally can relax for near 2 hrs!! keke...=p
And also able to see my favourite children!! keke...^^ Omg!! I didn't know he was there queuing when I was talking to the children!! Scared me le! I was happily talking and "so called playing" with them and when I looked up, he was looking at me!!! =_= So paiseh...
He brought maggi mee... this is the first time I see him buy things... for his dinner?? Oh... it's so unhealthy you know?? Although I always eat that la... haha...
Anyway, I did had fun today la... Although quite suay... but, I did had fun... haha...
I finally can understand how is it like to be looked! Haha... It's rather uncomfortable, but, quite sweet la... haha...
You know what?? Ah lan wanna intro her friend to me!! So paiseh le... she called him and passed me the phone!! Omg!! I dunno what to tell him too... can sense that he's paiseh too la... haha... He said he will come down one day to see me! Diao! Eh... I scared leh... haha...
Okay la, gotta go and bath now... I'm smelling very nice now... keke... See ya!! =)
* I missed my friends alot!! Ven, Jo, Jiang nan, Nut, Wei, Wing, Tiff, Joo, Ron, Ric, Wenquan, Fang, Wen, Siang, Laine, Chuxuan, Hanwee, Yuanjie, etc... lots and lots of friends... when can I get to see you all?? Got miss me?? haha..=p
Rushed to work today, knocked over things, sweating all away, and.... even...
Fell down!!!!! Omg!!!
So stupid lo!! The boy pushed his scooter in... then the person behind me pushed me!! so... I tripped!!! My knees down first you know!!! It's soooooo painful le!! Got blueblack ready!! =(
Other than this... my machine "explode"... I guess the machine "overrun" ready... then it auto-shut... So, I became the packer!! Haha... Quite relax ba, finally can relax for near 2 hrs!! keke...=p
And also able to see my favourite children!! keke...^^ Omg!! I didn't know he was there queuing when I was talking to the children!! Scared me le! I was happily talking and "so called playing" with them and when I looked up, he was looking at me!!! =_= So paiseh...
He brought maggi mee... this is the first time I see him buy things... for his dinner?? Oh... it's so unhealthy you know?? Although I always eat that la... haha...
Anyway, I did had fun today la... Although quite suay... but, I did had fun... haha...
I finally can understand how is it like to be looked! Haha... It's rather uncomfortable, but, quite sweet la... haha...
You know what?? Ah lan wanna intro her friend to me!! So paiseh le... she called him and passed me the phone!! Omg!! I dunno what to tell him too... can sense that he's paiseh too la... haha... He said he will come down one day to see me! Diao! Eh... I scared leh... haha...
Okay la, gotta go and bath now... I'm smelling very nice now... keke... See ya!! =)
* I missed my friends alot!! Ven, Jo, Jiang nan, Nut, Wei, Wing, Tiff, Joo, Ron, Ric, Wenquan, Fang, Wen, Siang, Laine, Chuxuan, Hanwee, Yuanjie, etc... lots and lots of friends... when can I get to see you all?? Got miss me?? haha..=p
6/22/2007 11:54:00 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
♥ Heart-warming...
Hmm... is it better??
Seems to be better?? Seems to be improving??
The "yan sheng" is very different now... more warming... more feel? Haha... I can feel it now! haha... He also nv walk away when I'm talking to Auntie Wendy... perhaps because ytd I also nv walk away?
He did followed and did listened to what we say...
He thought I say bye bye to him?? hahahaha... I also dunno le... cause I was behind him when I say bye, somemore, it's very softly... so I guess he thought I'm bidding goodbye to him... anyway, he also nv bye back la... he only turned back straight away!! Omg! Scared me! haha...=p
Today is super super hot!! Kept sweating non-stop... But, I did had funny encounters and also getting to see my favourite babies!!! kekeke...=p
Very paiseh le... my mum kept coming!! Diao! Cause she's close with da jie, so they talked alot! My god!! He's there too le! No face ready la! Haha...
But, I don't mind la... since I'm in good mood today! haha... My mum strike lottery!! opps... xD She gave me $$$!! yippee!! ^^
Ok la, gotta bath now... smelling so "nice" now!! haha... Bye! =)
Seems to be better?? Seems to be improving??
The "yan sheng" is very different now... more warming... more feel? Haha... I can feel it now! haha... He also nv walk away when I'm talking to Auntie Wendy... perhaps because ytd I also nv walk away?
He did followed and did listened to what we say...
He thought I say bye bye to him?? hahahaha... I also dunno le... cause I was behind him when I say bye, somemore, it's very softly... so I guess he thought I'm bidding goodbye to him... anyway, he also nv bye back la... he only turned back straight away!! Omg! Scared me! haha...=p
Today is super super hot!! Kept sweating non-stop... But, I did had funny encounters and also getting to see my favourite babies!!! kekeke...=p
Very paiseh le... my mum kept coming!! Diao! Cause she's close with da jie, so they talked alot! My god!! He's there too le! No face ready la! Haha...
But, I don't mind la... since I'm in good mood today! haha... My mum strike lottery!! opps... xD She gave me $$$!! yippee!! ^^
Ok la, gotta bath now... smelling so "nice" now!! haha... Bye! =)
6/21/2007 11:35:00 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
♥ Stupid me!!!
Argh!!! I'm soooooooo regret!!!!
Why why why???
Actually it's all going smoothly... or rather, it's getting better and better!!!!
It's all because of me!!!! My god!!! Why??
Sigh... can I reverse back the time? Why should I do that? Why should I react in that way? Why am I beginning to behave like that? Really hate myself...
I know many ppl is helping me, giving me encouragement, but, me?? I really hope I won't spoil it because of my stupidness!! Oh pls!!! Hope it's nothing...
I really didn't act out anything... I'm really very nervous, really very scared... really... sigh... say so much also no use... unless understood, otherwise, misunderstood...
There are so many things I would like to say, but, I can't... I'm really scary le!! Cause I will pinch myself in order not to make that mistakes again!! omg!!
Hope everything will be better tomorrow!!! As there's a saying.... "Tomorrow will be a better day!" Hope it's really true pls!! Hope the feelings is still there, hope it will only be better and not worsen!! pls pls pls... I can do whatever I can to make this come true... Pray hard...
Why why why???
Actually it's all going smoothly... or rather, it's getting better and better!!!!
It's all because of me!!!! My god!!! Why??
Sigh... can I reverse back the time? Why should I do that? Why should I react in that way? Why am I beginning to behave like that? Really hate myself...
I know many ppl is helping me, giving me encouragement, but, me?? I really hope I won't spoil it because of my stupidness!! Oh pls!!! Hope it's nothing...
I really didn't act out anything... I'm really very nervous, really very scared... really... sigh... say so much also no use... unless understood, otherwise, misunderstood...
There are so many things I would like to say, but, I can't... I'm really scary le!! Cause I will pinch myself in order not to make that mistakes again!! omg!!
Hope everything will be better tomorrow!!! As there's a saying.... "Tomorrow will be a better day!" Hope it's really true pls!! Hope the feelings is still there, hope it will only be better and not worsen!! pls pls pls... I can do whatever I can to make this come true... Pray hard...
6/20/2007 11:42:00 PM
♥ what's happening?
Feeling so moody...
Feel that my best friend/sister and I are drifting apart... I also dunno why... feeling so confused... Really cherished our friendship... really hope to be like the past... I'm rather "toot"... I won't be able to get hints... I won't know if you're angry unless it's very obvious la... very stupid right?
Really hope to know what's happening between us... perhaps we can meet and have a good chat one day?
Hope everything will be fine...
Feel that my best friend/sister and I are drifting apart... I also dunno why... feeling so confused... Really cherished our friendship... really hope to be like the past... I'm rather "toot"... I won't be able to get hints... I won't know if you're angry unless it's very obvious la... very stupid right?
Really hope to know what's happening between us... perhaps we can meet and have a good chat one day?
Hope everything will be fine...
6/20/2007 12:19:00 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
♥ Perk up! ^^
Yippee!!!
I finally brought the cardigan! keke...=p
I guess my mum regreted going to Auntie Evelyn there! Haha... Anyway, she also nv say anything... she just told anutie lots of things and even told her I've lots of clothings and my dad alwyas nag at me and don't let me buy clothings, blah blah blah...
So paiseh le... cause "he" is just behind me!!!! Argh!! He heard everything!!
He was packing the water into the fridge when we walked past!! Omg!! Had a shock! I guess he too ba... cause we just turn and saw each other. haha. I just act normal and smile smile, cause later my mum knows I will die le... She knows everyone will know too!!! lol... =_=
I dunno whether my reaction is obvious anot, cause I did turned to steal glances of him while auntie was talking to my mum.... Opps... xD (Ta de bei ying hao hao kan wor!!) haha..
Anyway, going out to eat with my mum isn't a bad thing... although she will stop to talk for quite some time with her friends... but, I did have some "shou huo"! Hehehehe... ^^
Lalala... ok la... Gonna stop here... my head is still so giddy! Perhaps because of the fever?? See la, because of that I cannot go tanning! :( Shao huai nao le!! Haha... Ytd was so moody tat I kept on scaning and didn't stop to "fa xie"! so scary right?
But, he's sweet la... he did noticed and asked... "Cindy jing tian xing qing bu hao ah?", "Ni you gen ta shou ah"" Haha... So cute. xD haha...
Ok la, really got to stop here, going to rest now! Quickly get well and gotta play hard! keke. See ya! =)
I finally brought the cardigan! keke...=p
I guess my mum regreted going to Auntie Evelyn there! Haha... Anyway, she also nv say anything... she just told anutie lots of things and even told her I've lots of clothings and my dad alwyas nag at me and don't let me buy clothings, blah blah blah...
So paiseh le... cause "he" is just behind me!!!! Argh!! He heard everything!!
He was packing the water into the fridge when we walked past!! Omg!! Had a shock! I guess he too ba... cause we just turn and saw each other. haha. I just act normal and smile smile, cause later my mum knows I will die le... She knows everyone will know too!!! lol... =_=
I dunno whether my reaction is obvious anot, cause I did turned to steal glances of him while auntie was talking to my mum.... Opps... xD (Ta de bei ying hao hao kan wor!!) haha..
Anyway, going out to eat with my mum isn't a bad thing... although she will stop to talk for quite some time with her friends... but, I did have some "shou huo"! Hehehehe... ^^
Lalala... ok la... Gonna stop here... my head is still so giddy! Perhaps because of the fever?? See la, because of that I cannot go tanning! :( Shao huai nao le!! Haha... Ytd was so moody tat I kept on scaning and didn't stop to "fa xie"! so scary right?
But, he's sweet la... he did noticed and asked... "Cindy jing tian xing qing bu hao ah?", "Ni you gen ta shou ah"" Haha... So cute. xD haha...
Ok la, really got to stop here, going to rest now! Quickly get well and gotta play hard! keke. See ya! =)
6/19/2007 02:05:00 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
♥ Shattering...
My heart is feeling so weird, so uncomfortable...
I also dunno why... Perhaps because of those bad dreams? I had nightmares just now! Slept at 2plus and woke up at 4.41am! =_=
The dreams was so scary that my tears kept flowing down... Omg! Till now, I still can't forget it! It kept popping into my mind when I shut my eyes! My god!! Pls...
Pls forget everything and don't think too much... seems that I can predict what will happen later? My gosh! make me feel better pls... feeling so moody these 2 days... maybe also because Im not feeling very well--going to fall sick soon! :( my heart is going to busrt! Diao...
Ok la, don't think too much... today is a happy occasion! Father's day!!! Haha... I'm going out now... See ya! :D
I also dunno why... Perhaps because of those bad dreams? I had nightmares just now! Slept at 2plus and woke up at 4.41am! =_=
The dreams was so scary that my tears kept flowing down... Omg! Till now, I still can't forget it! It kept popping into my mind when I shut my eyes! My god!! Pls...
Pls forget everything and don't think too much... seems that I can predict what will happen later? My gosh! make me feel better pls... feeling so moody these 2 days... maybe also because Im not feeling very well--going to fall sick soon! :( my heart is going to busrt! Diao...
Ok la, don't think too much... today is a happy occasion! Father's day!!! Haha... I'm going out now... See ya! :D
6/17/2007 06:54:00 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
♥ sweetener...
Yippee!!
Finally pass up my assignments!! Exams are finally over!!! Holidays are here!! keke...=p
But...
It's just for the pathetic 1 weeek!!! Anyway, it's better than nothing right??
Finally get to see xy too!! keke... Didn't get to see her for quite some time, really miss her alot!=p Getting prettier and prettier wor!! ~~
I met up with alvin after class... went to our favourite hangout place--gek poh again! lol...=_= So shocked to see my parents going there to eat too!! Omg!! Hope my dad didn't anyhow think!! hahaha...
We finally got to see alvin's "hong yi ren"!!!! Woah!! Hen hui fan dian wor!! But, no worries la, didn't dian dao wo!! hehehe... He's reaction is so cute! but, such a pity... we should've walk in? haha...
He did noticed wor!!
He did asked...
Wei she me ta lian chou chou de??
Hahaha...
So cute...
The best thing is...
He don't seems to be him ytd...
Suddenly become so high...
And talk so loudly...
Trying to catch attention...
But...
I'm so bad le!
Cause I don't wanna look...
I wanna turn and laugh...
But, I didn't...
Hope he didn't get the wrong impression
I'm not angry le...
haha...
Anyway... lalalalalala... it's cute... it's sweet... it's...........
Just woke up... going to eat now... gonna work later on!! Bye!=)
Finally pass up my assignments!! Exams are finally over!!! Holidays are here!! keke...=p
But...
It's just for the pathetic 1 weeek!!! Anyway, it's better than nothing right??
Finally get to see xy too!! keke... Didn't get to see her for quite some time, really miss her alot!=p Getting prettier and prettier wor!! ~~
I met up with alvin after class... went to our favourite hangout place--gek poh again! lol...=_= So shocked to see my parents going there to eat too!! Omg!! Hope my dad didn't anyhow think!! hahaha...
We finally got to see alvin's "hong yi ren"!!!! Woah!! Hen hui fan dian wor!! But, no worries la, didn't dian dao wo!! hehehe... He's reaction is so cute! but, such a pity... we should've walk in? haha...
He did noticed wor!!
He did asked...
Wei she me ta lian chou chou de??
Hahaha...
So cute...
The best thing is...
He don't seems to be him ytd...
Suddenly become so high...
And talk so loudly...
Trying to catch attention...
But...
I'm so bad le!
Cause I don't wanna look...
I wanna turn and laugh...
But, I didn't...
Hope he didn't get the wrong impression
I'm not angry le...
haha...
Anyway... lalalalalala... it's cute... it's sweet... it's...........
Just woke up... going to eat now... gonna work later on!! Bye!=)
6/16/2007 12:09:00 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
♥ Lots of emotions...
Feeling so tired and moody...
There's more than enough cahsiers just now, dunno how they plan one... so I volunteer to pack the stocks... I thought it's relax... but, no le... cause I dunno how to "eat snake"... suddenly find myself so hardworking... hahaha... So mai li... no wonder I'm so tired...
It's so funny... I have lots of bruises after working there... blueblacks @ cashier area, and cuts while packing stocks! Woah!!
But, I did have fun while packing stocks!! Did gain lots of experiences... So satisfied with my work! keke...
He's finally back!! he walked around with fishballs on one hand and asking whether ppl wanna eat anot... so cute. haha... he did asked me too! Of course I took it! haha... It's just cooked wor, so hot!! But, tasted nice!! Hahaha...=p He's so funny, walked to and fro twice and asked the same qns... and, he's shocked to see my fishball still in my hand. Aiya, very hot you know? Haha...
Hmm... what am I thinking? What I want?
Suprised...
Elated...
Succeed...
Sweet...
Disappointed...
Teary eyed...
Escaping...
Hoping...
Successful?
I'm too tired to think about it... going to do my essay!! Gotta hand in later on!! My gosh!!
Good night!
There's more than enough cahsiers just now, dunno how they plan one... so I volunteer to pack the stocks... I thought it's relax... but, no le... cause I dunno how to "eat snake"... suddenly find myself so hardworking... hahaha... So mai li... no wonder I'm so tired...
It's so funny... I have lots of bruises after working there... blueblacks @ cashier area, and cuts while packing stocks! Woah!!
But, I did have fun while packing stocks!! Did gain lots of experiences... So satisfied with my work! keke...
He's finally back!! he walked around with fishballs on one hand and asking whether ppl wanna eat anot... so cute. haha... he did asked me too! Of course I took it! haha... It's just cooked wor, so hot!! But, tasted nice!! Hahaha...=p He's so funny, walked to and fro twice and asked the same qns... and, he's shocked to see my fishball still in my hand. Aiya, very hot you know? Haha...
Hmm... what am I thinking? What I want?
Suprised...
Elated...
Succeed...
Sweet...
Disappointed...
Teary eyed...
Escaping...
Hoping...
Successful?
I'm too tired to think about it... going to do my essay!! Gotta hand in later on!! My gosh!!
Good night!
6/15/2007 02:56:00 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
♥ heard my prayers?
My bones are breaking!! Whole body so painful, especially my tighs and butt area!! =_= I need a body massage!!! Perhaps a spa helps?? Who wants to help me massage?? Wahahaha...
Time is drawing near...
Heart is pumping harder...
I'm so nervous...
So scared...
Hope everything will turn out successfully...
Hope everything is under control...
lalala...
Time is drawing near...
Heart is pumping harder...
I'm so nervous...
So scared...
Hope everything will turn out successfully...
Hope everything is under control...
lalala...
6/14/2007 12:47:00 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
♥ lalalala..
I'm so tired! Perhaps it's because of the exercises and lack of sleep? haha... I did exercised wor!! Although it's just badminton, but, it's better than nothing la!! Hahaha...
Suwen, Alvin and I also went to kbox!!! So addicted to kbox!! I'm beginning to fall in love with wang da dong!!! My god!! Yue kan yue hao kan! hahaha...=p We had a great time there although feeling rather tired... Alvin and I started laughing again when we started singing couples songs!!! =_= But then, this time is much better than the previous time!! keke... ^^
Guess who I saw when I went to gek poh just now?? I saw jo's bro, zhiyong and their friends!! Wow!! Such a coincidence!! Haha... Really very long nv get to see them ready wor!! Not bad le, jo's bro still remembers me! lol...
Aiya, see la... Seeing them make me miss my friends alot!! Didn't get to see them for months ready leh!! When will I get to see you guys??
We played tarot cards again just now... hmm, it's quite true wor... hope everything will come true!!! pls pls pls... Wahahaha... =p
Today's a special day for Alvin wor!! I believe everything will be successful ya!! You've my support!! keke... ^^
I'm going to do my essay! So saddening right?? So sleepy yet cannot sleep! :( Good night!
Suwen, Alvin and I also went to kbox!!! So addicted to kbox!! I'm beginning to fall in love with wang da dong!!! My god!! Yue kan yue hao kan! hahaha...=p We had a great time there although feeling rather tired... Alvin and I started laughing again when we started singing couples songs!!! =_= But then, this time is much better than the previous time!! keke... ^^
Guess who I saw when I went to gek poh just now?? I saw jo's bro, zhiyong and their friends!! Wow!! Such a coincidence!! Haha... Really very long nv get to see them ready wor!! Not bad le, jo's bro still remembers me! lol...
Aiya, see la... Seeing them make me miss my friends alot!! Didn't get to see them for months ready leh!! When will I get to see you guys??
We played tarot cards again just now... hmm, it's quite true wor... hope everything will come true!!! pls pls pls... Wahahaha... =p
Today's a special day for Alvin wor!! I believe everything will be successful ya!! You've my support!! keke... ^^
I'm going to do my essay! So saddening right?? So sleepy yet cannot sleep! :( Good night!
6/13/2007 01:54:00 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
♥ Breaking...
I'm sooooooo tired!!!
Today's sales isn't that good... soso only... anyway, who cares as long as I did hit the target. lol... Always smell like fish when I go home... Yucks!!! =_=
My bones are breaking... my head is so intense... can't think of anything, except thinking of sleeping! I need lots of sleep!! Perhaps after fri? After I submit my essay I will have a week break!
It's saddening right? Only a week!! But, better than nothing la.. haha...
Although working there is very tiring yet smelly at times and sometimes even have to bear with those customers... but, I do have great times there!! keke... ^^
I'm going gym later on!!
Okok, I know what you wanna say... say wanna go in the end won't go one right?? Haha... I will definately go later on, cause I've already promised alvin. haha...
Good to be able to shed off more fats!!! keke... And after that still can go kbox!! wohoo!!! Great great!!! ^^
I'm going to do my essay now! Good night! =)
Today's sales isn't that good... soso only... anyway, who cares as long as I did hit the target. lol... Always smell like fish when I go home... Yucks!!! =_=
My bones are breaking... my head is so intense... can't think of anything, except thinking of sleeping! I need lots of sleep!! Perhaps after fri? After I submit my essay I will have a week break!
It's saddening right? Only a week!! But, better than nothing la.. haha...
Although working there is very tiring yet smelly at times and sometimes even have to bear with those customers... but, I do have great times there!! keke... ^^
I'm going gym later on!!
Okok, I know what you wanna say... say wanna go in the end won't go one right?? Haha... I will definately go later on, cause I've already promised alvin. haha...
Good to be able to shed off more fats!!! keke... And after that still can go kbox!! wohoo!!! Great great!!! ^^
I'm going to do my essay now! Good night! =)
6/12/2007 12:20:00 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
♥ Thanks to me!
It's all thanks to me....
Actually my dad wanna buy Vaio com for me le!! Omg!! Am I dreaming??
But, it's near $4000 leh!!
So... in the end... sigh...
All thanks to my mouth!!!
Anyway, my dad is so thoughtful... he knows I always got to use the com only at 11pm and I love that com alot...
Argh! Hope to be able to get it soon!! Hahahaha...
Perhaps when he strikes lottery?? lol... =_=
Vaio... pls wait for me !!!! hahaha...
Actually going gym today, but, cause suwen and I are very tired, so we didn't go in the end. haha.. We got work later okay!! lol... anyway, it's not too bad too la, cause I can continue with my essay!! Quickly finish it pls~!!
Actually my dad wanna buy Vaio com for me le!! Omg!! Am I dreaming??
But, it's near $4000 leh!!
So... in the end... sigh...
All thanks to my mouth!!!
Anyway, my dad is so thoughtful... he knows I always got to use the com only at 11pm and I love that com alot...
Argh! Hope to be able to get it soon!! Hahahaha...
Perhaps when he strikes lottery?? lol... =_=
Vaio... pls wait for me !!!! hahaha...
Actually going gym today, but, cause suwen and I are very tired, so we didn't go in the end. haha.. We got work later okay!! lol... anyway, it's not too bad too la, cause I can continue with my essay!! Quickly finish it pls~!!
6/11/2007 12:58:00 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
♥ Why why why?
I thought I don't mind...
But...
I mind alot...
I thought I won't think...
But...
I really think alot...
I thought it's not that strong...
But...
It's really very very strong...
Till...
I can't take it anymore!!
Feel like I'm going to die anytime...
Physical and mentally...
Why do ppl like to think so much?
Why do ppl mind so much??
Why do ppl like to compare??
Why why why??
Sigh... I'm so tired now... going to sleep now! good night!
*p.s. Today's my mum's birthday!! happy happy birthday!! Hope you will stay healthy and pretty always! And most importantly, must strike lottery......... and remember my share wor!!!! keke... ^^
But...
I mind alot...
I thought I won't think...
But...
I really think alot...
I thought it's not that strong...
But...
It's really very very strong...
Till...
I can't take it anymore!!
Feel like I'm going to die anytime...
Physical and mentally...
Why do ppl like to think so much?
Why do ppl mind so much??
Why do ppl like to compare??
Why why why??
Sigh... I'm so tired now... going to sleep now! good night!
*p.s. Today's my mum's birthday!! happy happy birthday!! Hope you will stay healthy and pretty always! And most importantly, must strike lottery......... and remember my share wor!!!! keke... ^^
6/10/2007 03:06:00 AM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
♥ Is it really true??
I went to do "volunteer work" again just now! haha... It's was really exhausting, but, it's fun too! Cause I learnt many things... I learnt some canto!!
Is it really funny?? Everyone kept laughing when I started speaking it! I know it's funny la, but, not bad ready okay... hahaha...
Hmm... I think I feel a little better after going temple praying & draw lots?? It's soso one... and it's quite similar to the tarot card's reading!! Oh plssssss!! Really hope so... really hope everything will be sucessful!!! hahaha...=p
Alvin, I know you're feeling a little sad because you didn't see ...... but, no worries!! You will definately get to see ur "hong yi ren" later!! I will help you sum pat one!! Must be successful hor!! Hahaha... Jia you!! =)
I'm so tired... going to doze off soon!! Still need to work later on!! Good night! =)
Is it really funny?? Everyone kept laughing when I started speaking it! I know it's funny la, but, not bad ready okay... hahaha...
Hmm... I think I feel a little better after going temple praying & draw lots?? It's soso one... and it's quite similar to the tarot card's reading!! Oh plssssss!! Really hope so... really hope everything will be sucessful!!! hahaha...=p
Alvin, I know you're feeling a little sad because you didn't see ...... but, no worries!! You will definately get to see ur "hong yi ren" later!! I will help you sum pat one!! Must be successful hor!! Hahaha... Jia you!! =)
I'm so tired... going to doze off soon!! Still need to work later on!! Good night! =)
6/09/2007 02:50:00 AM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
♥ Heard me??
I'm so tired!! Was out for 12 hrs plus!! It's really long right? haha...=p
I acc alvin to polyclinic to see a doctor then we went to kbox, then to library with suwen and even to ice-skating ring........ to see ppl skate! Haha...
We played Tarot cards in the library!! Well, it seems that mine is quite good le... should I or should not?? Will I regret?? It's really true?? I'm more confused after that! Cause I think alot! Haha. Hope it'll be good plssssss!!
I'm really very scared le!! I scared I will cry!! Diao... =_= We'll see how ba... and hope everything will be successful when I've made up my mind! Really hope so!!
Did you heard my prayers??
I acc alvin to polyclinic to see a doctor then we went to kbox, then to library with suwen and even to ice-skating ring........ to see ppl skate! Haha...
We played Tarot cards in the library!! Well, it seems that mine is quite good le... should I or should not?? Will I regret?? It's really true?? I'm more confused after that! Cause I think alot! Haha. Hope it'll be good plssssss!!
I'm really very scared le!! I scared I will cry!! Diao... =_= We'll see how ba... and hope everything will be successful when I've made up my mind! Really hope so!!
Did you heard my prayers??
6/07/2007 11:11:00 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
♥ So cute...
I went to do volunteer work just now...
I don't mean my volunteer work... the volunteer work is to be alvin's packer!! Wahahaha... Wo hen jiang yi qi ba, you said you are bored then I went to acc you. lol... haha...
Ppl thought we're couples lo!! Oh plssssssss~!! Both of us got the same reaction... My god! It's impossible! Hahaha...
Anyway, I find myself very daring le... cause today is the first wed of the month, so have to pay 10 cents for 1 plastics bag. Many people don't wanna pay for it, some even left their things and go off! Omg!!
I made them pay by asking them to do donations!! Opps... Shhhh... Got one uncle very good, he gave quite alot wor... keke.=p
I also met quite a number of kids!! They are so adorable!! I even hong one boy to let alvin scan his chocolate! He's so cute! Hahaha... Hope to be able to see more kids when I'm working! keke...=p
lalalalalala... thinking quite alot recently... going to have white hairs soon... oh nonono... hahaha... I want a new image!! Hmm... which style suits me??
My online shopping addiction is coming! oh no! I work to pay for my online clothings!! My god! Haha... =_=
I don't mean my volunteer work... the volunteer work is to be alvin's packer!! Wahahaha... Wo hen jiang yi qi ba, you said you are bored then I went to acc you. lol... haha...
Ppl thought we're couples lo!! Oh plssssssss~!! Both of us got the same reaction... My god! It's impossible! Hahaha...
Anyway, I find myself very daring le... cause today is the first wed of the month, so have to pay 10 cents for 1 plastics bag. Many people don't wanna pay for it, some even left their things and go off! Omg!!
I made them pay by asking them to do donations!! Opps... Shhhh... Got one uncle very good, he gave quite alot wor... keke.=p
I also met quite a number of kids!! They are so adorable!! I even hong one boy to let alvin scan his chocolate! He's so cute! Hahaha... Hope to be able to see more kids when I'm working! keke...=p
lalalalalala... thinking quite alot recently... going to have white hairs soon... oh nonono... hahaha... I want a new image!! Hmm... which style suits me??
My online shopping addiction is coming! oh no! I work to pay for my online clothings!! My god! Haha... =_=
6/06/2007 11:50:00 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
♥ memersing...
Everything is still so clearly in mind... it's sweet, scary and nervous! lol...
I don't dare to look at him when he looks at me, but, I did look la, cause li mao mah! Die ready la, dian dao wo le la!! He's especially nice looking just now~!Hahaha...
He asked me to wait for him at milk section for him... he has a strong cigarette smell, must be smoking in the toilet? I guess correctly, he's really in the toilet! hahaha..
Can see that he's as nervous as me, but, both of us act brave and normal. haha.. so cute! Although it's just for the few mins, but, it's really sweet and funny. hahaha... you de mei de also say... He started talking you know!?! hahaha. did I make it too obvious?? Eh...
He also seems to be distracted when I'm around? It's quite obvious... How you feel?
You know what? I got one injury on my arm, it'll be very painful when I see him/think of him! omg!! A curse? lol...
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
Aiya, better don't think too much/pin too high hopes... let's everything go naturally ba?
It's really funny, I always got what I dislike... For eg, I hate da nan ren, but, I also like them cause they're very man one leh!! Is god playing a trick on me? Hahaha... We shall see...
lalalala...
I'm so sleepy now, going to sleep, good night! =)
Bon voage to you!
I don't dare to look at him when he looks at me, but, I did look la, cause li mao mah! Die ready la, dian dao wo le la!! He's especially nice looking just now~!Hahaha...
He asked me to wait for him at milk section for him... he has a strong cigarette smell, must be smoking in the toilet? I guess correctly, he's really in the toilet! hahaha..
Can see that he's as nervous as me, but, both of us act brave and normal. haha.. so cute! Although it's just for the few mins, but, it's really sweet and funny. hahaha... you de mei de also say... He started talking you know!?! hahaha. did I make it too obvious?? Eh...
He also seems to be distracted when I'm around? It's quite obvious... How you feel?
You know what? I got one injury on my arm, it'll be very painful when I see him/think of him! omg!! A curse? lol...
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
Aiya, better don't think too much/pin too high hopes... let's everything go naturally ba?
It's really funny, I always got what I dislike... For eg, I hate da nan ren, but, I also like them cause they're very man one leh!! Is god playing a trick on me? Hahaha... We shall see...
lalalala...
I'm so sleepy now, going to sleep, good night! =)
Bon voage to you!
6/05/2007 11:51:00 PM
Monday, June 04, 2007
♥ Only U know...
Sigh... had been feeling rather moody these few days...
I guess it's because I don't know what I really want ba?? Plus I had been working for the weekends, so tired! But, I don't regret la, cause I do have sweet memories. My mind is only thinking about sun's incident. hahaha. =p
There were MANY people on sun and I didn't get to rest at all! Really can slim down! haha.
U know wat? Junling and I nearly BUMP into each other when he turned! My god!! Lucky lucky... otherwise... haha... It's that look again!! Wo men heng you yuan, kept seeing and bumping into each other.
Then he was actually listening to what we said you know?? Suddenly became so wishy wishy when he saw me... kept laughing and turning to look... he's so cute!!! Haha... And when he walked past me, twice, wo men mo cha dao! My god!! Got chu dian?? Hahaha...
How he feels?? What is he thinking?? Why he wants to peep?? Hmm...
This question had been popping out in my mind for the past few weeks and no matter how hard I think, I still can't get the answer! =_= Ri jiu shen qing?? Go for the possible one?? But... the feelings? I mind alot about feelings, I don't want we are together because I like him or......
Junling or him?? Which one do I prefer?? Which one do I have deeper feelings for?? I can tell you something... I really don't have the answer... When I have deeper feelings for junling, then when someone mentioned him, my heart became confused. Oh my god!! Pls make up ur mind... (Really hate myself!)
Let's see what happens this sat ba... But, I suddenly don't feel like going le... I'm so scared, I scared I go ready my heart will be even confused! lol...
Anyway, perhaps it's good ba, cause junling will not be in spore for a week, maybe it'll be a good time for me to think properly what I want... hope I will have an answer. pls pls pls...
He's sick you know! We went back to gek poh just now and heard that he's sick. Felt rather disappointed... haha... Must take care wor! Alvin, see la... Told me so much of you de mei de... cause we're very sa ba ba.. hahaha..
Ok la, better don't think too much, cause I know when you're confused, no matter how hard you think, you won't get the answer at all! My god! My post is really long right?? haha. Got to go and do my essay!! Better finish it fast!! Jia you!!
I guess it's because I don't know what I really want ba?? Plus I had been working for the weekends, so tired! But, I don't regret la, cause I do have sweet memories. My mind is only thinking about sun's incident. hahaha. =p
There were MANY people on sun and I didn't get to rest at all! Really can slim down! haha.
U know wat? Junling and I nearly BUMP into each other when he turned! My god!! Lucky lucky... otherwise... haha... It's that look again!! Wo men heng you yuan, kept seeing and bumping into each other.
Then he was actually listening to what we said you know?? Suddenly became so wishy wishy when he saw me... kept laughing and turning to look... he's so cute!!! Haha... And when he walked past me, twice, wo men mo cha dao! My god!! Got chu dian?? Hahaha...
How he feels?? What is he thinking?? Why he wants to peep?? Hmm...
This question had been popping out in my mind for the past few weeks and no matter how hard I think, I still can't get the answer! =_= Ri jiu shen qing?? Go for the possible one?? But... the feelings? I mind alot about feelings, I don't want we are together because I like him or......
Junling or him?? Which one do I prefer?? Which one do I have deeper feelings for?? I can tell you something... I really don't have the answer... When I have deeper feelings for junling, then when someone mentioned him, my heart became confused. Oh my god!! Pls make up ur mind... (Really hate myself!)
Let's see what happens this sat ba... But, I suddenly don't feel like going le... I'm so scared, I scared I go ready my heart will be even confused! lol...
Anyway, perhaps it's good ba, cause junling will not be in spore for a week, maybe it'll be a good time for me to think properly what I want... hope I will have an answer. pls pls pls...
He's sick you know! We went back to gek poh just now and heard that he's sick. Felt rather disappointed... haha... Must take care wor! Alvin, see la... Told me so much of you de mei de... cause we're very sa ba ba.. hahaha..
Ok la, better don't think too much, cause I know when you're confused, no matter how hard you think, you won't get the answer at all! My god! My post is really long right?? haha. Got to go and do my essay!! Better finish it fast!! Jia you!!
6/04/2007 11:50:00 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
♥ What do I really want?
Yippee!! I brought 2 new tops!! keke... thanks to my mum! But, I did paid abit la, 10 bucks! haha..=p
Suwen and I tried the clothings and wear back to let the auntie see, then junling saw too!! lol.. I was shock when he stood behind me... I was just thinking about him and he was behind me! =_= He had a new hair dye... well, okok la, his previous one's nicer?? Haha...
I guess everyone in gek poh saw our clothings ba? So paiseh le... Cause mine is rather sexy... u know... I very shy la... hahahaha...
I'm so confused now, I don't know what I want!!! omg!! Really hate myself for that~!!!!! Still got work tml... so sian... hope sam won't wait!! pls pls pls... hahahaha...
I must sleep early later on!! Had been sleeping at 5 plus the whole week, so sleepy till I nearly fell asleep in class just now!! =_=
Good night! =)
*p.s. Take care ya suwen! hope u'll get well soon!! keke..=p
Suwen and I tried the clothings and wear back to let the auntie see, then junling saw too!! lol.. I was shock when he stood behind me... I was just thinking about him and he was behind me! =_= He had a new hair dye... well, okok la, his previous one's nicer?? Haha...
I guess everyone in gek poh saw our clothings ba? So paiseh le... Cause mine is rather sexy... u know... I very shy la... hahahaha...
I'm so confused now, I don't know what I want!!! omg!! Really hate myself for that~!!!!! Still got work tml... so sian... hope sam won't wait!! pls pls pls... hahahaha...
I must sleep early later on!! Had been sleeping at 5 plus the whole week, so sleepy till I nearly fell asleep in class just now!! =_=
Good night! =)
*p.s. Take care ya suwen! hope u'll get well soon!! keke..=p
6/01/2007 11:58:00 PM
