Thursday, June 28, 2007
♥ Why mind so much??
Sigh... suddenly feeling so moody...
I also dunno why... perhaps I think too much?
Perhaps I mind alot?
Perhaps I can't forget it?
Can't get over it?
Sigh....
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to cover up...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make someone happy...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make yourself happy...
Will one are you??
For me??
Hmm... all 3?? Depends ba...
But, for this..........
I will tell a lie to cover up, to make myself happy, telling myself there's no such things, finding lots of excuses to cover up everything, and kept thinking positively, thinking that things will slowly change...
Sometimes I'm wondering is this good??
This is good in a way, cause you will feel happy, feel sweet, feel positive, but, the disadvantage is really torturing... You will feel terrible, depressed, moody, distracted, etc...
Why do I mind so much??
Aiya, where am I thinking again??
You know what?? There were so many ppl just now!! Cause tml is" fruit day"... And the best thing is... I'm in counter 6!! Omg!! My hands were shaking at that time cause I didn't get 6 for quite long ready... cannot slack... haha... But, the good thing is xiu mei is beside me... and I can "ma mu" myself... xD
I wanted to take counter 2, but, lucky I didn't... cause he was at counter 1!!! Using hua ling's counter!! Otherwise I guess I won't be able to concentrate!! hahahaha... He's really very skinny le!! He kept turning to see, so, I pretend pretend abit... haha... Our reactions are the same... I guess he also know la... but, we just pretend... haha...
As usual, we just get close and see see... didn't get to talk to each other again... Hmm, perhaps because we are shy, perhaps because we have no chance... perhaps??
Aiyo... I write and write... didn't know I wrote till so much ready!! Gotta stop here ba, otherwise I'll be like writing essay ready!! haha... Gotta go and bath now! Stinks like hell... xD
I also dunno why... perhaps I think too much?
Perhaps I mind alot?
Perhaps I can't forget it?
Can't get over it?
Sigh....
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to cover up...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make someone happy...
Sometimes you will tend to tell a lie to make yourself happy...
Will one are you??
For me??
Hmm... all 3?? Depends ba...
But, for this..........
I will tell a lie to cover up, to make myself happy, telling myself there's no such things, finding lots of excuses to cover up everything, and kept thinking positively, thinking that things will slowly change...
Sometimes I'm wondering is this good??
This is good in a way, cause you will feel happy, feel sweet, feel positive, but, the disadvantage is really torturing... You will feel terrible, depressed, moody, distracted, etc...
Why do I mind so much??
Aiya, where am I thinking again??
You know what?? There were so many ppl just now!! Cause tml is" fruit day"... And the best thing is... I'm in counter 6!! Omg!! My hands were shaking at that time cause I didn't get 6 for quite long ready... cannot slack... haha... But, the good thing is xiu mei is beside me... and I can "ma mu" myself... xD
I wanted to take counter 2, but, lucky I didn't... cause he was at counter 1!!! Using hua ling's counter!! Otherwise I guess I won't be able to concentrate!! hahahaha... He's really very skinny le!! He kept turning to see, so, I pretend pretend abit... haha... Our reactions are the same... I guess he also know la... but, we just pretend... haha...
As usual, we just get close and see see... didn't get to talk to each other again... Hmm, perhaps because we are shy, perhaps because we have no chance... perhaps??
Aiyo... I write and write... didn't know I wrote till so much ready!! Gotta stop here ba, otherwise I'll be like writing essay ready!! haha... Gotta go and bath now! Stinks like hell... xD
6/28/2007 10:38:00 PM
