Wednesday, June 20, 2007
♥ Stupid me!!!
Argh!!! I'm soooooooo regret!!!!
Why why why???
Actually it's all going smoothly... or rather, it's getting better and better!!!!
It's all because of me!!!! My god!!! Why??
Sigh... can I reverse back the time? Why should I do that? Why should I react in that way? Why am I beginning to behave like that? Really hate myself...
I know many ppl is helping me, giving me encouragement, but, me?? I really hope I won't spoil it because of my stupidness!! Oh pls!!! Hope it's nothing...
I really didn't act out anything... I'm really very nervous, really very scared... really... sigh... say so much also no use... unless understood, otherwise, misunderstood...
There are so many things I would like to say, but, I can't... I'm really scary le!! Cause I will pinch myself in order not to make that mistakes again!! omg!!
Hope everything will be better tomorrow!!! As there's a saying.... "Tomorrow will be a better day!" Hope it's really true pls!! Hope the feelings is still there, hope it will only be better and not worsen!! pls pls pls... I can do whatever I can to make this come true... Pray hard...
Why why why???
Actually it's all going smoothly... or rather, it's getting better and better!!!!
It's all because of me!!!! My god!!! Why??
Sigh... can I reverse back the time? Why should I do that? Why should I react in that way? Why am I beginning to behave like that? Really hate myself...
I know many ppl is helping me, giving me encouragement, but, me?? I really hope I won't spoil it because of my stupidness!! Oh pls!!! Hope it's nothing...
I really didn't act out anything... I'm really very nervous, really very scared... really... sigh... say so much also no use... unless understood, otherwise, misunderstood...
There are so many things I would like to say, but, I can't... I'm really scary le!! Cause I will pinch myself in order not to make that mistakes again!! omg!!
Hope everything will be better tomorrow!!! As there's a saying.... "Tomorrow will be a better day!" Hope it's really true pls!! Hope the feelings is still there, hope it will only be better and not worsen!! pls pls pls... I can do whatever I can to make this come true... Pray hard...
6/20/2007 11:42:00 PM
