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Saturday, March 31, 2007

♥ Way back into Love.... ^^

Storyline:
Alex Fletcher is a washed-up '80s pop star who's been reduced to working the nostalgia circuit at county fairs and amusement parks. The charismatic and talented musician gets a chance at a comeback when reigning diva Cora Corman invites him to wri
te and record a duet with her, but there's a problem--Alex hasn't written a song in years, he's never written lyrics, and he has to come up with a hit in a matter of days. Enter Sophie Fisher, Alex's beguilingly quirky plant lady, whose flair for words strikes a chord with the struggling songwriter. On the rebound from a bad relationship, Sophie is reluctant to collaborate with anyone, especially commitment-phobe Alex. As their chemistry heats up at the piano and under it, Alex and Sophie will have to face their fears--and the music--if they want to find the love and success they both deserve.


Well, I'm really into this movie! haha... Some parts are very hilarious!! Alex Fletcher really loves to dance! He loves shaking his butt and his fans touches it wor!! =_= Cora is very pretty, but, at the same time, very weird. haha... She love dancing and her songs are very weird... like Indian songs or rather buddha song?? Opps... xD

I love the songs too! Way back into love! Woah! Amazing! So nice!! Haha... The lyrics was good too! Wahaha... It seems that I really had good impressions about this movie! lol... It's ending next tuesday, so what are you waiting for? Hees... = p

Wing told me that they had brought one of the presents for me. She said it's one of my wishes. hmm, I'm still wondering what is it? There's so many things I written there, don't tell me is cds le... cause it's abit.. well... like not very shi ji?? Wahaha... Anyway, I'm looking forward to it!! Hees!!

My birthday isn't here and I have already thought of what to buy for ven!! Omg! Haha... =p

Share with you guys a great news!! My lessons is cancelled next thursday!! Wohoo!! That's great!! Next friday also no lessons due to Good Friday! Hees... It's really fantastic!! I will have a long birthday cum holiday break! hehe... ^^

But then, my new school really.... Sucks... Opps... xD If you tell people that's a university, people will say "Huh, don't joke la". Haha... Really budget le!! :(


Let you take a glance of my new school!



Weird right??



Really small and don't look like a university! xD





I thought it would be like SMU!! Wahaha.... Perhaps because it's a private school ba?? Anyway, it's definately much bigger and better than the previous school! haha....

Hmm, I'm going to sleep ready. Good night!! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/31/2007 01:20:00 AM

Friday, March 30, 2007

♥ Fresh experience....

27th March


I had a hard time deciding what to wear....



Which clothings should I wear??



Actually wearing this...



But, I wore this in the end. Haha... = p I didn't wear this for years!!







I went out with... ven la... haha... you must be thinking why I wear till so formal and only going out with ven?? Our theme is party wearing... So...

We went to Vivo city first.... but, it seems that we went there for Hi-tea?? We had Hi-tea cum dinner at The Secret Recipe. We shared everything!! haha... we also brought some masks!! ^^

Guess who we saw?? We saw Li teng, Vivian Lai yi ling, one superstar guy and one new comer-- the 4 of them are the hosts of "On The Beat 2". Wow... Vivian lai is quite short, but, she's very sweet!! Haha... I used to like her few years back... when she participate in "Star Search". hmm, that does not mean that I don't like her now.... haha... =p



Can you see us??



See the beautiful scenery behind....



Wow... we were taking photos at every corner that is bright! haha.... = p




This is not bad, but, very dull...





We decided to go Q bar in the end, cause the Indo Chimes (did I spelled correctly?) was packed! I guess there got events ba?!? Almost all of the people there are Ang mohs!!! Hoho!! ^^



Do we look drunk?? This is taken after our first fill... hmm, ven does! Haha...= p We are feeling a little giddy... mine was somehow stronger.... mine was volkatini and ven's one is lychee martini...



We purposely took this!! Saw the guy behind?!? Hees... ^^




Saw the lightings behind?? Can we dance?? Haha...



I love the staircase behind! Wanna go up next time! = p




This is our second fill... opps.... xD No worries, this is much lighter than the previous one. xD



In the toilet...




We really spend quite some time in the ladies... taking photos!




And it seems that these 2 are the nicest one!! haha.... My hand kept trembling when taking the photos--cause I was feeling real giddy!! =_=



Outside The Fullerton Hotel...



Wow... it's so dark man!!




Is this better???







Aiya, forgot to take the photo of the pub!!

Anyway, if you think we are dead drunk, you are wrong! Our alcohol level is not bad wor! Haha... Mine is not too bad, prehaps because I drank red wine when I was young!! -- thought that was soft drinks! =_= Hmm, I really had lots of fun and it's really a fresh experience for me! haha.... I had longed to go pub but don't really dare to go there. Anyway, I prefer pubs then clubs ba?? Cause somehow it's cheaper... pubs don't need to pay entrance fee, but, clubs need. And of course if you don't really like to dance, pub would be a better choice. Hees... ^^




28th March..


As usual, I have volunteer work. Xy and I were a little late, because of me. My stomach wasn't feeling very well, actually I wasn't feeling very well recently.

I nearly lost my voice after teaching the children. Hah... They didn't study for their spelling tests again! omg!! And I had a hard time teaching them how to spell 'father' and 'mother'. Phew... they can remember it after an hour! haha... But, I will pray hard that they won't forget how to spell next week!

I accompanied xy to Creative to collect her mp3 then to Jurong east for lunch. Guess who I saw?? I saw Ron! Haha... Chatted with him for a while since he's also having lunch there... I realised that time really passed very slow at that time!! I have many hours to linger around.



Saw!!! Omg!! I was so sad le!! It's just less than 1 week!! Argh!! =(






I went to Saffron Hill in the late afternoon, I know it's still early but, we really can't think of anywhere to go. Haha.. I found out that actually the place isn't that far! I imagined it to be very far! lol... We went to Hans at Raffles for a drink as time is still early... it made me remember of.... Him!! Omg! This is the place where we parted! Wahaha... (Don't think too much...)

I was real nervous when I was there! The people there had great complexion and speak fantastic english!! So envy!! haha... They used bomastic words!! Wow... made me feel so paiseh, feel like upgrading myself. hah..

I really enjoyed myself there and really learnt alot from this discussion! =) I know why we are given $60 for 2 hours ready.... We need to talk alot and there are even audio and video recordings!! =_= Anyway, it's very high class and I got to know more people! haha.. Benefit alot! ^^



See!! It's really $60!! hees!! ^^







Hmm, I will try out new Biore products when they are out in the market!! Hees!! ^^





29th March

I'm really sorry that I can't join you guys for movie just now... I was feeling really uncomfortable, plus, my nose bleed!! omg!! Hope you guys had fun!=)

Anyway, xy and suganthi went to check out the school just now and you know what?? They said it looked a little haunted!! omg!! No way!! They spend so much money, plus, combining with 4 other schools, and this is what they produced?!? Opps... xD Anyway, hope it's not our block!! Hees!! ^^ I know I'm bad!! haha...

I was so surprised and feeling bad when xy told me that they didn't watch movie just now!! Omg! So bu hao yi si... = p

I spend my day sleeping!! Wow!! Finally can get to replenish my sleep!! Really missed alot of my sleep recently... no wonder I feel so weak. lol... Better drink lots of water and hope I will get well soon!!! -- Cause my birthday is coming!!! keke... =p



* Congrats if you read till here!! xD


Hmm, I'm going to sleep now! Gonna wake up early later on... good night!! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/30/2007 12:50:00 AM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

♥ 愛的勇氣



賴雅妍 ~ 愛的勇氣 < 轉角*遇到愛 片頭曲 >




Love is always bestowed as a gift -- freely, willingly, and without expectation.... We don't love to be loved; we love to love. -Leo Buscaglia

I AM GRUMPY.
3/29/2007 01:29:00 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

♥ intoxication

Smith Died of Accidental Overdose
Mar 26, 12:11 PM EST


DANIA BEACH, Fla. -- Playboy Playmate Anna Nicole Smith died of an accidental overdose of a sleeping medication and at least eight other prescription drugs, and she had recently had a bacterial infection from injecting drugs into her buttocks, authorities said Monday.

Broward County Medical Examiner Joshua Perper said Smith died of "combined drug intoxication" with the sleeping medication chloral hydrate as the major factor. She had been taking a lengthy list of medications, including methadone for pain and valium, he said.

A bacterial infection from injecting medication in her buttocks and a viral infection contributed to her death, the autopsy report said.

Chloral hydrate is a sedative used to treat insomnia and alcohol withdrawal, relieve anxiety and ease post-surgery pain. Perper said Smith had been on several antidepressant and antianxiety drugs and had recently taken longevity medications, B12 and growth hormone. The detailed autopsy showed no evidence of disease.

"We found nothing to indicate any foul play," said Chief Charlie Tiger of the Seminole police department.

Smith, 39, was found Feb. 8 in her room at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino in Hollywood, which is on one of the tribe's reservations.

Dr. Chip Walls, a forensic toxicologist for the Miller School of Medicine at the University of Miami, said chloral hydrate is rarely prescribed and is known to be fatal if combined with certain other drugs — including the sedative Lorazepam, which the autopsy showed she was taking.

"It's very toxic if you mix it with any other central nervous system depressant drugs," Walls said. "You could get profound sedation leading up to coma and respiratory arrest."

Tiger said authorities examined laptop computers belonging to Smith and her lawyer-turned-compan ion, Howard K. Stern, and found nothing unusual related to her death. Tiger also said nothing came up during an exhaustive review of tapes from hotel security cameras and from interviews with numerous witnesses.

Perper said Smith felt ill shortly after arriving in Fort Lauderdale from the Bahamas on Feb 5 and that she eventually developed a fever of 105 degrees. Perper said Smith had a blood infection that could have been caused by a contaminated needle, but it was brought under control by antibiotics and an ice bath.

"Her temperature never went again above 100 and, except for an episode of vomiting, she felt relatively well expect for feeling very weak," he said.

The weeks after Smith's death were filled with public courtroom drama and private whispers about what might have killed her. Officials delayed releasing the autopsy results because of additional evidence, not publicly released.

Perper's initial examination had revealed no serious injuries to her body. Perper said then that prescription drugs, but no illegal drugs, were found in Smith's hotel room, though he wouldn't identify them.

Smith had arrived at the Hard Rock on Feb. 5 and planned to leave four days later aboard a new yacht that her companion Howard K. Stern was arranging to buy. She was seldom seen outside her room during her stay: She was said to be suffering from a stomach flu before she died.

Because her death was so sudden, and because her 20-year-old son Daniel died under suspicious circumstances five months earlier, there has been speculation about possible criminal activity surrounding the deaths. The Seminole Police Department investigated the case because the casino is on tribal land.

An inquest into Daniel's death is scheduled to start Tuesday in the Bahamas, where he died.
Smith grew up in Texas and went from topless dancer to Playboy Playmate of the Year, Guess jeans model and bride of 89-year-old oilman J. Howard Marshall II. She took her fight for Marshall's estimated $500 million fortune as far as the Supreme Court, and the ongoing battle could make her infant daughter, Dannielynn, very wealthy. Stern and two other men have claimed to be the baby's father.





Omg!! That’s saddening… Her fever is super high le!! 105 degree!! Omg!! I guess she's feeling extremely terrible at that time. I'm wondering didnt the docter tell her that it's very toxic if you mix it with any other central nervous system depressant drugs? But, I'm suprised why she had blood infection? They said it is due to contaminated needles? Hmm.....

I AM GRUMPY.
3/27/2007 02:15:00 AM

♥ 大头芬的世界

大奶彬有时候可以很无理取闹。

昨天,休息时间,美云问我要不要一起上厕所。我说好啊,就准备一起走出课 室。但,我们刚刚站起身,还没离开坐位,就听见大奶彬在我身后大声叫我的名字。“晓芬!你要去哪里?等等我!”她走到我身边,又问了一次:“喂,你们要去 哪里?”我回答:“厕所咯。”大奶彬听见“厕所”两个字,就皱起眉头,语气有点不爽地说:“每次休息时间,我们都是一起上厕所的。为什么今天你没有叫我一 起去?”听到这莫名其妙的问题,我觉得又好气又好笑。上厕所也要向她交代?太夸张了吧。美云没听到我们的谈话,但她有点等不及了,就告诉我她不等了,自己 先去上厕所。大奶彬看见美云自己一个人离开,露出胜利的微笑,勾着我的手说:“OK!我们一起去厕所吧!”

其实,我察觉到,自从我和美云 被安排坐在一起,感情越变越好,大奶彬就开始有点吃醋。如果她看见我们在班上很开心地聊天,她就会找机会问我:“你和美云笑到那么大声,你们在聊什么?” 要不然,她就干脆直接跟我说:“喂,那个美云hor,看起来好象坏坏的。你最好不要跟她太要好,不然你一定学坏!”我知道大奶彬是没有恶意的,她只是担心 失去我这个好朋友。我曾经尝试向她保证,不会抛弃她,会永远和她做最要好的朋友。但,大奶彬还是无法完全接受美云。Ah Toot曾经说过,我老是觉得自己没有朋友,不受欢迎,但其实,我是很受周围的朋友欢迎和在乎的,只是我太blur,看不出来。这,算是我受欢迎的证据 吗?

今天,大奶彬又来跟我说美云的坏话了。这次更夸张。上数学课时,大奶彬传了一张字条给我。在字条的表面,她用红笔清楚写了“To:晓 芬。Private and Confidential”几个字。哇。那么高度机密,到底会是什么内容?我打开来看。在字条里面,大奶彬说昨天傍晚有人看见美云一个人在学校食堂里等 人。后来,我们那位很帅的化学老师Steve也出现在食堂,看起来好象是和美云约好要见面。过后,两人有说有笑地一起离开食堂。看见他们的人跟踪两人到学 校外面的巴士车站,在他们一起上巴士之前,还很亲热地手牵着手,交头接耳,简直就是在搞师生恋!

看到“师生恋”三个字,我很生气,立刻把字条搓成一团。大奶彬太过分了!为了要破坏美云在我心里的印象,竟然胡乱造谣!美云坐在我旁边,发觉我突然有点激动,问我发生什么事。我有点亏心地不敢正视她,猛摇头说没事。

放 学后,我马上去找大奶彬谈。我问她,为什么乱说美云的坏话。“我没有乱说!真的有人看见他们在一起!”我开始有点不爽,问她是谁看见的。大奶彬停顿了一 下,然后吞吞吐吐地回答:“是…隔壁班的…一位同学。”看她那副德性,一定是在撒谎!我继续责问:“你都不知道是谁说的,怎么可以胡乱确定是真的?”“哎 呀!你要相信就相信!不相信就不相信!反正在你心目中,美云就是最好的!我呢,就是整天乱说话的!”大奶彬开始生气了。我也被她惹得有点火了。“我没说你 整天乱说话,我只是说这一次你不能随便说美云在搞师生恋。如果给别人知道,或者让老师听见,她不是名誉扫地了吗?”

大奶彬根本不想听我的话。她说了一句:“所以你还是怀疑我,还是认为我是这么烂的一个人,乱乱制造谣言来毁她的名誉啦?亏我还把你当好朋友。我对你太失望了!”说完,就气呼呼地拿着书包走了。

唉。我也不是要贬低大奶彬的人格。只是,她这样子说美云,也未免太不应该了吧。我回到家,把那张字条拿出来,撕成碎片,扔进垃圾桶。





To be continued…

I AM GRUMPY.
3/27/2007 12:38:00 AM

Monday, March 26, 2007

♥ I want....



莫文蔚&庾澄慶【The Phantom of the Opera】&【 all I ask of you】






I wanna go and watch The Phantom of the Opera le!! But, the tickets are quite expensive, plus, the best seatings are gone ready! Hmm, the cheapest ticket is $50 for students! Woah, hmm, then I must as well top up more for Jolin's one?? Wahaha... Or rather, I should say if I won tickets for both?!? Hees... ^^

My bro's friends are going for jolin's one.. I'm wondering they are going to see her only or listen to her sing? xD Some of my friends also went there because the guest is Energy!! haha.. For me?? I go there for everything ba! Wahaha... ^^

I'm really exhausted today! I woke up early in the morning to be chu xuan's model (Although I'm not her model in the end, cause it's random pick one), went to Thomson plaza, grandparents' place, uncle's place, Junction 8 and even Bukit Timah!! Woah!! I'm like running around Singapore wor!! lol...



This is my right hand...



This is my left hand...






Wow, both hands are painted in different colours wor!! Haha... One is normal mainicure and the other one is the French manicure. Hmm, thinking about it, this is the first time I did French manicure wor! haha.. Cause I think its a waste of money to do french manicure. But, it turned out to be not too bad wor! I can consider doing it the next time! hees... The only thing is; she apply till very thick!! Omg!!

Anyway, hope she will pass ba... cause I heard from chu xuan that her is retake one, while the rest is first timer. Aiya, I should get chu xuan or others cause theirs got massage!! Wahaha... ^^ And of course, not forgetting to wish chu xuan all the best for her exams! You can pass one, no worries!! Hees. = p

You know what?? I heard from chu xuan that band have practices for the whole week-monday to sunday during the march holiday!! Omg!! Everyday!! This is too much ba, wanna get Gold also cannot like that... Wonder how they manage their studies... Jia you wor, you guys can do it! =)

Hmm, I'm gonna miss the gym later on... cause I'm going to cough to death ready, opps... xD Even breathing makes me feel like coughing!! omg!! what should I drink/eat to make it better?? Umm...


Going to sleep ready... good night!




p.s. Today is my Daddy's birthday!! Hees... Happy birthday Daddy!! ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
3/26/2007 12:55:00 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

♥ Yippee!! ^^

Wohoo!!! I went to Flea market in the afternoon! Hees... there's one at Bugis and one at Scape. Well, Bugis there sells nicer clothings, but, Scape there sells nicer accessories. I brought a bag and one handphone accessories in the end. I can't find the clothes I want le! I know I'm fussy! haha... = p



This is the bag I brought! I know it's not very well taken--my phone low batt, so managed to take this. lol... anyway, I still prefer the white colour la... wahahah...I wanted to buy this bag 1 year ago, but, online selling near $50!! And I brought it at only $18!! Hees!! ^^



The handphone accessories I brought... the horse is GONE!! Argh!! It dropped off!! So sad le! Just brought it only! =( Anyway, it's quite nice and not that expensive... hees... at least cheaper than someone's ring! Opps... xD (I never say the ring is not nice wor... =p)

You know what? I saw Mr Jeffery in the bus!! omg!! He told me alot and asked me to back to office... made me recall all the sad memories... lol... :(

Hmm, better don't think about it ready... I saw someone who brights up my day... I saw the World of sports guy!! Hees!! I was outside and I feel that someone was looking so I turned to look inside... He looked at me and we were like 2 kuku, looking at each other... so blur, like "you look so familiar", "Oh, I saw you again". Wahaha... I was so shocked, don't know what to do but to smile smile to him... haha... So awkward...

Anyway, does that mean that he still remembers me?? Or am I thinking too much again?? haha... Aiya, don't care la, you are not that pretty, you think people will fancy you?? Haha...

I also saw Shuhui's friend while going home... she still remembers me... hah... I think she's very pretty... Hees... = p Seeing her is making me missing shuhui!! Wahahah.. Hope to see you soon ya! ^^

I'm going to sleep ready... gonna wake up early later on!! Good night!! -- Falling sick soon.. :( Better drink lots of water... (feeling so terrible!)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/25/2007 01:45:00 AM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

♥ Should I or should I not??

Hmm, this will sound weird to anyone... Hanwee recommended a so-called 'job', $60 for 2 hours! woah, it sounds too good right?? haha... The person called me in the afternoon and asked me few questions, after that they told me that I'm invited me to their company next wednesday for group discussion...

Hmm, it's so called a survey discussion... we need to give feedback about their products--Biore. Funny right?? Haha... Hanwee went there before and previously, he also went to related ones, mediacorp radio one... 2hours for $40! Hmm, then it's safe right?? Don't asked me to be their sample can ready. haha...

I very scared le!! Haha... Cause I'm going there alone! It's funnier when I was told that dinner was PROVIDED!!! =_= But, I was somehow relieved and touched when Hanwee told me that he can accompany me there and wait for me for 2 HOURS!! woah! It's so nice of you to do that. haha. Maybe I can go with his friends if they are also invited ba... = p

The company is located at Tanjong Pager!! Woah!! I don't really like there le... wahaha... that's my perception la... Anyway, it's not a bad idea wor, cause who knows I will get to see the ex-giord guy?!?!? Hees!! ^^

Other than this, Chu xuan msn me and asked me if I'm available this coming sunday. I thought she wanna go out, but, no.... she's having exams and her model is not available. Haha.. I agreed, it's good to help people right?? hees... But then, my manicure! I just do manicure le... lol... Never mind ba?? Since it's dropping... Anyway, hope she will get good grades and of course, I have to take good care of my NAILS!! I don't have fake nails to put on wor... = p

Such a coincidence... her school is also located at Tanjong Pager!! omg!! Why all there?? --i'm exaggerating, it's just such a coincidence that both places are located in the same area. haha... It's good ah, I can go and find out the place first before looking like Ah toot on Wednesday. =p

I can even ask my dad to come and fetch me if he's not working on Sunday!! Wohoo!! I didn't go shopping with my family for quite some time ready wor... well, actually last weekend just went out together, but, I don't know why, I have a feeling that we haven't go out for very long ready!! Haha...

Wow, school is starting soon! Left one week of holidays!! It's so fast le!! Can time pass slower please?!?! I'm packed almost everyday... except these 2 days.. so relax at home... till I nearly bored to death!! haha.. so bored!! But, better than going out everyday? Cause going out= spending money. hees... This made me remember of what wong wei asked me the other day. He asked why am I so packed everyday while he is bored to death... hmm, I also don't know le, people date me then I go out... haha... I also have other things to do ah, very busy one you know?? Wahaha... ^^

I'm wondering what should I do now?? I'm so BORED!!! Argh!! No show to watch le!! Just now got leehom's show le!!! Hees!! It's so nice!! He's so handsome and cute... got one part he NG then he showed his tongue... cutie... lol... ^^

Hmm, I guess I start thinking of what am I going to wear later on ba... I'm going to flea market later on!! Yippee!! Gonna shop and buy clothings!! opps... xD I have to save some money to return my brother cause he had already brought present for my dad!! omg!! My dad's birthday is coming!!

I AM GRUMPY.
3/24/2007 01:12:00 AM

Friday, March 23, 2007

♥ when will the time comes?

I went to rp with my mum, bro, auntie and her daughter in the afternoon for registration. No doubts, it's not me registrating, it's my bro and my auntie's daughter. haha.

Lucky there wasn't many people, but, I thought normally the first day will be packed?!? Hmm... Anyway, the people there are very friendly and the school is very nice! keke... = p The school is big and modern! Of course, it's a new school!

I saw many of my friends and even my primary school friend there wor!! Woah, such a coincidence! We were so surprised to see each other. No wonder people say Singapore is a small country... haha... = p

You know what? I saw one guy who looks like Elvin Ng in the canteen!?!? Omg!! He was sitting infront of me... We did had eye contact, but, weird la... if kept looking, right?? Later dian dao ready how?? Haha.. Anyway, he was alone, eating... My mum, my auntie's daughter and I agreed that the real Elvin Ng looks nicer!! Of course la!! Opps... xD I didn't mean he isn't nice looking... he is not bad looking, his eyes is much bigger than Elvin Ng, but, Elvin Ng looks nicer and cutier!! Hees... ^^


Hmm, when will I meet my Prince Charming?!?


There are many places I would like to go ah!! Sentosa, shopping, movies, k box, etc... I got a sudden urge to buy clothings now... tops, bottoms, bikinis... keke... But, all these need... MONEY!! Definately... there's nothing free in this world... If I have lots of cash.... I would..... (I know I'm dreaming again...) There's also something I would like to do... to meet up with my friends!! I haven't seen many of my friends for a long time... I guess I gonna call them up ba?!? Hah.. But, I lost many of their numbers le... prehaps they will call me one day ba? Haha..

I'm going to watch "Go Home" now... In case you don't know what show is this, you can tune to Channel 8 now... hees... It's very nice and sad... lots of tears... and the small boy is very cute... hah... ABC small boy stay with china ah gong...

Signing off...


I AM GRUMPY.
3/23/2007 01:06:00 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

♥ 大头芬的世界

休息时间,在一起上厕所的时候,我告诉大奶彬我和Ah Toot分手了。

“什嘛???这么快?”大奶彬总是这么夸张。周围的人都被她的惊叫声吓到,转过头来看我们。大奶彬瞪大双眼看着我,难以置信,好像在等我说:“没有啦,跟你开玩笑而已。”可是,我当然不是在开玩笑。

“你们在一起还不到一个月,就闹分手了?搞什么?”

我无奈地耸了耸肩膀。

“是因为上次吵架?”

“没有啦。不是因为吵架。是…我的问题。我觉得,我还没做好心理准备,还不够成熟。我想,我其实只把Ah Toot当作很要好的朋友。”

“唉。如果是因为吵架,我还会尝试劝你跟他和好。但是,如果你根本不喜欢他,那我也没办法。”大奶彬看起来比我还要伤心。“可是,你不觉得可惜吗?Ah Toot这个人那么好,错过了可能就再也找不到了。”

“那你怎么不去追Ah Toot?”我半开玩笑地问。

“哎呀。我对他都没有那种特别的感觉。”大奶彬一边思考,一边说。然后,又幸福地微笑,加了一句:“我的天才庆也很好嘛。”

看见大奶彬那甜蜜的样子,我开始明白恋爱是一种什么样的感觉。我和Ah Toot在一起,从开始到结束,从来都没那么甜蜜地笑过。我想,我是真的没有喜欢过他。

幸好,我和Ah Toot在一起,只有几个朋友知道:大奶彬,天才庆,和Daphne。如果更多人知道,那一定会很尴尬,我们也会很难受。身边的人会对我们指指点点,问东问西,那种场面一定很难搞。

从 星期一到现在,Ah Toot看起来好像不是很伤心。我能感觉到,他正在努力尝试让一切恢复正常,回到以前我们还是朋友的阶段。虽然偶尔和他独处的时候会觉得奇怪,和他面对面 说话,和他眼神交替的时候,还是会突然内疚和惭愧,但,大致上我们还是像还没成为男女朋友时一样,有说有笑,和其他朋友闹在一起。

今天的合唱团练习取消了,因为老师生病了。下课后,我,大奶彬,天才庆,美云还有Ah Toot一起去乌节路吃午餐。吃完午餐,我们留在快餐店闲聊,一直到下午4点多,天才庆说需要回家,我们才离开快餐店。

走 到巴士车站,美云的巴士先到,她便说了再见就上车回家了。后来天才庆的巴士也到了。大奶彬要去天才庆的家拿一些东西,所以也跟着他一起上车。最后,只剩下 我和Ah Toot在巴士车站等车。我们闲聊了几句,Ah Toot看见远处巴士快到了,便想从书包拿出钱包,准备上车,但,没想到,竟然在这时发现钱包不见了。我问他有没有仔细找,他便坐下来把书包里的东西都拿 出来,但还是没有钱包。突然,我想起刚才我们在快餐店时,Ah Toot拿出钱包来买食物,就建议回去快餐店找。

到了快餐店,我们向负责 人询问,有没有找到漏失的钱包,负责人说没有。我便跑到刚才我们坐的地方开始找。果然,看见一个黑色皮革钱包在桌子底下。我拿起钱包,转身想问Ah Toot这是不是他的钱包,没想到他已经在我的身后,一把从我手中抢走那钱包。他慌张地打开钱包,看看里面的东西,松了一口气,然后匆匆忙忙地跟我说一 声:“谢谢,我们走吧。”

Ah Toot为什么那么怕我看见钱包里面的东西?里面到底有什么秘密呢?





To be continued…

I AM GRUMPY.
3/22/2007 11:53:00 PM

♥ Humans are complicating creatures....

Argh! I'm so addicted to online shopping!! haha.. But, I don't like preorders!! Cause we need to wait for a long time to get the clothings!! =_= I wish to buy it and get it straight away! haha.. Is there any place selling cheap and nice clothings?? Hmm...

I'm going to fall sick again! Omg! I ate the doughnuts from taka-- a small one, coated with chocolate and today I got sore throat!! Nearly cannot speak! lol... better drink lots of herbal tea!! otherwise I cannot sing!! Haha..


Anyway, let's enjoy these videos...



張韶涵-其實很愛你... I love this song alot.. and this song prove that she can really sing wor! hah...



唐禹哲- 最愛還是你 ... Hmm, his voice is also not bad wor, finally got his own song--cause he always sings other singers' songs. =p



范瑋琪-到不了... I guess I posted this before, don't really remember ready. haha... I love this song alot!! It's really nice... lol...







Oh ya, did you guys read the newspaper just now?? There's this man, who is so pervert! He molested 5 taxi uncles!! omg!! He not only steal things, steal money, guess got $20,000 (which I don't think I have this amount of money), he also molested the 5 taxi uncles for 10 minutes by touching their private parts!! omg!! He brought coffee for them and spike their drinks. I don't understand why that guy wanna do that, wanna steal money still wanna molest them! No wonder people say humana are complicating creatures...

There's another guy, who raped 3 students and molested 1 woman! Oh my god! The 3 students are from china. He raped them, stole their money/things and even used TOOTHBRUSH to brush their private parts!! Oh my goodness!!! I can't believe that! As for the woman, he didn't rape her, BUT, molested her. He grab her breasts and anyhow touch! Argh!! Guys are so...... $*#(^$(#@$^+#$^+*%)$@&)@ (Opps... xD)

Hmm, going to sleep ready, gonna wake up early to go rp with my bro and mum!! Hees... my bro registering sch. So fast wor... go rp also good la... got ven there mah, got kao shan! Wahaha... = p

I AM GRUMPY.
3/22/2007 01:21:00 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

♥ Precious is back!

Hurray!! My precious phone is back home!!! hees!! I'm so happy!! ^^

The speed is much faster now!! The service charge is only $20 wor!! Wow, I was so scared it will be very expensive! lol... But then, the person forgot to change my keypad! omg!! So...... And you know what? I asked the person how much is the keypad and you guess how much is it?? It's.............. $30+! Omg!! It's so ex le! The service of phone should be more expensive right? Anyway, I will consider ba, otherwise I can ask my dad's friend to do! hees!! =p

I was really exhausted these few days! had been out all day long-- and mostly walking! My legs are breaking! Haha... accompany xiu li to far east to shop for her tops ... walked till I nearly fainted... lol... legs too tired le... how I wish there's foot massage for me! hees! ^^

I admired myself cause I still walked all the way home!! Omg!! haha... After chatting with wong wei for hours!! haha... Chatting with him is quite relaxing la, but, he used too many chim chinese bombastic words la... Haha...

I did volunteer work alone in late morning! I was so nervous!! lucky only need to teach 2! But, it's still not easy to teach as it's not easy to catch their attention... I was wondering do they have photographic memory. Opps... haha... They listen ready and the next minute they forget everything! Woah!! Really "easy" to teach wor! Haha...

What I like about them is... they are very frank. They admit that they didn't study for spelling test, they don't like this or that... haha... so innocent. lol... I hope the next lesson would be a fruitful one! =p

I saw Roger with his mum and Jo's grandparents while going to do volunteer work in the bus. I only say hello to Roger.... it's very weird if I say hello to jo's grandparents right? Haha... later they don't remember me think I'm crazy how? lol...

I also saw Maia wor! She's really extremely SHORT! Opps... haha... But, she's quite pretty wor!! With tattoos and piercings! Omg!! Plus, her clothings is forever revealing! haha. Fear what, she got the figure! = p


Let you guys see a photo...



See!! Is my nails nice?? Many people say it's very nice wor! Hees!! ^^






Woah, I had been chatting with my friends through offline messages these few days, it's abit weird and funny la... but, also cannot blame ah... since they are offline. haha... anyway, my birthday is drawing near!!! Time really passed very fast le!! Omg!! Friends, you know what to buy??? Hees... ^^

Wow, it's raining heavily now!! So cold man!! Haha.... Anyway, I'm really exhausted... listening and looking at leehom's face is so sweet le... lol... going to sleep now!! Good night!! =0

I AM GRUMPY.
3/21/2007 02:37:00 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

♥ Intense pain....

Omg! My legs is extremely painful now!! Want my life ah!! Haha... I want to gym in the morning with suwen and mei qi... and we exercised for 2 hours plus straight! We even walked all the way home! Really pei fu myself!

We went to Bugis street after that. We stayed at the second floor for the whole day! lol... I brought one bikini for suwen as today is her birthday! It's $30... lol... first time in my life brought such an expensive gift for my friend. opps... friends out there, don't come to me and expect that too! haha. anyway, she brought one top from me, so, in the end, I paid only half of the amount! Keke... = p

We chatted alot with the bikini girl... she's very friendly! I always thought she had a twin sister, but, they are not twins, just sister. haha... But, they really look alike wor!! haha... she shared alot with us and we too! Haha.. Exchange information, bikini can link to many things wor... lol...

We really did many things there wor... from buying bikini, shopping, eating, and even doing..... MANICURE! Omg! That's why I hate monday! Haha... I really spend alot le... lol... Mine is $30.90... No fear, it's not plain one, it's with some designs... I will post a photo once I got my phone later on! Hees... ^^ It's not too bad wor!

You know what? Few months ago, most shops kept playing Jay's songs, now... they kept playing leehom's songs!!! wahaha... That's great!! Must play more wor! lol...

I really admire myself... after gym I still dare to wear heels to shop!! Woah, I really got exercise wor! My legs is really painful! I want a foot massage! Hees... Wonder if I can walk later on!! Haha...

I'm going to collect my phone back later on! Wohoo!! I'm really excited!! Hees... So happy! Finally! I missed my phone... lol... hmm, better rest early ba... need to wake up early for volunteer work too!! hees... good night! =)




*p.s. It's suwen's birthday today!! Happy birthday!! wish you all the best in whatever you do and may all your dreams come true! ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
3/20/2007 12:23:00 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

♥ 3 in one...

Wow, I guessed this is the first time I went out with my family for so long!!! haha... We went out in the morning for dim sum before going to Tampines!! For??? Giant, Courts and Ikea!!! Wahaha...

It's really super big man!! Wow, if it's my house... Omg, I'm thinking too much again! Haha... = p There were really many many people! So squeezy! But, it's really great... it's very nice and the things were cheap.

We brought one new widescreen LCD PC and a All-in-one printer!! Hees! So happy!! This printer can even develop photos wor!! Woah, thats cool!! I can develop photos at home next time! Save lots of time and money!! keke... ^^

There are many things I would like to buy there, but then, it's too far le! I don't have a car you see. anyway, I also don't know how to drive la... Unless my dad wants to go there again... which I think... haha... maybe wait for my bf ba... which I think is impossible la... opps... xD

Guess who I saw there?? I saw Jia wen!! Haha... I saw her mum at Giant but she didn't see me, and such a coincidence... we met again at Ikea!! Haha... We chatted for a while before going. Her mum is still so re qing... Made my mum so surprised that I'm so close with her mum! Haha... Anyway, we catch up another time ya. =)

I really had a great day and explored alot! haha.. Hmm, time really passed VERY FAST!! It's already monday!! Last week was a busy week for me, everyday going out... this week also seems busy! haha... My schedule seems to be very pack... I guess tuesday will be the busiest? Going for volunteer work and collecting something at far destination. But, I will be looking forward for thursday! My brother will be registering for poly and my mum and I plus her friend and daughter will be there too! Cause her daughter is also registering! Hah... I get to shop and buy things after that! Hees! ^^


You know what?? Leehom is really powerful le!! Haha... I know I have said this for ages! But, he beat the double "J" and is the big winner wor!!



賀 喜力宏獲第13屆全球華語榜中榜三大獎項!! Lee hom is really lee hom!! He won 3 awards wor!! He is the big winner on that day!! Powerful!! Keke… He’s also very close with hei ren and fan fan wor!! But, he really slimed down a lot le!! =(

『LEEHOM力宏與黑人在上海Channel 【V】「華語榜中榜相見歡互相招呼對方』
賀喜力宏獲Channel 【V】「第13屆全球華語音樂榜中榜頒
三大獎項!!

1.港台最佳創作歌手獎:王力宏
2.港台最受歡迎男歌手獎:王力宏
3.年度人氣歌曲獎:王力宏《大城小愛》






Liao bu ji ba!!! keke... Omg! I'm really very excited! haha... Anyway, it's really very good right? Best composer, best male singer and his song won the best song award! omg!! ^^

Hmm, I'm going to sleep now... going gym later on!! No worries, you didn't see wrongly! Haha... I'm going gym!! haha.. Good night!! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/19/2007 02:45:00 AM

♥ 大头芬的世界

这两天,我的心情很坏。因为和Ah Toot吵了架之后,我们到今天还没说到半句话。以前,我们还是朋友的时候,都没有吵过架,更不用说冷战了,但现在,我们竟然闹到这个地步。

休 息时间,美云问我要不要一起去食堂吃东西,我说没味口,不想去。美云察觉到我心情不好,也不再多问,只是告诉我如果想吃什么,可以打电话跟她说,她帮我 买。美云离开后,大奶彬走了过来。她也问我要不要去食堂吃东西。我被问得有点不耐烦了,语气有点烦躁地说:“都说不要吃了!我不饿,只想待在课室。”

大奶彬看见我心情那么糟,很担心,便在我身边坐了下来,等到班上的同学都离开课室后,才轻声问我,“喂,你怎么啦?从来都没看过你心情坏到这个样子。”

听见大奶彬关心的语气,我的心情也好了一些。可能是太感动了,有一种想哭的冲动。天啊,怎么一开始谈恋爱,我就变成了爱哭鬼?

芬:“我和Ah Toot到现在还是没有说话。”

彬:“什么?都已经两天了,你们还在冷战?为什么不好好谈一谈?”

芬:“我不知道该怎么向他开口。”

彬:“嗯…SMS他?”

听了大奶彬的意见,我想了想,说:“万一他不回我的SMS,那怎么办?”

彬:“哎哟,你想那么多干嘛?你们两个那么倔强,如果没人采取主动,那可能永远都不用说话了!”

芬:“为什么一定是我要采取主动呢。”我有点不服气。

彬:“唉。有时候,两个人在一起,必须互相忍让,不能那么计较。喜欢一个人,偶尔是要放下自尊心的。”

芬:“你和天才庆吵架,也是你先开口道歉的吗?”

彬:“有时候是我,有时候是他咯。如果是我不对,我就会主动认错。如果是他不对,他就会想办法向我道歉。”

芬:“哇。想不到你也会认错。”

彬:“喂,你这句话是什么意思嘛。我在你眼中真的那么任性吗?”
芬:“不是啦,只是比较少看到你这么成熟的一面。”

彬:“谈恋爱如果不成熟,就很难维持一段感情了。”

我真的很佩服大奶彬。原来在朋友面前嘻嘻哈哈,有时装傻大姐的她,面对爱情是那么成熟,那么懂事的。和她相比,我就显得幼稚任性多了。但,我们都还那么年轻,真的要为了爱情那么快长大吗?我做得到吗?

今 天,放学后,我依然是一个人搭巴士回家,Ah Toot没有送我。已经是第三天独自一人搭车回家了。没有Ah Toot的陪伴,感觉有点寂寞,有点不太习惯。我是因为害怕寂寞才和Ah Toot在一起吗?我真的喜欢,真的爱他吗?哇。十多岁的我说爱一个人好像很奇怪。爱情,对我这个小女孩来说,负担太重,太严肃了。

回到家,我传了一个SMS给Ah Toot,约他明天下午3点在东海岸公园见面。不到5分钟,收到了他的答复。他只回答了一句“OK。”,也没问我为什么突然要见面,或继续讨论我们之间的问题。不知道他是否也认为我们比较适合做朋友?






To be continued…

I AM GRUMPY.
3/19/2007 02:40:00 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

♥ Sweet wedding...

Wohoo!! I went to my unlce's wedding just now!! I was really excited as I didn't get to attend wedding dinner for years!! You see, many people don't want to get married now, so, you won't be able to attend wedding dinner. haha....

The wedding dinner was not too bad, quite big... and there were many people!! Many babies and children too!! They were so adorable!! Haha... = p The bride is very pretty wor!! keke... = p She was very friendly and kept smiling to me. I got a feeling that I seems to know her. Hmm, a very weird feeling... like we are very close like that... hah...

My dad's father's sister's son's daughters, who is my.....??? I also don't know... haha... They kept talking and sticking to me! omg! Like we know each other for ages. Anyway, children are like that right?? So adorable and active! keke... ^^

Such a pity that time really passed so fast! You yi dian bu she de hui jia! Haha... Can see that my uncle is really very happy! Wish the both of you will lead a happy and blessful life forever! And of course, quickly give birth to babies!! Hees... ^^

I was observing my uncle just now. Well, he's always quite shy, so he don't really expressed his love out. I can see that he really care and love his wife, but, don't really know how to express out. Hmm, sometimes I was wondering, is this type of husband better than those who can express well?? Guys in the past don't really express out their emotions, but, they really dotes their wife, or rather some don't really show out their feelings, but, they know they love each other very much.

I really envy that kind of bond... that kind of love... To be able to live with the person you love for life... without saying "I want to divorce" when quarreling or when facing difficulties. I won't ask for a perfect husband, but, I definately want a husband who shares with me about anything he wants, always ask what's wrong, always say "XXXX, I'm back!", and so on... haha... Is it too much?? Hmm...

Actually I wanted to put 范瑋琪-一直到最後 as my blog song, but, I can't find it!! Omg!! I think 王力宏-大城小爱 is not too bad too ba?? It's the best I can find... the sweetest song... Anyway, looking at him is already very sweet! keke... ^^

Hmm, I'm really weird... my uncle get married I also have to change my blog song to a sweet one. Haha... = p Anyway, xi wang ni men hui tian chang ti jiu, en en ai ai, zhao shen gui zhi! keke... ^^

Going to sleep now... good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/18/2007 01:55:00 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

♥ It's so sad!! All gone!=(

It's all gone!! I went to Sony main shop again to repair my phone. There were many people again!! omg!! I was lucky because got one uncle gave me his number which is much earlier than mine!! keke... Thanks wor! =) The person told me that it's the phone that got problem, the battery is ok. Sigh... everything has to be deleted!! Argh!! So sad le!! Say bye bye to all the contacts! :( Really sad le, everything gone! But, what can I do?? Sigh... ren ming ba..

I'm getting my phone back this coming tuesday!! Hmm, that's quite fast wor!! hees! I'm looking forward to my phone... wonder how much will that cost... hmm...

Jo and I went to Bugis after that to collect a bag she had brought online. haha... She brought one red bag! Well, it's not bad wor!! But, the lock is a little heavy wor... Anyway, it's nice, but, you have to take good care of it wor! Hah.

We swept Bugis Junction and Village for shoes! I brought one new shoes! Finally!! keke... = p It's like half price... Selling at $19.90! Woah!! Worth it wor! keke.. = p We also brought one top! Omg!! Really broke ready!! I used the money I took from my dad to buy shoes and top! Opps... xD

I got blisters because of my new shoes! omg!! It's so painful!! =( My mouth is rather... what can I say... bad things will always come true?? I say it will rain, it will really rain. Why not the good things come true?? Like I won lots of money?? lol... If I got lots of money, I will sweep the whole Singpore and of course, go overseas for shopping, and not forgetting, do some charity work!! hees...


I kept humming this song, so must as well post this video...



張信哲 - 愛如潮水.... this song is very nice!! I love it alot! keke... =p This song is composed by Li fei hui wor-the superstar judge. Nice song. =p







Yawn, I'm so exhausted... stupid msn kept giving me problems.. going to sleep now... good night!


*I'm so excited cause I'm going to my uncle's wedding dinner later on!! wohoo... ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
3/17/2007 03:17:00 AM

♥ 大头芬的世界

我和Ah Toot还没第一次牵手,就已经第一次吵架了。

最近,坐在我后面的一位男同学很喜欢跟我和美云 聊天。这个男同学名叫伟胜,其实他人蛮好的,只是叽喳了一点。每天早上,伟胜来到课室,就会先和他的一群死党玩闹。之后,他就会走到他的座位,把书包放 下,然后开始和我们聊天。他偶尔会问我前一天的功课,偶尔会问美云昨晚有没有看电视,或者告诉我们什么新歌好听,什么新电影好看。我们就这样闲聊一下子, 直到老师来上课。其实,和他聊天还蛮开心的,因为他就好像一本杂志,最新鲜好玩的东西,他一定知道,而且会和我们分享。

我常常会把伟胜告 诉我的一些东西说给Ah Toot听,比如,如果伟胜说某某电影好看,我就会问Ah Toot要不要去看。Ah Toot每次都说不要,可是没说为什么。我也只好不看那部电影,或和大奶彬还是美云一起去看咯。我发觉,每次一提到伟胜,Ah Toot就会不想说话了。我问过Ah Toot,是不是不喜欢伟胜,Ah Toot摇头说不是。

今天,下课后,Ah Toot问我要不要一起到学校附近的咖啡店去吃午餐。因为今天有合唱团练习,所以大奶彬也和我们一起吃。天才庆为了陪大奶彬,也跟着来了。到了咖啡店,我 想起伟胜说过,这里有一个新开的摊位,卖的鸡饭很好吃,就兴奋地拍Ah Toot的背,指着那摊鸡饭说:“喏!就是那摊!伟胜说他们卖的鸡饭很好吃!”还以为Ah Toot会开开心心地和我一起去排队买鸡饭,没想到他竟然脸色变黑,在大奶彬和天才庆的面前很生气地大声说:“他说好吃就一定好吃吗?我不想吃鸡饭!”说 完,就气呼呼地往鱼丸面的摊位走去。

大奶彬和天才庆都被吓坏了,问我Ah Toot怎么了。我也被Ah Toot的反应吓呆了,不知道该怎样回答他们。除了惊讶,我还有一点点生气和伤心。Ah Toot为什么要在我的朋友面前不给我任何面子,这么凶地骂我?可怜的大奶彬和天才庆已经买了食物,没办法,一定要留下来好吃完才能离开。我们四个就在很 尴尬的情况下静静地把午餐吃完。

吃了午餐,大奶彬说要送天才庆到巴士车站,等一下才在合唱团练习见面。他们离开后,我和Ah Toot一起走回学校。我不敢开口,怕说错话又被他骂。半途中,他开口了。

Ah Toot:“你为什么那么安静?”

芬:“我…我不知道该说什么。”

Ah Toot:“你可不可以不要一直提伟胜这个名字?很烦。”

我什么都没做,他竟然说我烦?我觉得很冤枉,很伤心,差点哭出来。可是,我强忍住泪水。

Ah Toot:“你整天都在告诉我伟胜说了这个,说了那个,我一点兴趣都没有。他那么厉害,那你去找他做男朋友好了。”

听见Ah Toot这句话,我再也忍不住泪水了。可是,我又不想他看见我哭。于是,我没有回答他的话,默默地加快脚步,开始跑向学校的后门。我听见Ah Toot叫了一声我的名字,但我没有回头。在那一刻,我不想见到他,不想跟他说话。

傍晚回家时,大奶彬问我跟Ah Toot怎样了。我把事情告诉她,可是没说我哭了。她听了事情的来龙去脉,思考了一下,很认真地说:“我觉得hor,Ah Toot是在吃醋啦。男孩子就是这样的,不喜欢自己的女朋友一直提别的男孩子。你谈到伟胜,他当然会不爽啦。”
大奶彬这么一说,我才明白Ah Toot下午为什么会发脾气。虽然了解了,但,我还是不服。吃醋就能说伤人的话吗?我们以前是朋友,Ah Toot从来都没对我发过脾气。如果变成情人就一定要吵架,那我宁愿一辈子做朋友。




To be continued….

I AM GRUMPY.
3/17/2007 02:03:00 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007

♥ Sang out my heart....

Wohoo!! I'm back from k box! keke... finally got to go k! Yearn to go there for months... lol... well, it was not too bad la, a little boring at times. Opps... xD maybe because ven wasn't around... keke...

Such a pity that we couldn't stay longer, otherwise I would wish to sing till they close! More worth it right?? Hees... Prehaps next time! =) At the moment, I can also k at home!! lol.. =_= The guys are so funny... they came in halfway to say "hello" and went off!! Omg!! It's so........ weird... lol... I don't know what wei and wing talk to them on the phone. Hmm.... feel a little bad...

Anyway, overall isn't that bad la.. hah... I did enjoyed myself and sang out my heart... sang and sang till I'm going to lose my voice anytime!! Omg!! Better save some voice for the kids... keke... = p Did I really sang out my heart?? Hmm.... did I really sang out all my troubles?? I really don't have the answer... sigh...

I have to go Wistma again later on!! Omg!! Cause just now I went there, there were many people!! =_= And I am in a rush of time too, so I have to go again later on! Hope my phone can be repaired... I don't want a new one... I just want this one... cause everything is inside... My contacts.... Am I very wei da?? Wahaha... = p Please please please... my phone will be saved right??

I have never seen guys that are so blur! There's this group of guys from Raffles school... they were eating at Food Republic and one of the guy left his wallet on the table after eating! omg!! He didn't realised it! lol... Wonder if he went back to find his wallet... haha...

Did you read the newspaper just now?? There's this guy who jumped down the building from the third story! Omg!! Did I see wrongly?? I know I'm bad la... but, nobody will jump down the building from the third story one ah... Anyway, he's ok... because he landed on a little girl!! omg!! It's so terrible!! A 6 years old girl was under him!! Lucky she was alive... but, she suffered from a broken tight and her nose and mouth was bleeding!! Omg!! And worse, she suffered from nightmares everyday. She wakes up screaming "don't crash me". Woah, it's really saddening le...

The little girl is fine now and the guy is now under probation. He's guilty over what he's done. Anyway, hope he's okay too... guess he's under tremendous stress ba...

Going to sleep now... good night! =)



Quoto:

Things that don't kills you makes you stronger!

I AM GRUMPY.
3/16/2007 02:39:00 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

♥ No way!!!!

Omg!! I'm really very unlucky!! I have never been so unlucky!!

My phone spoils!! Argh!! I can't believe it!! No way is it happening to me!! I don't know what happens, it suddenly hangs and turned off... and I can't switch on after that!! Really saddening!

My songs, my pictures, my leehom's recordings!! And worse, my CONTACTS!!!! ARGH!!! Can anyone understand how I'm feeling now?? It's so........... I really feel like crying at that time! :( I don't know why I would feel so distressing suddenly... as if something really bad happens. (Touch wood)... Maybe I have bond with the phone or what la.. less than a year and it's spoilt!! Sigh...

Truly speaking, I feel depressing also partly because of.......... 'him'. Umm, I know I shouldn't be thinking of him now, but, I also don't know why I would feel so sad. His contact is saved in the phone memory, so if anything happens, his number will be gone too! I should be feeling very happy instead right? Delete his number and start all over again. Probably I still haven't given up... maybe I am still pinning hopes or what... sigh... I guess I better stop it, otherwise I scared I will cry. lol...

Another thing is my grandfather. He suddenly say he wants to go to my dad's office! He has never mention he wants to go there! And he also went to my uncle's stall. I was also there at that time. He seems to be very happy when he sees us. My mum and uncles were guessing is it because he has not much time left? Cause normally when a person is going to leave the world, he/she will do many weird things. I hope not! Wo hen bu she de le!! I really regret not spending more time with him when I'm younger...

Other than this, there's one more thing which made me very.... well, I should say disappointed? I'm really disappointed and sad... why is this happening?? shouldn't this be happening? Ha... what kind of world is this?? So many years ready and this is the turn out... Ha... I have nothing to say...


Let's enjoy these videos to destress ba...



徐若瑄好眼淚 壞眼淚... this song is first sang by Xu Wei Lun! Anyway, Tang YuZhu is also acting in this mv wor!!keke... = p



陳綺貞 - 告訴我



江美琪 - 愛哭鬼








That time it's all guys songs, now it's all female songs! Hah... 好眼淚 壞眼淚, 告訴我 am I 愛哭鬼... Hah... got link?? Like no help for destressing?? All are very sad songs! And all did sang out my heart!-- see, I even changed my blog song. Lol.. I'm really very confused now... really very sad and disappointed... Have you guys tried before having few bad incidents occured in a day?? Well, it's really distressing...

I have been trying to control my emotions infront of my family members, controlling my tears... can I say it's successful? But, I can say that, I'm really feeling terrible... I need a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on, few comfort words... who can I lean on? Who can I turn to? Hah.. you have no one but yourself!!



I hope my phone would be saved... my grandfather would be okay and the last thing I guess I won't spell it out ba... Pray hard that my wishes will come true! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/15/2007 01:16:00 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

♥ Blood gushing....

Wohoo!! I finally got to watch Protege!! keke... = p



Watching movie after the volunteer work is definately a good choice as we can relax ourselves!! Hees... Somemore this is what I longed to watch for months! You know what? Jack Neo's "Just follow law" is still full house!! Woah!! He really earns alot!! haha...


Storyline:
Undercover officer Nick (Daniel Wu) had spent the last eight years penetrating into the core of a drug sales ring working his way up from a street dealer post to the managerial position handling cargo deliveries for Jong (Andy Lau) - the biggest player in the local heroin market. When the ailing Jong makes Nick his protégé, Nick could not but sway before money and power and starts to perform his role like a real drug trafficker. This, together with his affair with heroin-addict Jane (Zhang Jingchu), causes Nick to becomes more and more confused about his true identity, and eventually leads to a disastrous end.

Based on materials provided by retired undercover agents of the police force, "Protégé" attempts to realistically tell the story of undercover agents in the clandestine drug world, who struggle to constantly walk on the fine line between justice and crime, but who will never see the day of serving in the regular police force.

Directed by Derek Yee (One Night In Mongkok), produced by Peter Chan (Perhaps Love).



Well, this movie is really a thriller. Haha... = p Hmm, it did scares us in some parts, especially when louis koo inject the heroine in his wife's neck and she died.... and of course, when the bad guy used the hammer to hammer off the bad police officer's hand!! omg!! It's so!!!! Made us all jump up!! =_= There are also other shocking/scaring parts... and of course some parts are quite sad and not forgetting, this movie did perk us up in some parts, the way Andy Lau talk and the way Louis koo acts! It's so funny... but, very sad le... cause louis koo only act a small part only!

Despite that, his acting skills is definately no need to say!! Keke... = p Hao! ^^ I also learnt alot from this movie! haha... Is taking drugs due to emptiness?? Is drug powerful or emptiness more powerful??? Hmm........

Anyway, this movie is recommended!! =)




I went to meet wing after that... Thinking back, I find it very funny... cause I went to Bugis to meet her and we went home! Erm.... haha... Probably I listened wrongly ba... anyway, never mind la... at least got to see and meet up with my friend for a while isn't that bad too right? = p

We took cab home!! Cause it's really raining heavily!! omg!! I was in the rain again!! No wonder I'm having a headache now!! haha... Anyway, I did had a great chat with wing... = p



Coaxing kids is really a....................... well, what can I say?? Hmm.... it's definately not a difficult task if you have great patience. haha... = p

I did learnt something from the kids too! Which is not a bad thing too!! keke... =p We started with the story telling and it turned out to be.... not too bad la... haha... We start with a really short storybook and they turned out not understanding any thing!! omg!! Lucky we never start with the difficult ones! =_=

We definately had a had time coaxing them... We are like half-dead when we left the place! haha... So exhausted!! They were super hyper active! I can see that the 3 boys did put in effort to learn something, although they do not pay full attention at times... but, they are much better than the other one! Omg!! He's really................ nothing to say! haha...

I brought 2 really short storybooks-- which is like one page with only 2-3 lines only and 1 so-called assessment book... Argh!! It cost me $14+!! :( So saddening le!! It's so expensive man!! Friends out there.... if you guys have those children storybooks/assesment books that you guys don't want ready can give it to me!! I'm most welcome!! keke... ^^

Ms Lynn asked if I wanna do part-time work... Wow, I don't mind, but, it's such a pity... it clash with my time-table!! She said she will let me know again... Hmm, it's quite tiring la... cause the job is not only to be a teacher, to coax them, I also need to bring them to their school and fetch them back to the childcare centre!! omg! I only know where is Xingnan primary, pioneer, Jurong west, etc... quite limited la... not Boon lay primary please... haha...

So sad le...they don't remember my name!! =( Now, they remember me as Sydney and CD!! =_= Well, not a bad name too la... at least they can remember. But, of course I still hope they will call my name correctly one day! =)



I am eager to do many things now! K box!! Movie marathon! Sentosa!! And... also to read all the books in the book stores!! Wahaha.... = p

Going to sleep now... good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/14/2007 01:09:00 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

♥ 大头芬的世界

感觉上, 我和Ah Toot是一对不太正常的情侣.

从一月一日在一起到现在, 我们还没有正式单独约会过. 相反地, 当我们还是朋友的时候, 常常会一起出去吃饭, 喝茶, 逛街, 聊天. 偶尔还会去他的家和狗狗玩, 或在他家里的迷你电影院看一部好电影. 可是, 现在变成男女朋友了, 我们却减少了这些单独相处的活动, 他也不主动约我, 我也不好意思厚着脸皮去约他. 可能也因为功课开始忙了, 所以闲暇的时间也相对地减少了. 这样一来, 我们也只有在学校和其他朋友混在一起, 或下课后回家途中才有聊天的时间.

其实, 我和Ah Toot疏远的事实, 让我觉得蛮难过的. 我没有告诉任何人, 但我心里是非常不想失去Ah Toot这个朋友的. 已经习惯伤心难过时向他倾诉, 快乐兴奋时和他分享, 无聊烦闷时找他消磨时间. 我也很关心他的一切, 如果他有问题, 我也会希望他来找我帮忙. 以前还是朋友的时候, 我们真的什么都可以互相分享. 但, 现在, 名誉上是情侣的我们却多了一层生疏感.

好几次, 我有一股冲动, 想问问他我们之间到底出现了什么问题. 但, 我又害怕他觉得我想太多, 可能他根本不觉得我们有任何问题. 可是, 我真的有点受不了了. 本来好好的, 为什么现在会变成这样?

傍晚, 我收到Ah Toot的SMS. 他说他的课外活动已经结束, 问我要不要见个面. 哇, 这还是我们在一起到现在, Ah Toot第一次主动约我出去呢. 我们说好在东海岸公园见面.

见了面后, 我们在一个看得见沙滩的小亭子坐了下来. 我问他课外活动怎样, 他说还好, 学了一些新东西, 他也在考虑参加3月份的一个摄影比赛. 停顿了一下, 他问我今天上课有没有遇到困难. 我说还好, 只是数学有点不明白. 我们又沉默了.

不行. 这真的太奇怪了. 我再也忍不住了, 便直接问Ah Toot: “你会不会觉得我们疏远了? 以前, 我们无所不谈, 还会常常单独出去玩, 可是现在, 我们聊天也少了, 见面也少了.”

Ah Toot若有所思地望着前方,然后低下头,说:“对不起,你是我第一个女朋友,我不知道该怎么对待你。”

听到Ah Toot的答复,我竟然觉得好笑。不过,看见他那么认真的样子,我不敢笑。我说:“你可以继续把我当作好朋友看待啊,情侣也应该是好朋友,不是吗?”

Ah Toot点了点头。“可是,我也希望对你加倍的好,加倍疼爱。但,我又不知道该怎么办。开学第一天,我送花给你,以为你会开心。但,你好象很尴尬。那次之 后,我就不敢再大家面前对你好了。我害怕自己过于热情,会让你觉得很烦。我想约你出去,却想不到该带你去哪里。我怕自己不够浪漫,不能让你开心,你会因此 而离开我。所以,我一直不敢约你出去。”

我一边注意听,以便仔细观察Ah Toot。他一直看着前方,说话时一直双手有点不自然地放在口袋里面。他好像很紧张,虽然吹着海风,但我还是看见大颗大颗的汗珠从额头冒出来。看见他如此 无助的一面,我百感交集。第一次因为他感到心疼,很想搭着他的肩膀,安慰他。但,我也为他感到担心。我们才交往不到1个月,他就想那么多,给自己那么多压 力,我们在一起好像给他的烦恼比快乐还要多。

我想了一下,说:“其实,你根本不必那么害怕,我也是第一次谈恋爱,也不知道该怎样做个好女朋友。我们就一起一步一步学习,好吗?”

Ah Toot终于转过头来面对我。他说:“你不必为我做任何事情,因为我有你陪伴,已经很满足了。”

“我也不需要你为我做什么啊。我不要礼物,也不要浪漫的约会。我只希望你能做回以前的Ah Toot,我认识,熟悉的Ah Toot。”

Ah Toot微笑了。“你会不会觉得我很傻?想那么多。”

“会!我以为我想很多,没想到你想得比我还要多!”

“那是因为我的脑袋发育比较健全,比较聪明嘛。”

“那你是说我不聪明咯?”我假装很凶的样子,一边问一边打Ah Toot的背。

“没有啦!我哪里敢说你笨?Ouch!不要打我!”

很开心,我们终于消除了彼此之间的隔膜。可是,开心归开心,还是免不了有这样的想法:我们成为情侣之后,一切都好像变得很敏感,面对的问题也比纯粹是朋友时还要多。我们是不是不适合谈恋爱?




To be continued…

I AM GRUMPY.
3/13/2007 11:37:00 PM

♥ Just for laugh....

Wohoo!! I have finally finish this book!!



Preschool teacher Nancy Stern is in a rut, spending her days with four-year olds and her Saturday nights with a good book. Then another woman, with the same name moves into her Manhattan apartment buliding... a Nancy Stern who lives in a penthouse... a Nancy Stern who's blond and leggy and has a stable of boyfriends... a Nancy Stern who interviews celebrities for glossy magazines. Now, Nursery School Nancy is deluged with mail and phone calls and deliveries of flower- all meant for the Glamorous Nancy. It's all too much to bear- until a man calls one night, intending to ask the other Nancy on a blind date. What follows raucous and romantic tale involving mixups, mistaken identify, and murder...


Well, it's quite not bad wor... Getting very interesting as the stories goes... It also talks alot about SEX!! Omg!! haha... But, cannot blame la, since it's about romance... lol...

I still have 3 more books to go!! All romance!! omg! I didn't know I brought so many romance books online!! but, I didn't regret la, cause all are good books!! keke... = p




I came across this and find this interesting....

Answers given by UPSC candidates in the interview.

Q.How can you drop a raw egg onto a concrete floor without cracking it?
A. Concrete floors are very hard to crack! (UPSC Topper)


Q.If it took eight men ten hours to build a wall, how long would it take four men to build it?
A. No time at all it is already built. (UPSC 23 Rank Opted for IFS)


Q.If you had three apples and four oranges in one hand and four apples and three oranges in the other hand, what would you have?
A. Very large hands.(Good one) (UPSC 11 Rank Opted for IPS)


Q. How can you lift an elephant with one hand?
A. It is not a problem, since you will never find! an elephant with one hand.
(UPSC Rank 14 Opted for IES)


Q. How can a man go eight days without sleep?
A. No Probs , He sleeps at night. (UPSC IAS Rank 98)


Q. If you throw a red stone into the blue sea what it will become?
A. It will Wet or Sink as simple as that. (UPSC IAS Rank 2)


Q. What looks like half apple ?
A : The other half. (UPSC - IAS Topper)


Q. What can you never eat for breakfast ?
A : Dinner.


Q. What happened when wheel was invented ?
A : It caused a revolution.


Q. Bay of Bengal is in which state?
A : Liquid (UPSC 33Rank )




Haha... it's abit cold... anyway, hope it did made you laugh... =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/13/2007 01:00:00 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

♥ Leehom!! ^^

Hmm, I had been having dreams these few days... probably due to the humid weather?? I had many weird dreams, scary, sad ones, and of course sweet ones too! I don't really remember the weird dreams, still trying to recall... But, I won't forget the sweet ones!! I dreamt of leehom le!! Hees! ^^ It's really very sweet le, I could still remember it!! He talk to me and we went out! omg... zhen de zai fa chun meng! haha... = p

I can finally continue with my storybook! I have stopped for quite some time due to my exams and assignments. I'm really addicted!! I brought many from online and I will be struck in the bookstore once I step in!! Omg!


Anyway, let's enjoy some videos...



Tank-專屬天使… Argh!! Wu zun and ella chest to chest!! And they kissed le!! Omg!! Anyway, this song is very nice le!! I love it! =)



曹格-Superman… the mv is very cute!! Haha… = p


五月天-天使... who will be my Tian Shi ne??








Hmm, it seems that these mvs is describing a guy?? haha... You are my 專屬天使, Superman, and 天使! Wahaha... Hmm, such a pity, I won't be able to say these to my special guy at the moment! Hees... Maybe I can say these to leehom?!? Omg!! Think too much again! =_= Even if I have, I also don't think I will say la, cause it's abit... well, abit weird la. I'm not that bravo and will express out all my emotions. But, I don't mind if the guy say to me la!! keke... ^^

Online shopping is driving me crazy!! I just contacted the seller whom I haven't reply his mail since last year! omg!! haha... I brought some leehom's magazines from him last year but, due to the junk mails I have, I didn't replied his mails. So sorry! Phew... relieved that he don't mind and is still selling the magazines! =) He's also selling his albums! omg!! Very ex le!! I brought some from other sellers, quite cheap, but, not in very good conditions! =( This shows that his albums still got value wor!! Worth it!! =) But then, I will really go bankrupt like this!

I don't attend all the autographs sessions my idol has, don't scream and chase them, but, I will buy their albums, magazines, and anything that is related to them. People said this is the best way of supporting them! Is this true?? haha... I guess so ba, cause nowadays, people tend to download songs and that's it... and they borrow cds from others for the autograph. Opps.. I didn't mean any harm. xD

Well, I can do that too! But, I don't know why I will feel very uncomfortable. I don't feel right doing this. Omg! I think I'm really a good citizen! haha.. Follow the laws and never break the rules! =_=

Hmm, I'm going to read my storybook now!! finishing!! Oh, finally.. keke... good night! ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
3/12/2007 12:18:00 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

♥ Perk me up!! ^^

Yippee... I just changed my blog song! 天使的翅膀.... it's a very sad but, a very nice song! I like it alot! very nice... keke... =p

I went to the IT exhibition with Jo they all in the afternoon... so sorry that I'm late... Something went into my eyes and I had a hard time getting rid of it... =(

We went for lunch first as we were starving at that time! We dine in.......... New york new york!!! omg!! Not restuarant again?!?! Wahaha... Anyway, the food and services are good, so overall, it's not bad wor! I will go there will my bf next time... if I have one.... Hees. ^^

We saw Elaine and her dear wor!! haha... They walked past New york restuarant... We called to disturb her!! Aren't we naughty??! haha... okay ba.. cause we didn't contact her for quite some time ready!! Do miss her... hope she did enjoyed herself! keke.. = p

We went to the IT exhibtion @ Suntec city after lunch... Omg!! There were really many people!! Ren shan ren hai!! =_= Made me remember of Fei lun hai's autograph session at IMM!!! Wahaha... = p

We were like anyhow walk... see quite a number of printers and gotten many brochures!! Haha... Me?? I was busy looking at Ang mohs!! lol... I could see more people than the products... so must as well take the chance to spot some ang mohs! Hees... saw quite a few hunks wor!! ^^

Oh ya!! You know what?? Jo said they all will combine money to buy one digital camera for my birthday wor!! wahaha... I will never forget that! lol....

We went to Marina Square after that. Woah!! I want to go there one day for shopping!! I saw many nice clothings le!!! omg!! But, truly speaking, I do feel a little sian... maybe because of $$$?? No money= no mood shopping... Wahaha... what kind of theory is this?!?! Lol... Ven... you know what to do? keke... but then, have to save up first... cause I'm really broke!! =( Stupid online shopping!! lol...

We also saw wei there wor!! She's with Jeremey and his family members!! omg! So fast meet parents ready wor, so... no need to hide ready la... haha... =p

Something caught my eyes and perk me up!!...



See the guys clothings!! It perk me up because it made me remember of leehom!! Don't you think the style is the same as leehom?!? If he wears this.... I will pu guo qu and hug him!!!! Hees.... ^^





It really makes my mood better!! Although it's just the model la... haha... I like to shop for guys clothings... I always think guys clothings are very nice!! haha... = p My bf will be very pitiful... cause I will choose many clothings and ask him to try for me to see!!! Wahaha... Poor thing... lol...

You know what?? Got one uncle kept looking and smiling at me while in the train!! Is there anything so nice to look at?? so pervert le!! He even said BYE to me!!! omg!! Feel like punching him!! =_=

I'm so tired now!! Going to sleep ready!! Leehom, I'm coming!! omg... wo zai fai chun meng... so don't care about me!! haha...

I'm missing my k too!! Had been yearning about it everyday!! Ven, free must date me go hor!! keke... good night!! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/11/2007 01:38:00 AM


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      *Cindy Toh
      *Raffles School of Psychology
      * 4th April

      - Save $$$ for overseas studies
      - A sunflower
      - Lots of Melody
      - Pink Bluetooth
      - Smaller laptop
      - PSP
      - Cruise
      - Malaysia trip
      - Taiwan trip
      - Pink Canon camera
      - Polaroid Instant Camera
      - LV bag
      - Chanel bag
      - Coach
      - Gucci wallet
      - Own a car
      - Extra confession of a working girl
      - Confession of a shopaholic
      - Behind closed doors
      - Silent Sisters
      - House model
      - Mini Hi-fi
      - A new bed set!
      - Kick boxing lesson
      - Yoga lesson
      - Sign language class
      - Cello lesson
      - fashion designing
      - be a psychologist
      - pre-school teacher
      - Air stewardess
      - Cookies shop
      - A clothings shop!


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