Thursday, March 15, 2007
♥ No way!!!!
Omg!! I'm really very unlucky!! I have never been so unlucky!!
My phone spoils!! Argh!! I can't believe it!! No way is it happening to me!! I don't know what happens, it suddenly hangs and turned off... and I can't switch on after that!! Really saddening!
My songs, my pictures, my leehom's recordings!! And worse, my CONTACTS!!!! ARGH!!! Can anyone understand how I'm feeling now?? It's so........... I really feel like crying at that time! :( I don't know why I would feel so distressing suddenly... as if something really bad happens. (Touch wood)... Maybe I have bond with the phone or what la.. less than a year and it's spoilt!! Sigh...
Truly speaking, I feel depressing also partly because of.......... 'him'. Umm, I know I shouldn't be thinking of him now, but, I also don't know why I would feel so sad. His contact is saved in the phone memory, so if anything happens, his number will be gone too! I should be feeling very happy instead right? Delete his number and start all over again. Probably I still haven't given up... maybe I am still pinning hopes or what... sigh... I guess I better stop it, otherwise I scared I will cry. lol...
Another thing is my grandfather. He suddenly say he wants to go to my dad's office! He has never mention he wants to go there! And he also went to my uncle's stall. I was also there at that time. He seems to be very happy when he sees us. My mum and uncles were guessing is it because he has not much time left? Cause normally when a person is going to leave the world, he/she will do many weird things. I hope not! Wo hen bu she de le!! I really regret not spending more time with him when I'm younger...
Other than this, there's one more thing which made me very.... well, I should say disappointed? I'm really disappointed and sad... why is this happening?? shouldn't this be happening? Ha... what kind of world is this?? So many years ready and this is the turn out... Ha... I have nothing to say...
Let's enjoy these videos to destress ba...
徐若瑄好眼淚 壞眼淚... this song is first sang by Xu Wei Lun! Anyway, Tang YuZhu is also acting in this mv wor!!keke... = p
陳綺貞 - 告訴我
江美琪 - 愛哭鬼
That time it's all guys songs, now it's all female songs! Hah... 好眼淚 壞眼淚, 告訴我 am I 愛哭鬼... Hah... got link?? Like no help for destressing?? All are very sad songs! And all did sang out my heart!-- see, I even changed my blog song. Lol.. I'm really very confused now... really very sad and disappointed... Have you guys tried before having few bad incidents occured in a day?? Well, it's really distressing...
I have been trying to control my emotions infront of my family members, controlling my tears... can I say it's successful? But, I can say that, I'm really feeling terrible... I need a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on, few comfort words... who can I lean on? Who can I turn to? Hah.. you have no one but yourself!!
I hope my phone would be saved... my grandfather would be okay and the last thing I guess I won't spell it out ba... Pray hard that my wishes will come true! =)
My phone spoils!! Argh!! I can't believe it!! No way is it happening to me!! I don't know what happens, it suddenly hangs and turned off... and I can't switch on after that!! Really saddening!
My songs, my pictures, my leehom's recordings!! And worse, my CONTACTS!!!! ARGH!!! Can anyone understand how I'm feeling now?? It's so........... I really feel like crying at that time! :( I don't know why I would feel so distressing suddenly... as if something really bad happens. (Touch wood)... Maybe I have bond with the phone or what la.. less than a year and it's spoilt!! Sigh...
Truly speaking, I feel depressing also partly because of.......... 'him'. Umm, I know I shouldn't be thinking of him now, but, I also don't know why I would feel so sad. His contact is saved in the phone memory, so if anything happens, his number will be gone too! I should be feeling very happy instead right? Delete his number and start all over again. Probably I still haven't given up... maybe I am still pinning hopes or what... sigh... I guess I better stop it, otherwise I scared I will cry. lol...
Another thing is my grandfather. He suddenly say he wants to go to my dad's office! He has never mention he wants to go there! And he also went to my uncle's stall. I was also there at that time. He seems to be very happy when he sees us. My mum and uncles were guessing is it because he has not much time left? Cause normally when a person is going to leave the world, he/she will do many weird things. I hope not! Wo hen bu she de le!! I really regret not spending more time with him when I'm younger...
Other than this, there's one more thing which made me very.... well, I should say disappointed? I'm really disappointed and sad... why is this happening?? shouldn't this be happening? Ha... what kind of world is this?? So many years ready and this is the turn out... Ha... I have nothing to say...
Let's enjoy these videos to destress ba...
徐若瑄好眼淚 壞眼淚... this song is first sang by Xu Wei Lun! Anyway, Tang YuZhu is also acting in this mv wor!!keke... = p
陳綺貞 - 告訴我
江美琪 - 愛哭鬼
That time it's all guys songs, now it's all female songs! Hah... 好眼淚 壞眼淚, 告訴我 am I 愛哭鬼... Hah... got link?? Like no help for destressing?? All are very sad songs! And all did sang out my heart!-- see, I even changed my blog song. Lol.. I'm really very confused now... really very sad and disappointed... Have you guys tried before having few bad incidents occured in a day?? Well, it's really distressing...
I have been trying to control my emotions infront of my family members, controlling my tears... can I say it's successful? But, I can say that, I'm really feeling terrible... I need a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on, few comfort words... who can I lean on? Who can I turn to? Hah.. you have no one but yourself!!
I hope my phone would be saved... my grandfather would be okay and the last thing I guess I won't spell it out ba... Pray hard that my wishes will come true! =)
3/15/2007 01:16:00 AM
