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Saturday, October 28, 2006

♥ Diploma Conversion...

Hmm, it's the first day of the diploma conversion course. It's taught by Mr Naidu... I nearly faint when I went to sign in... cause we got new file!! And worse... we got one more new assignment!! Faint.... We already got one on hand and still haven't touch it and exams are around the corner... Hmm, they made the whole thing very pack... Argh!! Going to have breakdown soon!! Oh no!!

Hmm, it's more on biology part for this one... about brain...memory.... quite interesting because I did the topic on memory during the first module... we will also be learning about different disorders and behaviour... Wow, sounds interesting??

I am very tired and sleepy cause I didn't sleep well the day before... lucky Mr Naidu cracks many jokes... otherwise I guess I will fall asleep... Opps.... I really got to learn alot from him and we learn one trick to make people angry wor... Wow, it's interesting... can go and test it out... Hoho....

He asked us... how do you know you know?? How do you know you know this before? How you don't know the things that you know before.. Omg!! Really some many how and why... Lol...

I am thrilled when he told the class that we will be moving to a new campus next year... combining with raffles design and we will be under Raffles school ba... Got library, canteen, etc... wow, not bad wor... at least better than now?? Haha... Hope they are not cheating us!! Cause they always lie one... Opps... Say no evil... =p

Went to bugis for lunch with xy and suganthi after class... We ate at ........ Japanese restuarant!! omg!! Broke ready!! Haha... Money really come and go very fast wor... Actually going library... but, ended up... we went bugis village to shop!! lol...

It was a disaster cause I brought things!! Now left with no $$$$.... I broke one top and one dress... Abit regret buying the top cause I left with no money to buy the dress... Lol... Thanks xy for helping me pay abit for the dress.... keke.... that dress has to leave for chinese new year one!! -_- It's still long?? About 2 more months ba... Buy earlier is better ba.. cause always cannot get those nice ones last minute... singaporeans are kaishu, so they will tend to buy earlier and that's why they can get those nice ones... Lol...

Lucky we didn't shop too long since we left with not much cash... Really spend all of our money... Omg! ~~ I want to go 93.3 awards ah!! But, I don't have the tickets... I don't think I got the money to buy the tickets and even if I have, guess none of my friends want to go ba?? Cause the tickets is not cheap... Lol... I also can't get any free tickets... Sigh.... Never mind ba... No fate with the awards...

I thought it would be easier to forget something... but, it's not really... Most of the memoriable ones will be stored in our long term memory and can be triggered when we hear or see something... Sometimes I will recall both happy and sad memories... Well... I also don't know why I will suddenly thought of him... I thought of him when I cannot get to sleep the previous night.... Feeling so empty... so weird and uncomfortable... It's so unbelievable that I could still remember how he looks like and what he told me! Lol... Guess mr naidu said was correct ba... Our brain controls our thinking... We will recall and remember the things we want and forgets the things that are unpleasant...

I send him one message... guess is good night one ba? Can't really remember... Anyway, we are friends, so it's okay to maintain the friendship... He smsed me in the morning... he told me that he lost his contacts when he send his phone for servicing... but, he still know it's me.... guess it's because my number is easy to remember?? lol... I also never think too much as I am still having lesson...

It has been sometime I thought of him... Truly speaking, I really got a hard time forgetting everything... cause it's amazing that I will always think of him when I was doing nothing... I also don't know why.... It just came to my mind... sometimes feeling a little irrated... hating myself that why can't I forget this as easy as I forget other things?? I don't hate people, and I will be angry not more than a day... I am that kind of person who will take up and put down things easily... When I am angry with something, I took a deep breathe and I will be okay... Weird right?? haha... But, I can't do it for this...

Do you know there's one therapy/operation that the doctor will help us to ease the memory that we don't want!!??!!?! Wow, sound cool!! I feel like trying you know??? I wish to become a brand new person... I'm really weird.... Maybe let me forget somethings and start to learn and adapt again?? Haha....

I guess I better change topic ba... Lalala... Smile and stay positive!!! hoho.. stupid me... go and drink milk and my stomach really hurts alot now!!! omg!! Hope I am not going to have diarrhoea please!! Argh!!

Hmm, they going back to JWSS as there's I&E....even my bro asked me to go back. Well, I don't mind... but, abit lazy la cause it's early in the morning! Somemore, it's so hot!! Opps...

Tiff wants to go vivo city after that... cause she wants to watch movie and shop for girl's clothings. Omg!! We asked us to wear you don't want, then your manager asked you to wear, you wear... Lol...

Truly speaking... I don't really feel like going vivo city cause there also nothing much... especially when I am broke! lol... No money=no mood to shop/go out!! Cause going out=spending money!!! I am still figuring out where to get money... don't think my mum will give... the most maybe for dinner money?? Lol.. #%&#&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;#*!@#&*(&) Hmm, got an idea... I will eat bread... or cook maggi mee... I always do that when I went out with my friends... Just because I am meeting my friends to go out... I have to starved myself... My gastric pain is worsen recently... feeling so giddy and feeling like vomitting ... it's quite bad especially at night as it's really painful... morning/afternoon will feel giddy nausea...

Guess I better sleep early as I still need to wake up early in the morning. Sigh, haven't got a good sleep since I started doing homework... I am beginning to lose my will to concentrate and fight! The disadvantage of my course is...... I will tend to slack during breaks... after exams... which is no good because I will find it hard to switch back to the fighting spirt when I got assignments... Argh! This is no good... Like that can die wor... cause I still got 2 essays and need to memorise the whole book for exams... lol...

I AM GRUMPY.
10/28/2006 03:26:00 AM


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      *Cindy Toh
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      - Yoga lesson
      - Sign language class
      - Cello lesson
      - fashion designing
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      - pre-school teacher
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      - Cookies shop
      - A clothings shop!


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