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Friday, March 31, 2006

♥ Laughing Day

I was supposed to meet jo at 10am but I woke up at 10am!! Haha.. Lucky she smsed me, otherwise, I will be sleeping. Hehe.. = p We went to jurong east-500 plus there to pay her school fees, then we went to bugis.. Haha... Oops, before that, we went to school of psychology to pass the person the citibank paper.. Hehe. He so good you know?? He will be bringing that 1 paper down to citibank later!!! Oops, hehe.. Good right?? Jo told me that he is quite young then I noticed that why the people now so young can become manager?? So jealous!! He is also not bad looking you know?? But too bad, I got someone in mind ready.. Haha.. I can also be a manager!!! No, I want to be the boss instead!!! Better ma.. Haha.. = )

Time really passed very fast... Got many things to buy, but, no money to pay!! Hehe.. I brought 2 books!!! Hehe... Very nice you know?? Hehe.. = p

We listened to my mp3 while we are in bus and train.. We listened to the songs we sang when we go k box... Haha... Not bad you know??? Oops, where got people praise themselves one?? Hehe.. We wanted to sing in the train but then scared the people faint.. Hehe.. = p We kept talking and laughing-till my jaws very pain!! Haha... Also very tired. We took the train from bugis to pasir ris then back to boon lay!! Haha.. Cause we wanted to sit!!! Lame right?? Only because we wanted to sit, we paid a price too-butt very pain!! Haha... Cause sat too long!!! Sat till numb ready... Go home must sit on massage chair!! Hehe, no la, where got so rich to buy one... Haha.

Oops, spend so long to write my blog again!!! Haha.. Cause chatting with jo, joo tze and xue fang!! Laughed till I got gastric pain!!! My god.. Haha.. Must sleep early cause going sentosa tomorrow!! Hehe. So excited!!! But then, sure sun tan and sun burn one!! I don't want.. cause my birthday is coming!!! Hehe.. = p Say of that, still wondering got party anot... Later all last minute one.. If got, can tell them earlier, then still can ask him ma.. If got, will he come??? If don't have leh?? Will he call me or sms me to say happy birthday?? What am I going to do if no party?? Still haven't plan yet.. Will I get to see him??? He is in army now, wondering how is he doing?? Did he think of me?? Oops, I think I better stop thinking of him, still have to sleep early, later think till don't need to sleep ready... = p Stop giving myself hope-later will be more sad.. Let nature take place ba, if we got fate, we will be together..

I AM GRUMPY.
3/31/2006 01:06:00 AM

Thursday, March 30, 2006

♥ NP

Oops, I woke up at 11.30!!! Lucky joo tze called me to tell me about the chalet thingy... Haha. Otherwise, I will sleep till don't know what time!!! We are having class chalet on 8-10 april!!! Haha.. So excited.. But then, my school starts on 10th april!!! So fast!!! = ( I need to go home to prepare on the 9th april, otherwise, the next day no energy to listen to what the teacher will be teaching... Hehe. Lucky jo also woke up late, so we postpone till 12.30. Hehe. In the end, she was late too!! Haha.

We went to have our lunch with hao sheng, while waiting for zhi yong. Jo and I are very bad, cause we ordered noodles and hao sheng asked us to order for him too.. We told the auntie to add more chilli for him!!! So bad right?? But then, lucky it's not hot.. Haha. It turned out to be salty instead!! Oh my god!! Mine is also salty.. I think the chilli is salty instead of spicy.. Wahaha. = p Got one promoter sat beside us and promote the perfume!!! Oh my god!!! Haha, lucky we finish eating ready.. The perfume was so strong till I wanted to faint. Haha. Cause I don't really like strong perfume!! Then we ordered drinks for him too!!! Why should we buy for him?? Thought guys should buy for girls??? Haha. The bandung tasted abit weird, like abit sour like that.. He asked me to accompany him to change it, and can changed!! Haha.. The auntie said if the water tasted weird can change one!!! So good.. Hehe. But he changed ready the drink still not nice one!! Haha, so bad luck.. = p

We went to ngee ann poly after that... We had lots of fun there... The people there were friendly too!! Haha. = ) I met many of my primary school friends too!! Hehe..

Wee chiew called me when I am at ngee ann poly.. She asked me whether I am in office anot cause she brought cookies from famous shop!!! Oh my god!!! I missed it!!! Haha.. Such a pity!!

Jo and I went to jurong west OCBC bank after that... We reached at 6 plus and it was closed!!! Oh my god!! Haha... I helped jo to call the person-ngee ann hotline to ask.. The person said can pay tomorrow morning-actually today is the date line.. Hehe.. We didn't know it will close so early one.. cause we don't really go bank one. = p

We went to jurong point after walking for a while-oh ya, jo treated me ice-cream!! Haha.. Thanks ya... = ) We went to see laptops.. The person recommended us 1 so expensive one you know??? $2586!!! Wow, so expensive.. Cause it's the latest one, plus the function is good.. Haha... This kind of things must ask my parents cause they are the one paying!!! Wahaha.. = p

Damn suay you know?? I was thinking when I will be having my da yi ma, and I got it!!!! My god!!! Haha..

Tomorrow still have to wake up early to go OCBC bank with jo and also going bugis... Hehe. = p It seems that I am very busy everyday.. Hehe..

I AM GRUMPY.
3/30/2006 01:50:00 AM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

♥ Love Test

Love Test Fortune Teller

1. Please enter the name of the guy.
2. What is your favourite colour?
3. Please enter your first initial.
4. Select the month you were born in.
5. Which colour do you prefer? Black or white?
6. Enter the name of a woman.
7. What is your favourite number?
8. Which state do you prefer? California or Florida?
9. Do you prefer the ocean or the lake?
10. Make a realistic wish...


My love fortune results is:

1. You are deelpy in love with, or soon will be with 'him'.
2. You are unconventional when it comes to choosing your partner and living your life.
3. You have lots of love in your life and most likely you currently have a crush. You usually have a fun time in life and your love life is about to start booming. You like to party and you will be successful later on in life.
4. Your love life will start booming soon and whatever happens will last for a long time.
5. You like making out and parties.
6. Jo-ann is one of your best friends.
7. It will take you 8 days to get together with him.
8. You like making out and parties.
9. You are wild person and you love to make out.
10. Your wish ' ' will only come true if you believe in it.



Well, I believe it 50-50... Haha. I agree with the first question. It is true that I likes him.. Hehe. I also agree with question 6, jo is one of my best friends cum worms.. Wahaha. = ) I also believe that if you believe you can do it, you definately can!!! = )
I don't wish to pin high hopes, later will be more disapponted... So, let's nature take place ba, although I do hope it's true!! = p

There are always ups and downs in every relationship. Although you think you know alot about your partner already, you might want to spend more quality time with him together. Love, trust, understanding, affection, honesty, tolerance and loyalty are very important factors for a successful relationship. Think about what's still missing in your relationship and how you could improve it. Listen to your heart, be honest and talk to your partner-these are the ingredients for a good relationship.


I took personality test too, my score is 43 out of 64.

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

Well, I feel think the test is okay okay... Haha.. I also don't know.. I do like to help people when they need help and are friendly too!!! Hehe... = p


I AM GRUMPY.
3/29/2006 12:08:00 AM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

♥ Fun and lucky

I went to office and you know what?? There are many people there!!! My god!!! Haha.. I felt very different there, cause I didn't go there for a week ready.. Hehe. = p While I was in the train, the girl beside me brought drinks from 7-11 and drank it in the train. She also apply something on her hands and neck, I think is to make yourself smell better one, but then hor, the smell isn't that bad la, but abit too strong, till I nearly fainted!!! Haha.. I know it's bad la, but, I really cannot take it ma, cause I got slight flu... = (

I waited for Rafizah to come and we went to old chang kee to eat first before starting the basic training... Haha. The noodles was spicy you know?? Eat till my stomach so spicy and uncomfortable, somemore the water is so sour!!! Make it hotter... Oops, I got gastric pain still eat spicy food!!! I let her copy the history of the company and the phone techniques... I also explain it to her about the phone techniques.. She said she has confidence in our products, but she has no confidence in closing the deal!! Same as me when I first joined the company!! Hehe.. = p I explained and shared my experience with her, to assure her and boost up her confidence level... It is true that you will start to have confidence when you closed your first deal!! Even if you didn't close any, what you got back is precious experience!!! = ) I went for many many appointments, but only close a few... I felt disappointing and sad at first to why can't I close the deal while others can??? Just then, mr alvin and ms jessie told me that, so what that you didn't close any deal?? You got back many precious experience and has more experience that those 1-3 days ME... I felt that it's true, but, I do hope to be able to be like them, so cool you know?? To be able to be a 1-3 days ME!!!

We left at about 5.30 like that as she was feeling tired.. I gave her the market listing, so we can proceed faster when she comes next monday-oops, next coming tuesday is my birthday!!! Hehe... = p We really chatted alot and have lots of fun together!!! = )

I waited for jo, wing and wei at city hall mrt station for about 45 minutes you know?? Haha. Somemore my bag was heavy.. But then lucky I met arron, joo tze and jiang nan... They accompanied me and chatted with me.. Thanks ya.. Hehe. = ) They are planning to have class chalet on the 13, 14 and 15th april-not confirm yet cause not all can make it on that day. Wow, cool man you know?? But then, my school starts ready at that time!! So fast you know?? But lucky it's after my birthday!!! Hehe.. = p

We went to orchard mrt station to meet the person-cause I brought a heart charm bracelet. Hehe. It looks abit fake you know?? Haha, but then, not too bad la, quite nice!! = ) I also went wisma to collect kelly's autograph album plus poster-I won it one!! Left the last copy you know??? Haha. I met some of the office people doing survey there... It seemed that not many people are helping them to do survey!! Must jia you ya!!! Hehe.. = )

After that, wing and wei went home, while jo and I went to millenia walk to collect something!! Hehe. = p I treat jo ice-cream you know?? Cause she accompany me to take things.. Where got this rule one??? Haha. Then next time I accompany you, you must treat me swensen ice-cream hor!!! Wahaha.. I don't care!! It's a deal!!! Hehe.. = p I went to collect my birthday gift plus vouchers.. You know what is the gif??? It's a frangrance soap!!!! Wahaha.. So funny!!! But then, it really smell very nice, rose one you know!! Hehe... My bag got the smell and it was so sweet!!

We went to eat long john silver after that.. We are like playing with the escalator, going up and down.. Haha. Cause the long john at millenia walk are quite pack with people, so we went back to marina square one.. The long john there was filled with couples but then, there are few people there only... See the couples there so loving-sweet talks and are so romantic!!! Haha.. So envy.. Also hope to have one... = p The manager was very abit over friendly!!! Haha.. So funny... It's nice and relaxing there.. Jo laughed till she cried.. So cute. We chatted about many many things and laughed over many things.. Really very fun and relax-we were thinking about many sad things and are not feeling very good these few days!! So, we really laughed out our heart and feel better now!!!

We are in the same boat-so we understand each other's feeling... Why the guys we like don't like us, while the guys we don't like like us?? Talk about this, I remembered the guys who liked me and the guys I liked.. I felt very bad to reject them, yet don't want to give them hope. I only remembered a few, one is when I was sec 2, got one malay guy like me, he is a nice guy, treats people very good one, but, cause I don't like, so I rejected him. Then got another guy likes me, he did alot of things for me, he also wrote a song for me, which made me touched!!! I almost accepted him, but, I found that he don't really trust me, he believed what his friends said and you know what??? What I can't stand is; his friends see the sms!!! They also got sms me.. Which made me kept thinking whether who is smsing me, his friends or him?? I felt a little irrated and frustrated!!! I replied him in a harsh tone when he smsed me at midnight!!! I rememebered that night I was having insomnia and I was going to dose off ready and he smsed me!! The message really pissed me off, so I on the spot replied him and turned him down!!! I felt bad after that as the tone was really harsh and I felt that he must be hurt... Cause he like me for few years then in the end, I treated him like that... = ( I am so sorry... I don't mean it. I don't wished to continue as I really feel very bad. = (

I remembered I liked a guy in my school when I was in secondary 1. I liked him till I was in secondary 4!! Haha.. Very long right?? He is popular among girls and has a girlfriend.. My friends asked me to let him know how I feel, but I don't dare!! My god!!! It's impossible!! Haha.. Although we may not be couples, but we are good friends!!! = ) If I liked a person, I will liked him even he has girlfriend, I don't mind.. Cause true love is you will feel happy when you get to see him, you don't mind whether you can get to be with him anot-that's love!!! I don't really have someone in mind till last year december!!! I had a crush on a guy in my work place.. But as time goes by, I began to like him even more.. I felt very happy when I sees him, when he looks at me, smile at me, say hello to me or talk to me.. Haha. It can make my whole day very sweet you know?? We did smile, say hello, sms and talk to each other now.. But, I felt sweeter before we did that.. As in, I felt like we are like strangers now when I saw him last saturday. The feelings are a little different you know?? I also don't know why... Am I thinking too much?? I hope so.. I really hope to know what he is thinking, also hope he will take the initiative to sms me-anything also can... Cause I everytime take the initiative to sms him, does he feel irrated??? I also don't know... Hope he is reading my blog!! = p

I remembered when I woke up, I was listening to yin yue ri ji.. They were talking about love! If you love someone, you must love him or her, like you love yourself... Give them space to breathe, give them freedom, don't make them feel stress.. Think about how you will feel if you were him or her.. Treat him or her as if you are treating yourself-you will pampered yourself want right?? And also want to be love, wants freedom-that's apply to everybody.. Wang lee hom's song-ai ni deng yu ai zhi ji is about what couples want, how they feel, etc.. You can go and listen to this song to know what I mean... = p Oh ya, I remembered Mr Dewey sang this song before!!! Haha.. It was so nice you know??? His voice like wang lee hom!! Haha..He said that he went to music school to learn music before, no wonder, so nice!! Hehe. = p

Oh, just now at jurong point, we are stopped by some guys!! They were so lame you know?? Asked us to help them fill up the survey form and asked us many many questions!! They were also chatting together in front of us!! Abit funny right?? I think they are from those investment compaines one ba, I have been approached by them 4-5 times ready you know?? Sad.. Haha.

I really had a nice day!!! Really fun and happy chatting with my friends.. Oh ya, maybe going sentosa on wednesday!! Haha. Cause they want to be tanned!!! But, I don't want!! Haha.. But must see first, if got da yi ma then cannot go.. Hehe. = p

Got to rest early, cause got gastric pain yesterday after drinking milk!!! Pain till I cannot get to sleep!! So sad... See ya.. = p

I AM GRUMPY.
3/28/2006 12:23:00 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

♥ Happy Birthday Daddy!!!!

26th march was my father's birthday!!! Haha.. I also slept the longest!!! Cause everyday sleep so late and need to wake up so early, finally can get to sleep more... Hehe. = p Actually today got grouping one, but cause my father not working, so I cannot attend. I think he will be there too as it's house of red grouping!!! But then, so what if I go?? I will feel more sad right??? Will he talk to me, smile at me, etc??? No way!!!

My mother cooked noodles for us to eat as we are preparing very slow... Hehe. Definately not me this time!!! My brothers are so slow!!! Haha.. I gave my father the money I got when I sold element five.. He asked me how much is it and I said $20... He laughed and said keep it yourself.... Haha. Cause he know that I also don't have much money with me. Hehe.. = p

We went to IMM to walk walk... We didn't get to go out together for quite some time ready, cause my father got work. Wei lian got autograph session there.. Haha. But then, I am not interested, anyway, I saw him before... Hehe. = p My father asked me whether we want to buy any clothings when we walked pass a clothing shop.. My brother don't need to buy so I say I want to buy.. Hehe. I want to buy some tees as I'm starting school soon!! Hehe. Tees are the best as we cannot wear till very what right?? I brought 6 tees-4 without collar one, 2 with collars. Hehe.. Wow, you must be thinking that all tees are the same brand one right?? Haha.. But then only different colours. It's not cheap you know???? I brought 6 tees and it cost $74.40... Haha.. Expensive right?? Tees only ma... All rainbow colours one.. Hehe. = p His birthday he still buy things for us, so good!!

We went to west mall after that to walk walk.. Haha.. I saw the handphone I like, but, very expensive you know?? But, it's cool and nice!! Hehe. = p I cannot expect my parents to buy for me as my school fees is already so expensive!! Plus, I need a laptop!!! Wow, it's really very expensive!!!




(Cool right the handphone?? Sony ericsson W900i, W550i also not bad!!! Hehe...)


We brought many stuffs from fair price... Necessities only la.. Haha. We went home to put the stuffs after that, then went for dinner.. My parent's friends was there too!! There were more than 10 people in total you know?? So many people!!! Haha. The food was quite nice and we ate till very full...Hehe. = p I felt happy cause I really talked alot to my parents today!!!! I didn't get to see them and talk to them for quite some time ready... If see them, only say a few sentence only-have you eaten? Why so late then come home?? Quickly go bath, later sick, etc...

My mother drive us back after dinner while my father stay there with his friends.. I wanted to stay for the ice-cream cake one, but... Too bad!! Next time ba.. Haha. No fate with the ice-cream cake.. Hehe.. = p

I was thinking of him when I reached home... Really think of him alot... I was feeling a little sad and my heart was feeling painful. I know it's so obvious ready, but, I am still lying to myself.. I am still giving myself hope... Telling myself that he may like you one day.. Oh my god!! Why am I so stupid??? Why do I hope for the things that are impossible?? I kept myself busy by watching television programmes, listening to music and even helped to cut the watermelon!!! Haha.. = p I nearly cut my hand you know??? Lucky!!! Otherwise, I also don't know what to do... I try not to think of him, but, it seemed that it is impossible!!! Why?? Sometimes, I really hate myself!!! If he likes me, he will sms me, call me or whatever... But, no!!! He did not do anything.. That's the answer.. Well, actually I don't need anything from him.. I just want to let him know how I feel can ready... I don't want to have any regrets in my life.. But, I do wish to know how he feels... Can he tell me how he feel?? Does he know how I feel?? Does he know what I want??

Hmm, I don't wish to think about it now, cause I know if I keep thinking, I will not be able to sleep and somemore, I will be even sad... Can any tell me what to do?? I told him my blog address and it's up to him to whether he wants to read it anot.. But then, I really hope he will read it la, so he will understand how I feel.... I must overcome my fear and control my emotions... I can do it!!!!

Hmm.. I am going to take the bracelet I ordered tomorrow... Hehe... It's so nice you know?? It's a heart charm, cool man.. = p Meeting the person at orchard tomorrow at 7pm...





(Gorgeous right?? I like it alot!! = p)

You know what?? I signed in my hotmail to print out the notification paper since I am going orchard tomorrow.. Cause I won kelly autograph album plus poster!!! Haha... = ) I remembered that they asked why you like to shop at wisma shopping centre.. Then I anyhow write one, I said cause there very nice, many things are only sold there which are very exquistitic and you will feel very relax there... Haha.. I also received emails that I won tickets to the fashion festival.. But then, this one is first come first serve, this email is sent to me 2 days ago.. Haha. Don't know still have anot.. See luck ba... Hehe. = p I also received a email from millenia walk, they remember my birthday!! Haha.. I joined their lucky draw few months ago and they still remember my birthday!! They asked me to go and redeem my birthday present plus vouchers!! So happy you know?? But then, I am wondering what the present is... Hehe. So excited!! Hehe.. = p I may be going to collect it tomorrow too... Since I am going orchard.. Haha..

Daddy, happy birthday!!! Hope you will succeed in whatever you do, stay healthy and happy always!!! = )

I AM GRUMPY.
3/27/2006 12:09:00 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

♥ Heart Wrenching

Hmm.. I almost cannot wake up today!! Lucky got my mother to wake me up.. Hehe. I'm meeting mr ang at 11am, but I changed it to 11.30 instead. Hehe... Cause I prepare very long. = p The weather was extremely hot you know?? I almost melted while waiting for mr ang, and somemore, he was 15 minutes late.. It's okay as I was talking to my mother's friends!! Wow, she really has many friends you know??? Haha..

After that, I went to meet jo and wing to go chua chu kang to take something.. Haha. They were late... I was quite early these few days!! Hehe... We went there for a while as it's abit rush... We have to accompany xiu li to cpf building and I need to go office too!! Haha... We went to take the skirt from the person then went to eat.. Haha. I got gastric pain you know?? Stomach wasn't feeling very well these few days!! So sad... = (

After that, we went to jurong east to meet xiu li. She reached there quite early... Haha. But then cause slyvester was performing there, so she wasn't very bored!! Wing left as she had to buy lunch for her brother to eat... We went to tajong pagar to cpf building, but too bad, it was closed!!! Haha.. Think cause because it's weekend today, then open only half day ba. It was raining at that time, lucky it's not heavy rain.... So, I went to the office!!! Jo and xiu li waited for me at lau pa sat... I was feeling so scared you know??? I also don't know why... I have the feeling that he will be there.. And he was really there you know??? Haha... Actually, I'm not very sure is him, then when he turned abit, I was so shocked!!! Haha... My heart was beating so fast you know?? Cause I was thinking of him before I saw him!! Then the people around me saw me staring at him, so I acted blur, pretend to be finding people... Haha.. = p

Mr alvin wasn't in the office at that time, so ms jessie asked me to call mr kit. When I walked out of the room, I don't dare to look at him you know?? I was feeling so nervous... I wanted to look at him but I don't dare!!! Abit regretted... Haha.. At least a smile I will be feeling very happy ready.. Cause you will feel very happy if the person you like smile at you right?? Mr kit taught me alot and I was feeling relax-without any troubles. I am very touched to know that mr kit, ms jessie and mr alvin care for me, cause they are thinking of ways to help me to hit my position... After talking to mr kit, he made me have the confidence again to fight for sales.. = ) He was correct, you will never succeed when you don't have the courage to step out the first step. He also realised that I didn't go to office for quite some time ready. I thought nobody will notice it. Haha. Cause people only notice those managers and above..

I felt happy when I go office cause the people there were all very friendly... They will take initiative to talk to you first.. And surprising, many of my friends and I agreed that there's no reason why we like to go to office even when there's nothing for us to do. I mean, we will feel like going there and like going there. I also don't know why.. Haha. Like people ask why you like him?? There's no reason for that.. Won't you feel tired if you need a reason for everything?? Life is short, I believed that if we cherish everyone around us and do what we want, we will not regret!!!

I left after some time as jo and xiu li was waiting for me at lau pa sat.. Later they chase me with a chopper how?? Haha. You know what?? I was expecting him to say hi to me when he walked passed me when I was calling you know??? But then, he didn't la.. I felt a little disappointed at that time-also don't know why.. I felt that we are like a total stranger after he went for NS.. I also don't know why.. It's real sad you know??? I don't want things to work out in this way!!! Really don't want!! = (
I saw his botak head.. Haha. Actually not much different, he looked cute.. Hehe. = p


Old chang kee was fulled of our people when I walked pass.. Haha.. Cause most of the air conditioner places was closed... Haha. = p jo, xiu li and I chatted for some time at lau pa sat before going city hall to meet someone.. Cause jo brought a bag from auction.. Haha. That bag I also have, but hers is little brown. Not too bad, quite nice!! Hehe. = ) After that, we went to bugis. Like very busy hor?? Cause xiu li wants to look for bags ma.. She wants to use it when she go poly. I cannot buy ready, cause I had already had many bags at home and brought many bags!!! Later get scolded by my mother how?? Hehe. = p We only walked for a while at bugis village cause xiu li cannot find the bag she wants plus it's so stuffy there.. She cannot stand it, so we left.. Jo and I took neo prints you know?? Haha. It was very nice, but then, no time to decorate more.. Hehe. = p I also saw many books!!!! I want to go and buy it one day, probably next week?? Very entusiastic to buy the books cause they are very nice!!! = p

We went jurong point to walk walk for a while... Didn't really buy anything cause no money ready... Haha. Tomorrow is my father's birthday and I don't know what to get for him-except to wish he will strike the first prize for lottery.. Haha. = p I will be giving him the money I gotton today as I just sold 2 bottles of element five!!! Hehe. I want to give him the money and hope he will be lucky and succeed in whatever he do!!! = ) Actually I wanted to write a letter for him, but then I don't dare to give him and also don't dare to write... I scared it's too mushy.. Hehe.

Jo and I chatted for some time while waiting for the bus. We nearly cried!!! Haha. Cause we were talking about the guys we liked... You know, it's very tiring and sad to have one sided love.. to like the person when you don't know whether the person likes you anot.. You will feel happy when the person treats you very well... But then, it's like giving us hope!! I think that if you don't like the person, you should not give the person hope as you will be hurting the person even more... = ( My heart was really painful at that time cause I really miss him and don't know if he likes me anot.. Actually, if you like a person, you don't mind if the person likes you anot... You will feel very happy when you get to see him, when he treats you well, cares for you, smile at you, notices you, ect...

I felt very sad when I thought of him.. I think that I am giving myself more hopes and likes him even more!!! There's no way for me to forget about him cause my whole mind is only him!!! I really don't know what to do.. I kept thinking of him, wanting to see him.. Yet, I don't dare to look at him when I see him nor I dare to talk to him.. Sometimes I do hate myself for being a coward.. But then, why it's me who take the initiative everytime?? I really hope to let him know how I feel.. I don't mind if he don't like me, I like him can ready... I just want to let him know how I feel can ready.. I don't ask for much.. Can keep contact with him... He is really a nice guy, will not make you feel lonely or bored... I felt happy and fun when we chat.. Haha. He also treats me very good... = p

Hmm... better stop blogging.. I am really feeling very sad and my eyes was really painful. My heart was really very painful you know?? I cried when I was reading through my blog, plus, the conversation of jo and I.. I felt really very stupid... I can understand how she feels, as I do feel the same way as her. Why we like the person, but don't know the person like us anot... Why do we feel so tired and sad to like the person?? Why do we keep thinking of the person and giving ourselves hope?? Why?? I really don't know.. Is there true love?? Can relationship last?? I want trust and believe in a relationship... Don't you think it's very important??? If there's no trust and believe, there will be quarrels and break ups..

I AM GRUMPY.
3/26/2006 12:38:00 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

♥ Nice Day

Hmm... I woke up at 9 plus as I need to go register for school. Haha.. This is the last day for registration... = p I was feeling very tired as I slept very late-think is near to 4am!!

I fell asleep in the train.. Hehe. Lucky the train not many people... The people around me was also sleeping-think they must also be very tired as me. Hehe. = p My dark circles is getting darker and darker!! So sad.. Feeling very tired everyday... It seemed that I am very busy everyday!! Haha.. Busy with?? Erm.. actually I also don't know what I am busy with.. Haha. I go to register for school, go out with friends, helped out my juniors, attend evening music and dance, accompany my friends go somewhere, help them to do something, etc... Really got alot to do, like 24 hours is not enough for me!! Haha... It's really fun to be able to hang out with my friends cause school is going to start.. We won't be able to see each other so often at that time. But then, going out means having to spend money!!! Sad you know??? I am broke ready... I spend the most on transportation!! Go orchard or far places for 2 days need $10!! Haha.. That's why my mother don't let me go office.. She say don't go there unnecessary. But then hor, I still go back!! Hehe.. I spend my pocket money to top up when I go back.. Then I never eat.. Hehe. Oops.. don't let her know, later get scolded... = p She know that I everytime never eat one, cause everytime complain gastric pain and saw me buying new things.. Hehe.

I met jeremery today... Haha.. Finally. Simon was my program manger and jeremery was the manager... The people there are very friendly. Hehe. = ) I need to drop by one day to collect my textbooks-oops, heard that it's thick!! Haha... I need to read it and understand it before school starts.. Haha. It sounds interesting, but then, I am also nervous. Cause this is not poly nor like secondary life.. I scared later need to intro each other and play games!!! I also don't know what to wear on the first day.. Scared too casual, also scared too formal!! Haha... All my friends are also worried about this.. Hehe. = p

I was told that I do need laptop and I will be able to apply for student pass!! Hehe.. = ) My mother say if cannot use student pass then must as well don't go that school study cause the fees already so expensive ready, then the transportation fees also very expensive!! I told my mother about it when I reached home and she was quite pleased... Hehe.. Student pass is much more cheaper... I have spend a few hundred dollars on transportation these few months you know?? Wow, can use the money to do many things you know?? To buy clothes, bags, buy up to my position and for my fees (although I know it's not enough). Haha..

I meet jo, wing, zhi yong, hao sheng and joo tze at 12.30 at leisure, but, ended up postponed to 1pm!! Haha.. Anyway, I reached jurong point at 1pm.. Very tired you know, travel from boon lay to dhoby ghaut mrt station then back to boon lay again!! I nearly fainted you know?? Somemore, I did not have my breakfast!! I felt very heart pain cause I just top up my ezline card and left only $3.90!! Sad... have to top up again... = (

We went to have our lunch at kfc-I about 1 year never visit kfc ready... Haha. We were also waiting for wing and joo tze, cause they went to republic poly to buy laptop!! Wow... cool man.. Haha. = p Venesa joined us too.. Joo tze did not go in the end, cause he said he is working... Then wing haven't eat, so we accompany her to eat.. We saw joo tze and jiang nan eating too... Haha. We took bus 154 to ngee ann poly after that-cause jo, hao sheng and zhi yong need to go there to see laptop.. We took the bus till we wanted to vomit!! Imagine having to take the bus for so long?? Oh my god!!! It's so giddy and very tired.. Haha.

We were like big stars you know?? Like star awards.. Haha... Cause when we stepped into the room, there's red carpet!! Haha... So funny, showing of laptops still need to put red carpets one... But then, it's cool you know?? When will we be able to ever walk on red carpet?? Maybe not even our wedding!! But, I walked before!!! Hehe. = p
The people there was very friendly.. But then, they kept praising the laptops that they are recommending are the best!!! Haha... I think acer is not bad!! About $2000 like that.. We said a white lie... Cause venesa, wing and I are not from ngee ann, so when they asked which course I am in, I told them that I am in mass communication.. Wahaha. So bad right?? They believed you know?? Haha.. But then, it's a white lie la, later they say you are not our students why want to come?? Haha... = p Venesa was so heart pain cause she saw a better laptop!! Hers was big and heavy and she regretted alot.. Haha.. Don't be too sad ya, the most I share with you mine when I brought one.. Hehe. = )

We took the bus back to jurong point and wanted to watch movie initially.. But then, we wanted to watch different movie, plus most of the movies we watched ready and we are under 18, so cannot watch the show hao sheng want to watch... Too bad!!! He was so eager to watch that show you know?? Haha. = p Zhi yong and him left as they were tired.. And we went to had our dinner... Hehe. We ate baked rice.. Hehe. That was what venesa wanted to eat for so long... She finally got to eat it!! We walked walked for a while and went to the newly opened community centre. You know what?? There's yamaha school there!!! Although there's no real piano, but, then it's cool you know??? So nice!! I like them alot... I wished to own a grand piano when I was 7 years old!!! Haha.. I swear that I must have it one day... Do you think it is possible?? It's so expensive you know??? Unless I am the big stars!!! Haha. Day dreaming again!!! = p

We went home after that... I was really feeling extremely tired you know?? Really tired.. Feel like sleeping even when I am standing.. Haha. I was listening to music, but, it seemed that my brain was not functioning... Like dead... I didn't have a good sleep for many days ready.. And my dark circles was getting darker and darker too. No matter how much powder I put, still cannot cover my dark circles!!! So sad... = (

Oops, I am thinking about him now!! Haha.. Don't know why suddenly thought of him when I was writing my blog!!! I like think of him daily one hor.. Haha... Will he be going office on saturday?? Will I be able to see him? I scared I will laugh when I see him with botak head.. Think it will be very cute... Haha. = p

Hmm, ok, better got to rest early.. Still need to wake up early tomorrow.. Need to do many things- meeting mr ang to pass him element five, accompany jo to chua chu kang, accompany xiu li to jurong east, maybe to shop for bags or whatever.. Haha.. And not forget, to go office!! Haha... Such a busy day man!! Haha.. = p OKie, going to stop here.. Good night and sweet dreams!!! = )




(Looks like I am day dreaming right?? Actually I am day dreaming.. Hehe.. = p)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/25/2006 12:27:00 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

♥ Happy

Hmm... I slept at 6 plus and woke up at 12.. I was woke up by calls and smses. Lucky got people call, otherwise, I think I will continue sleeping till I forgot the time (cause I am meeting wee chiew and luqman). I was very happy you know?? Cause Mr Ang called me and told me that he finished the element five ready and wish to purchase 2 more bottles!!! Haha.. Actually he wanted only 1 but after a while, he called again and said he wanted 2 instead!!! I am really very happy at that time.. Hehe. = )

I had only some time to prepare plus I had to register online as I had to retake my o levels. I register for English and Mathematics... And the fees was quite expensive!! It was $220.50!!! I haven't tell my parents.. Haha.. Like very bad. But they do know that I had to retake some subjects... I am not that bad. Hehe. = p

Hmm... I rushed to Tiong Bahru after bathing. I saw Steve when I was in the train!! But, he didn't see me. Haha. Wee chiew, luqman and I took neo prints... Hehe. It was fun you know, we don't know what to do, just anyhow posed. Hehe.. But, it was nice!! Hehe. = ) After that we went to griller, a restuarant. The food there was quite nice and the price is reasonable, each of us paid less than $10.. It was very comfortable there and the staffs there are also very friendly!! We sang birthday song for luqman and he was very touched!! Haha. Cause we tried to make him sad at first to trick him... Then followed by a surprise... Hehe. = p We got to know each other better when we were playing true or dare... Haha. Cause we cannot finish the cake-although we gave half the cake to the staffs.. = p

Photos taken:



(The cake is very nice you know?? Hehe.. So tempting right??)



(Wow, he is 17 years old ready!!! Haha.. Happy birthday!!! Hope you do had an enjoyable day!)



(Hehe, is it nice?? We took at cathy cineleisure, outside k box... Hehe.)


Luqman wanted to watch movie after that, but, I don't want cause the timing is at 9 plus. I had already reached home at 3 plus in the morning, so I have to reach home earlier.. Otherwise later will be banned from going out... But then, he is very enthusiastic to watch date movie as we won't be able to meet up so often as school is starting soon and he see newspaper to see which is earlier... It's very difficult and bad to reject him as tomorrow is his birthday, so I agreed... Haha. We went to cathy cineleisure to watch as it starts at 7.40pm... Hehe. Before that, wee chiew and I went to the office to collect the element five... Hehe. There are quite many people in the office. Nurul and I chatted for a while... Cause she needs something..Hehe. = p She asked me that he and I are very closed right?? Then I was like huh, ok la... Haha. Very shocked that she asked me that. She said that he told her about me and she knows that we got sms each other!!! Oh my god! I was like haha.. Oh ya, really?? Haha.. Very stupid, but, I really don't know what to do or say ma, it's so sudden. I don't know what did he told her... Did he showed her the smses that I had sent to him?? If so, I will be very embarrassed!! That means whenever we sms, there are people around him and knows who is he smsing?? But then, I felt happy in my heart at that time although I am feeling embarrassed. Hehe.. I also don't know why... Got the sweet feeling in my heart. = p Although I don't know what he told her, but, I am really happy... Haha. Sounds so stupid... The conversation made me think of him again!!! I like think of him everyday one hor?? Cannot!! Must concentrate in what I am doing, plus school is going to start!! But, I just couldn't stop thinking of him!!! How?? What am I going to do?? I cannot be thinking of the impossible thing right?? I know myself, I know my qualification-I am not pretty nor am I cute, nor am I slim and attractive... Don't talk about this ready... Otherwise, I will be feeling even sad. = ( I think that Nurul is very pretty and also very friendly!! = )

We rushed to cathy cineleisure as we were already very late... Haha. I met Hao Sheng they all while walking.. Haha.. Singapore is really very small!!! Lucky the movie only show the preview and we didn't miss much... Hehe. = p The show was lame and it's abit like meet the frockers and Mr and Mrs Smith!!! Haha. It shows that the girl-Julia Jones was very fat and no guys like her.. Her father kept on rushing her to get married as she isn't young ready... He asked her to find half greek, half Indian and half Japanese.. Haha.. Cause the father, mother and sister are of different races.. So weird. She was depressed as she couldn't find her prince charming and she has no friends... She went for some make over and became real slim and pretty.. Haha. Then she fell in love with a guy and the guy likes her too... He don't mind that she is fat when he knew that she went for make over cause he finds her pretty. This is amazing and touching as most of the guys mind about the physical appearance... which is very sad one. = ( Does all guys mind about physical appearances?? Isn't inner beauty important?? Physical will fade away as time pass, it's the inner beauty that will follow you forever... Both of them finally got married and during the day before their wedding, they got dinner.. That guy sang song for her.. It's so touching you know?? The song is very nice and in the end, everybody joined in... I envy them as they were so loving.. Can see that they loves each other alot... Haha. Although it's lame and stupid, but, I do hope there's a guy who is so chi qing.. Hehe.. = p

Wee chiew told me that she saw him in the office last saturday... I was like ah ya, why didn't I go??? Haha.. Cause I want to see him with botak head.. Hehe. = p Like very bad hor?? But then, thought he cannot come out for 2 weeks?? Why can he go to the office??

The day ended very fast.. I had an enjoyable day and they do too.. Hehe.. = ) Hope to be able to meet up with them soon!! Haha. Now chatting with jo, Hehe.. It seemed that everyday is a busy day for me!! Haha.. I need to wake up super early as I need to go to register as it's the last day, after that, I'm meeting jo, peanut, joo tze, zhi yong and wing at 12.30 at leisure!!! Hmm... if got time, I need to go office to take something.. Wonder will they want to go with me?? Haha.. = p Oops, got to stop here cause it's near to 2am ready!!! Haha.. Bye!!

I AM GRUMPY.
3/24/2006 12:16:00 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

♥ Enjoyable Day

I meet chu xuan at gek poh to take my camera and also to have my breakfast. I nearly cannot wake up, lucky she called me. Haha... = )

I need to go reach victoria earlier as I need to help out... So we meet at 3.30pm.. Hehe. Both chu xuan and I are late! Xiu li waited for us for 15 minutes and Sing yong waited for us at raffles for about 30 minutes!! Oops, so sorry ya, we are not on purpose one... Hehe. We reached victoria theatre at 4 plus, it was a little early.. Haha. = p We spend our time talking as we saw many of our friends who we didn't see after we graduated... It was really fun!!

The performance was really great!!! It was very nice and I can see their effort!! = p Really missed those days when we are performing.. Hehe. Our princial, Mr Bala, also performed!! He sang and beat the drum!! It's amazing... Haha. I enjoyed the show alot and this is the first time I see the performance as audience... Haha. We went to talked to teachers for a while after the performance.. Everyone was so happy and high as the performance was a success!!! Great job man... Hehe. = )

We (jo, venesa, wei, wing, tiff, arron and joo tze) took photos outside... Haha. We also took with xue fang they all.. Not bad, the photos are quite nice.. Hehe. = p Wing and tiff left after that as wing has to be home early and tiff have school tomorrow..
I remembered keith called me, but, I didn't pick up the phone.. Erm, I'm not on purose one.. I really don't know whether should I pick up the phone anot... I don't know what he want to ask me... Plus, I got a headache and feeling very tired-I know it's just excuse.. But then, I really don't know!! Really... sorry... So I didn't pick up the phone...
We went walked walked till about 11 plus as we are finding place to sit and eat as we are feeling hungry!!! I am feeling very hungry at that time as I didn't had my lunch and dinner!!! = ( But then, it seemed that every shop, even mac donalds is closed!! We decided to go k box as there's both food and drinks.. Haha.. So lame right?? The food there was quite expensive, so we didn't order any food... Haha. Hmm... it seemed that only venesa and I are singing only... Hehe. I sang till I am going to lose my voice!! Haha. = p But it was really fun today!! I did enjoyed myself alot!!! = )

I remembered while we are singing, venesa asked me about him!! Haha. Think jo told her that he is in NS now... Haha.. The conversation made me thought of him!!! I actually wanted to stop myself from thinking about him, but, it seemed that, I think of him even more and will miss him. Haha.. It's so lame!!! Why do I kept thinking of him?? I will think of him when I have nothing to do and when people ask me about him... Haha. There's a few people asked me about him today!! So funny... I am very tired ready you know?? Does he know that I miss him?? NO, I don't think so, unless both of us got telepathy.. Haha.

Hmm... got to stop here as it's rather late.. I reached home at about 3.30am!!! So tired!!! Going to rest ready, cause it's 5 plus ready!!! Haha.. Morning ready... still got something on in the early afternoon.. Later cannot wake up.. Hehe. Bye!!




(Is it nice?? Hehe... = p Nothing to do, so take picture of myself before going out. Haha.)

I AM GRUMPY.
3/23/2006 04:10:00 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

♥ Tiring yet Happy

Hmm... I woke up at 6.30am!! Very early right?? Haha... I slept less than 2 hours only, you know?? So tired!! Cause I have to go take the evening music dance tickets from chu xuan and going victoria... Actually wanted to take the next day one, but then they wanted it today!! So I have no choice. = (

We took the school bus to victoria.. The journey was very fun as chu xuan and I kept on laughing and laughing... Haha. The bus was so quiet you know?? I remembered that the last time we were for performance, the whole bus was very noisy!!! Haha.. Cause everybody was busy chatting and playing around. But, it seemed that the juniors are quieter. Haha. Or is it that we are talkative?? Haha.. = p

We helped out abit and spend the time mostly talking!! Haha.. We took quite a number of photos too!! Hehe.. We also helped teachers to go buy food you know?? Then we walked passed the court! Wow, it is so big and nice! I once wished to woeked there when I grow up, but then, it's impossible now. Hehe. = )

Some photos taken at victoria:



(Chu xuan and I.. hehe. Is it nice?)



(Taken for us by clive.. Hehe. = ])



(A little zhi lian right?? Haha... We took by the reflection of the mirror.. Hehe.. = ])



(Hehe, we took it ourselves one.. Abit lame. Haha... Somemore the light so orange. But then, it's nice!! Hehe..)



(Warith and I)



(Hey, look here and say cheese!! Hehe. = p)



(Hey, you are so bad, how can you make funny actions on people?? Haha.. But, it's cute!)



(wow, the room so squeezy!! Haha..)



(why are they not socializing? Haha.. Must interact ma..)



(Chu xuan... Hehe... Pretty right??)


I didn't get to talk to mr lam for quite some time ready.. Haha... It was nice talking to him and also ms chiam.. Wahaha. Suddenly have a special feeling.. Like we are going to perform. I remembered that we went there for rehearsals and performance-we also had many scoldings. From the starting to the ending, it was very tiring, but, it's also very touching.. Really very happy and sweet. Haha. Really missed those days you know? When we are studying, we hoped that time can passed faster so we can graduate faster, but after we graduated, we will miss the school life.. It's so fuuny. Haha... I do missed my secondary life as there's really alot of tears and laughter... I really learn alot from school and got to know many good friends!! Teachers said that secondary friends are the closest to you-which I agreed totally! Hehe.. I do made many good friends, who had accompany me through the hard times... Really appreciate their effort... Thanks ya. Hehe.. = )

We left at 12 plus and it was raining!! Haha. We walked in the rain-lucky it isn't raining heavily, otherwise we will be drenched! Haha.. I didn't get to see chu xuan or talk to her for think a month?? Haha.. We really talked alot and can talked about everything one.. It was really fun talking to her! Oh ya, she is working on 1st april, all the best ya!! Hehe. = )

I accompany nani to highlight her hair after that.. She cut her hair in the end instead as it was very expensive.. Hehe. Joo tze was very late as he woke up late!!! Haha. So jealous, can get to sleep for so long, I only sleep for 2 hours leh! = p Nani's hair was very nice!! A new hairstyle which suits her.. = )

I also meet xue fang and elaine to pass them the tickets.. Wow.. It's really a busy day!! Haha. I have dark circles which is very obvious... Haha... Actually had to go wing's house after that one, but then cause I cannot take it ready, so I went home! Hehe... I fell asleep and I dreamt of him!! Haha.. Wonder how is he now?? Cause he is in army now.. Is he ok?? Is it very tough?? But then, I was woken up an hour later!!! Oh my god!!! Cause my brother and mother came home!! Their conversations woke me up.. Haha.. I felt that my back bones are going to crack anytime!! Haha.. Cause very exhausted-wishing that there is a massage chair in front of me! Hehe.. = p

I am very excited not only because that I am attending the evening music dance, but, also the activities we are having after that!! Wahaha... Wonder where will we go?? Some wants to go k box, some wants to go clubbing cause we are going to wear nice clothings... Haha. I didn't go clubbing before, wonder how it looks like?? Haha. Everyone say it is noisy and smoky!! Hmm.. It's fine with me, as I am interested in both!! And somemore, the price is about the same for both.. Hehe.

Okie, got to stop here, feeling very tired ready.. I still have to call them to confirm the time with them tomorrow morning and meeting chu xuan to take my camera... Hehe. = p Bye!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
3/22/2006 12:23:00 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

♥ Fun

I took many photos before going out you know?? Hehe.. Like zhi lian.. But then nothing to do ma, so take photos of myself and my stuffs... = p I think people will be surprised to see me in blue shirt cause I quite long never wear blue ready... Hehe.



(Oh my god!! Will people think that I am acting cute?? Haha. = p But then, I think this is the best photo taken and I like it alot... Hehe.)



(Was thinking of something... Hehe.)



(Hehe, feeling very happy!)



(Really happy! Hehe..)



(So shy! Wahaha.. As if.. = p)



(My god!! Will people faint after seeing this?? Haha.. Nothing to do ma, so anyhow post.)

Hmm... I went to watch 'yours mine ours' with jo and wing at bugis. We went to eat first at yoshinoya after buying the tickets as we were feeling hungry plus we also haven't eat.. Hehe. = )

The movie was really very nice and funny!!! The couples whose other half had passed away, continied their relationship from high school.. The woman had 10 kids while the guy had 8.. Wow, it's amazing you know?? Haha.. So many children. They also have dogs and pig, which are very funny. Their kids can't get along at first and quarrelled and fighted everyday.. They also planned to separate their parents so as to get back to the square one.. But, when they were having the party, they began to like each other more and are more closer. They regretted what they had done as their parents wanted to divorce... It's very touching and I nearly cried.. Haha. = p I remembered that the guy told the woman that as long as the big bulb lights up, my heart will always be with you!! Oh my god!! It's so touching.. Haha.. = ) The guy proposed to her again when she lights up the bulb to show him that she still loves him.. Hehe. They were so loving you know?? So envy.. Hehe.

We went to take walk walk after that and also took neo print!!! Hehe... Again right?? It was so nice you know? But too bad, the blogger got some problem, cannot post pictures!!! So angry.. Haha.. But then, it was really very nice you know?? I like it alot.. Hehe. = p

Wing has to go home early, so we went back.. We talked and laughed alot in the train-don't know people got think whether is it we didn't see each other for 10 years ready. Haha... Cause everyone so quiet and are sleeping, only us so noisy... Kept on talking and laughing... Haha.. Jo and I went to jurong point to walk walk for a while as it's still early and she also want to go and see shoes.. Haha. We spend most of the time talking and I missed many buses because of that.. Hehe.. = p The uncle was looking at us cause jo asked me to go and chased the bus and I said huh, later I fall flat on the ground and all flat how?? Haha... The uncle heard and was staring at us.. So embarrassed!!! Haha.. = p

I went to collect the dress I am wearing for evening, music and dance on wednesday.. I long time never wear it ready, cause like going clubbing or going out with boyfriend like that. Haha. I remembered the last time I wore it, people asked me whether if I am going out with my boyfriend or going clubbing... I never go clubbing before, wonder how it looks like... Hehe. = p
I still like the dress alot as it's very nice!! But then, a little short. Haha... Think can wear in ba, cause they say the skirt cannot be too short.

Chatting with jo again!! Haha.. We like chatting on msn everyday one, cause sms too expensive... Everytime sms till bomb... And get scolded cause bill too high.. = p Chat on msn is good cause free of charge... Wahaha. = ) We always chat till 3 plus, then the next day need to wake up early.. So tired. Wonder what time will we end our conversation... Hehe..

Hmm... got to stop here ready, cause chatting with jo, feeling a little distracted-as in cannot concentrate both at the same time... Hehe. = ) Good night and sweet dreams! Bye!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
3/21/2006 12:25:00 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006

♥ Busy Busy

I was woken up by my parents!! I slept at 4 plus and they woke me up at 9 plus ready!! I felt so tired, don't feel like going, but no choice. = ( We went to quite a few places- we also went to chinese restaurant to eat. Wahaha.. = )

I finally managed to convince my father to let me go to the school of psychology! Hehe... I know that it is very expensive, but if you think, 3 years can get degree ready.. My father thought about it for a while and say it make sense. Go poly study 3 years plus university about 3 years and the fees is near to $40k while I go to the school of psychology needs only $25k... which is cheaper and lesser time. Haha.. That's how parents think... He planned since I was in primary school that I have to go university!! He say with a degree, I can find a better job.. I don't agree totally, but, I will study for them and myself!! I don't wish to have any regrets. Hehe.. = )

We went to gek poh to cut hair(only my brother and I). I only xiu my hair... Hehe. Not bad la after seeing for sometime, otherwise, I will cry one. Wahaha.. = p

We went home at about 3pm like that cause my father's friends coming over to play majong!!! Haha... Not again?? But, it's good!! As if he win money, he will also give me! = p I kept on praying that he will win and I think he did won as he gave me money just now! Hehe... = ) So happy...

While they are playing majong, I cleaned up my room and decorated it in my way!! Haha.. Not totally la, is a part of it, otherwise later my parentswill kill me! Haha.. = p While packing, I found many of my presents and I started to recall the memories.. It was very nice and sweet.. Time really flies and we are going poly soon!! It seemed that we just started secondary 1 yesterday!! Haha. I received many photo frames, cups, glass, bears and mostly is what I wanted.. So touched!! Haha. = )

Below are some of the presents I have received:



(Given by xue fang, xiu wen, siang yee and elaine? Haha... I like this alot, cause I longed to have this piano. Alhtough it is not real one, but, I still like it! It's a musical box which I liked it alot! =p)



(Given by my neighbour! I like it alot as it's very sweet. Hehe..)



(Given by melvin)



(Given by xiu wen)


(Forgot given by who, but, I like it!! Cause it's very cute!! Hehe. = p)




(Given by joo tze, I remembered that I wanted camera phone and he brought me a book mark camera phone!! So sweet! Haha.. Thanks ya, I like it alot. Hehe.. But too bad, cannot be used!)





(Given by a group of band members! I'm so touched at that time!! Haha.. Thanks ya. = ])



(Given by venesa)




(Given by joo tze and arron)



(Given by joo tze and arron too! hehe.. = p)




(Given by jiang nan)



(Given by zhi yong)



(Given by jia wen)


(Given by wen quan and eric)


(Given by vincent)



(Given by my brother!!)




(Given by my yong quan and wee peng)



(Given by shirley)




And when I thought of jo, I also thought of him!! So stupid.. Haha. Cause she everytime also me to remember to dream of him.. Haha. It's only a few days, not even a week you know and I am thinking of him liao... So funny. I must refrain and control!! Face it, he won't like me one!! Don't pin hopes as the higher I pin my hope, the harder I will fall and hurt myself! = (

I AM GRUMPY.
3/20/2006 01:51:00 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

♥ Enjoyable Day

I meet venesa and wing at raffles mrt station at 4 plus as we are going to cathy cineleisure to watch movie.. Hehe. We watched Nanny Mcphee... It is free of charge you know? Hehe, cause rafizah working there. = ) Feeling a little bu hao yi shi-cause like very bad to take free tickets. Haha. = p

We took neo prints and it was very nice you know?? Hehe. I like one of it alot!!! = )






(I like the blue colour one alot-don't you think it's very nice? Hehe. = p)

We brought pop corns and drinks and got free wedges! Shh... don't let people know... Hehe... The wedges are very nice you know?? Hehe.. = ) The show was very nice and funny... It shows how a nanny can help to change the naughty kids into good kids.. They had drived many nannys away and crazy as they were really very naughty.. Haha. It's a little stupid as the donkey can dance, stand and do funny actions one. Haha.. And can suddenly snow and the bride's dress changed while she was walking.. It's like fairy tale story which many girls will like it, even I like it as it's romantic. Hehe. = ) The children are very cute, especially the baby.. Haha. = p The baby can make many expressions and even talk! Haha... So cute.

We waited for cynthia to pack up and get changed to go home together... Hehe. She said she wanted to buy shoes, so we went to far east plaza. Wing left first as she need to go home to look after her brother... Such a pity... = ( We went to far east as it is still early and we wanted to see elaine and her boyfriend.. Haha. We wanted to see how he looks like ma, so curious. = p But then, in the end, never get to see. Haha... Cause 2 loving people enjoying ma, can't bear to disturb them. Hehe...
We talked alot and laughed very loudly while walking, I think people must be thinking that we like 10 years never see each other ready and are like crazy.. Haha. Keep laughing like not tired like that. = )

Cynthia didn't buy anything in the end, but, we brought snacks to eat and talk instead.. Haha. I saw many bags, clothes and accessories, it's so tempting you know?? Haha. I cannot buy ready, cause no money ready... We really talked alot and it's really fun!! = ) As we didn't get to see each other for some time ready, since wen quan's birthday... We also talked alot in the train. Hehe... It's really an enjoyable day for me. = )

Time really passed very fast... It seemed like I just went out... Why time passed so fast?? My birthday is coming, and it means that I am getting one year older, school is starting soon, lesser time spend with my friends, and I am still achieving nothing... = (

I went home and my mum told me that my dad said that why want to study psychology?? It has no future one as it is the minority in singapore, somemore, it is so expensive. My mum said it's my interest and I want to pursure it. I am really in dilemma now, should I really pursure my dream? 'He' asked me to pursure my dreams and what he thought was the same as me-it is really very expensive!!! 3 years is about $25k!!! If I really register, I must work very very hard to get the top, so I can get a year refund as my
present. Haha... I know it's not easy as the people I know who studied psychology told me that I will have to memorise alot of things!!! So, I must be determined now and face the challenge!!! Can I really do it?? Do I have the determination?? What if I lose stamina?? Who will be there to encourage me??

Chatting with jo on msn again!! Hehe.. We always chat till we forgot the time one... We chatted till 3 plus, near 4am yesterday... Wonder what time will we stop today?? Hehe.. = ) Cannot get to see each other, so chat on msn.. Is also a good form of getting closer. Hehe.. = p

You know what?? I saw many nice nice bags and accessories you know?? So nice!!!= p






(cool right? Red adidas bag)




(looks so feminine! Hehe..)



(I brought this bag.. Hehe. Nice?? Actually wanted to buy the ones above, but too late! Haha.)



(classy??)




(It's so sweet! Hehe.. = p)



(Very nice right?? I brought it! Hehe. = ) It should be given by a guy right?? But, too bad! I buy for myself... Will the charm works?? Hope it really works.. Hehe.)


The bags and bracelets are very gorgeous right?? So nice!! But, I can't possibly buy all right?? I think my parents will kill me!!! Cause I will be wasting alot of money plus, I had alot of bags stacked up at home!! No place to put ready still want to buy.. But, it's really nice ma.. Hehe.. = p

I AM GRUMPY.
3/19/2006 12:57:00 AM


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      *Cindy Toh
      *Raffles School of Psychology
      * 4th April

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      - A sunflower
      - Lots of Melody
      - Pink Bluetooth
      - Smaller laptop
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      - Extra confession of a working girl
      - Confession of a shopaholic
      - Behind closed doors
      - Silent Sisters
      - House model
      - Mini Hi-fi
      - A new bed set!
      - Kick boxing lesson
      - Yoga lesson
      - Sign language class
      - Cello lesson
      - fashion designing
      - be a psychologist
      - pre-school teacher
      - Air stewardess
      - Cookies shop
      - A clothings shop!


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