sigh...
things hadnt been good lately
many things had happened...
which was rather a big changed...
hmm, I really dunno what to do
really confused and depressed... =((
sometimes I really hate myself for that...
for being so stupid and foolish...
everything is like this... even my exams!
feel like my grades is going downhill...
I really cant imagine wat my parents will do/say
esp my mum, she had alr said............
was really sad till I finally broke down ytd... lol...
perhaps also cos of wat ur friend said??
u came to find me despite its alr so late
we nearly quarrelled...
I really hope I dunno anything,
at least I will feel better...
although everything is okay now, I still feel....
uneasy, still feeling down...
what should I do now??
perhaps I'm really thinking too much..
perhaps I'm really too stressed up...

I'm feeling irrated and frustrated recently...
seems like getting worse instead of feeling better!
keep getting irrated over little things and
the best part is... I can't get things into my head!!! =((
I studied for the whole afternoon but nothing gets inside!
sigh!!! wat can I do to rmb them???
I really hope to be able to do well for later's one
since wed's one is alr... like a disaster?!?
hope my prayer is heard... and hopefully
my mood will be better when I wake up...
these few days was so scary till he's getting scared of me! hahahaha..

sigh!! I'm really very sad!!
or rather disappointed ba??
the exams just now was not too bad,
just that I forgot the ans upon seeing the qns!
omg!! worse, I went to change qns for the essay qns!
its 20 marks eh!!! I change to the qns which I'm not
familiar with... thinking I'll be able to fair well! =((
what the!! I really dunno what I'm thinking!
perhaps I need more sleep...
or I should go temple and pray! lol...

Step up 2 was quite okay only eh...
awaiting for more nice movies!
thanks for travelling all the way to bugis with me
first time eh... u should do tat earlier!! =0
u're so warm and caring... only for today?
anw, thanks... to my period. lol...

Hope the exams on fri would be better!

Wee... just finish bathing...
went to watch The Orphange with him just now
well, its not too bad lar, alittle boring at parts
thanks for walking me all the way home
u knew I wasn't happy and was trying to cheer me up
I was really down just now, nearly burst into tears...
wondering why am I so stupid??
or rather why is the examiner so strict and old minded?
I forgot to bring my IC and I'm phobitated
from entering the examination room!!
was really sad!! I had all my identity cards except IC!
the next test is in JUNE EH!!! =((
meet a gal who didnt bring her IC too...
we left and returned halfway for more qns... lol...
anw, we treated it as a lesson to be learnt

sigh... hope the day would be better tml!!
hope I would be able to fair well for my exams later on! =)

I really dunno what to do…
feeling so bad and guilty for the whole day!
for no particular reason…=((
was so vexed that I couldn’t concentrate on my essay
thought I could finish within 2 hrs,
but, I spent the whole afternoon doing it
lol… at least I did finish…
wonder how is my essay… dun look as fantastic…
haha… perhaps I should do some editing…

when I thought I should be happier,
supposing to relax outside for dinner…
it seems to add on to my stress
perhaps I brood too much and take things too seriously?
perhaps I should be myself and believe in myself more?
anw, things are in a better state now. =)

Wohoo!!! its the first time I slept so early~
actually thought of rushing off my essay ytd...
but, I fell asleep instead!lol...
was so tired!! woke up so early ytd to work
then to his place~said u were sick~
but, u were like 90% ok rdy!-_-
anw, did enjoyed myself ytd lar...
who asked ytd was the special day. keke..=p

during work.. keke...

well, I really had nothing to do... keke...=p


had been spending $$$ recently...
even on pens and highlighters! -_-
should start to save up now!! keke..=p
Okok, I gotta go and rush for my essays!! =0
time is running out!
see ya! bye! =))

Tada!!! Roses!!!
Wait!! It's not from him!! keke...
I've nv received any flowers from him before!=((
I wan sunflower wor!! keke...=0

Finally got to pass to pass suwen her presents!!
hope u'll like it ya... keke...=p
did enjoyed myself just now, hope u too! =))

lalalala...

hahaha... okie, I guess I really have nothing to do...
I'm so exhausted!! thinking whether should I FRY RICE
hahahaha... I've nv fried rice! =0
well, by all means u can laugh, had been laughed by friends all along
I can do it okay!! --pray hard! hees.. ^^
and HE'LL BE THE FIRST TO TRY!! hohoho...=p

woots!!
it's tang suwen's birthday today!! keke...=p
SEE!! are u touched? blessing u with wishes so early in the morning?
keke... I woke up at 6.20am, should be sleeping more
but, I cant get to sleep!! omg!!! =((
perhaps its a good time for me to finish off my essay??
time is running out and everything's undone...
I havent even touched the books!! -_-

dun be lazy cindy!! gotta pull up ur socks!! keke...=p
hmm, I dun tink we'll be able to meet later on,
shall pass u ur present on friday okay!!
u better like ur presents okay!! they cost me a bomb!
(omg!! seems like forcing ppl to like it!=0)
okok, I better get going... see ya!! =)

*I finally gotta cut my hair!! yippee!! ^^

went to watch this just now!~
nice movie! keke... no wonder its always full house. =0

we went to queensway in the afternoon...
thought of buying the bikini I eyed
but, dropped tat idea... knew tat he wont allow me to wear~
the seeing of PINK DS did perk me up!!
he's going to get it for me for my bday!!! wohoo!!
kekeke... surprises awaiting!! ^^
went to his place after movie to have dinner...
specially cooked by him!! yippee!!
MAGGI MEE!! but, its yummy and super full!
then carrying out the making of house model...
didnt manage to start, cause its too complicating! =0
anw, he'll be doing everything!! kekekeke... (Sounds bad)

Holland village isnt successful (cos of me)...
will check it out and it'll be our next outing? =))

Wee... its lovely right??
the flowers did perk me up! I love them! =))
sigh, there's no way for me to retrieve back the photos and videos,
but to accept the fate. =((
I thought the technology is so advanced now?? xD
I wish everything was a dream... but, its too late
haha... blame on my stupidness... lol...
okok, stop scolding urself stupid, u're too tired
having to work 2 jobs and exams is next week!
essays due soon but yet to be done!! =0
everyday is like this, and time passed so fast!
was brooding over some issues while working just now,
sometimes rumors and gossips are stronger
affecting the TRUST and BELIEVE...
anw, thanks for waiting me till 12!! really touched. =))

Oh my god!!!!
I did something really stupid just now!!
I was trying to bluetooth the photos and videos taken just now..
and I accidently pressed DELETE!!!!
ARGH!!!! Is there any way to retrieve it???
I'm so pissed now!! sigh... =((

its really a long day, having to work long hrs...
but, I did had fun lar, getting to see many ppl
and also my buddies!!! keke...=p
thanks for everything + the surprises...
thanks suwen for the FLOWERS and chang jiang qi hao toy! =))
really love it alot, so touched... keke...=pp
I also went to watched WATERHORSE just now...
I dun really like it... hahahaha...

what am I supposed to do now?????

Omg!!! had been spending $$$ recently...

hmm, but I cant recall where I spent it on... =_=
I brought quite a number of bags and clothings!! lol...
my wardrobe is full of clothings and I'm hungry for more!!
so eager to go shopping now!! lol..
it was sweet of u to have meet ups these few days...
trying to suit to my desirables... hahaha... =p
my leg is really painful!! seeing a doctor like making it worse?
hmm, hope it would be better when I wake up! =0

kekeke... taken while working!! nothng to do... =0

u didnt break ur promised, when I thought u'll
u went back to bath and back again!~
to wait for me to off work... its really surprising
and touching lar... keke...=p
hmm, who ask u made me so paiseh infront of ur friend!
hahaha... thanks for this...
its quite special lar... haha...=p

I'm really very tiring! so exhausted!
having to work 2 jobs and having to study! omg!!
gotta bear till 31st and I'm left with 1 job!
10mths rdy leh!! abit dun bear to leave. lol...

Yeah!!! finally gotten this!!!
he made this, of course, with me too!
it seems very colourful right?? all thanks to him! =0

went to watch Rule #1 just now!

its not tat scary, just shocking in parts...
it was nice of u to help me massage my leg when my leg numb
and to rub my blueblack at ur place...
thanks! hahaha...=pp
I tink we'll grow fat in no time!!
we ate so much today!! so full man!!!
shared prawn noodles, ice-cream, ice-cream pancake,
nacho's combo and mac! omg!! haha...
but, everything I only eat abit... poor him... =0
It was sweet of him to share with me, knowing I can't finish it. =p
anw, did had a great time today,
with yz and sherlyn too. =))
yz is going back tml!! take care and hope to see ya soon wor! xD

楊培安＆戴愛玲＊只要再看你一眼
Fantastic song!!!! love it alot!! ^^

也许这是最后的考验 当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们 还是爱情相信了记忆

你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

爱是无辜的风筝 拉著最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘

给不起的是你的天真 为了他 你学会否认
不承认你给过青春 曾经爱过我的每一分

我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任

爱是无辜的风筝 拉著最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在 注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝 挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘 无法挽救的温存

我是残破的风筝 宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺

也许这是最后的考验 当我再度遇见了你

went to watch this just now!
wohoo! its a nice movie!! keke... love it!
but, u guys dun seems to think so...
perhaps its too romance for u guys! hahaha
not only the movie is nice, the songs are also great!
very sad and touching in parts which will make u tear.
I really admired li-ann...
getting to meet ur loved one once every 4 yrs
and continued for 12 yrs... amazing!
a meaningful one!! =))
I'm craving for more of these movies!
keke... gtg and do my stuff and sleep early
gotta work 2 jobs, so tiring! =((

Shrugs... wat a day...
I dislike my teacher alot!! ~
alr dislike her, the lesson just now made me dislike her more!
she's so biased, so proud and she dislike us...
she dotes older students and tinks we're stupid??
I just dislike her, many hate her to the core!
wat kind of teacher is she??
no hints is fine, but, notes are insufficient
and lecture sucks. xD
wat she teaches are general, wat we alr know!
hello, we pay so much to obtain more knowledge
and not knowing wat we alr know right?
lol... okok, I guess I better stop talking about her
hahaha... hope this essay is fine pls! =0

Kiss Goodbye LIVE - Wang Leehom

The One and Only (Wei Yi) LIVE - Wang Leehom

Yippe!!! I love both songs alot!! Fantastic!! ^^
he's really a great singer!! =))
shall ask dar to sing for me too! lol... =0

Woots!!!
I passed my evaluation!!
keke... so elated!! ^^
thanks thanks thanks... efforts was paid off!
thanks dar and zy for waking me up punctually! haha.=p
working was fun just now, but, at the same time,
was tiring, perhaps coz I overuse my brain cells??
hahahaha...
had not been sleeping well these few days
I need a good sleep!! =0
sigh, I wonder am I suay or wat,
my shoes was stolen again! omg!!
only MINE!!! what the!! If this continues,
I will be left with no shoes!!! =((
pls dun steal my shoes again!!

life is sometimes so brittle
so pessimistic…
so lonely…
you don’t know what to do, who you can lean on
and who you can turn to…
sometimes the “devils” seems to override your “angels”
making you even depressed…
sometimes you don’t understand youself…
don’t know why you are doing this…
don’t know if you are doing the right thing…
or don’t even know what you are doing…
its rather saddening…
we live for ourselves, and not for others…
how true is this?? Is this always so??
life is full of uneven roads… lots of obstacles…
are we always able to overcome them??

thinking too much and feeling so moody... =((

Its so stupid...
I watched horror movie ytd and I dreamt of ghost!
lol... I dream of a scary one and one auntie told me
not to go to school, and gotta eat tang yuan
so that the ghost will not come to me!!!
hahahaha... its really funny!!! =0

went to watch this movie just now!
oh finally!! hahaha... but, I can say...
this isnt tat fantastic!! =0 Its the same as the chinese version! lol...
sort of wasting money to watch it!!
I regretted not watching The Leap Years!
nearly dozed off while watching it. haha...
everything was expected! =0
hmm, we're like seeing each other too much this week?
seems like seeing each other almost everyday!! omg!
lalalalala... we might be meeting later on!!
lol... I guess after tml, we shall isolate ourselves for 2 days?
hahahaha... okok, I shall stop here! see ya! =))

I'm so upset!!!! =((
my shoes was stolen!!
I dont understand why the person wanna steal shoes..
and enjoys stealing it....
cause this isnt the first time! =((
I'm so pissed off!!!
hope there wont be another time pls!!