我好想花钱,可是没有钱

我好想去海边,可是没时间

我好想喊,可是没声音

我好想哭,可是没眼泪

我好想什么都不做,可是没办法

我好想…

嗨,真悲唉!

我真的好累喔!

Blackie blackie!! lol...
It's given by him!! hahaha...=p thanks!
So suprised and touched tat u'll give me!
Eh, I sound so mean, I dun mean tat u wont give me things lar
but then, just suprised! keke...=p
love it alot!! really had lots of suprises just now!
u waited for me.... till 11pm wor!!! ^^
(u didnt break ur promise!! keke...)
sorry tat u still have to acc us to foodcourt despite feelin so tired! =(
it was sweet of u... to call me again b4 u slp!
many thanks for everything just now! =)
...........
I just found out tat cny is next week! my god!!
I didnt noe!! I havent finish buying stuffs!! lol...
glad tat chu xuan didnt mind shopping for an hr just now!
hope to see ya soon ya!! take care!! =))
........
My god! its alr 4am! I better go and slp!
meetin alvin and xinyi @ 8am later on!
going to make lots of cookies!! keke...=p

男人女人 (许茹芸 阿穆隆)

词/曲：吴克群 (Feat with “快乐男声”阿穆隆)

许：爱爱爱爱了几回　也明白其中滋味
　　付出的从来不会等于收回
　　我却还在等待着　谁能出现

穆：伤伤伤伤了几回　也曾经为爱憔悴
　　爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
　　我却还是学不会　狠心对谁

许：男人男人　多希望你是好人
　　多希望用你的真　让我不必再心疼

穆：女人女人　我答应做个好人
　　我答应用我一生　来换你的快乐一生

穆：男人男人

许：女人女人

合：多么希望你是对的人

My god!!!!
my dark circles are damn dark and my eyes are so puffy!!
I guess it's because I'm not feeling well + not enough sleep!
I have flu, sore throat and headache,
fever soon!! Kept feeling so bloody cold!! bleah! =((
always have puffy eyes when I'm sick! Aww...
u knew I was sick, u asked why I still go school
u were angry when u knew I didnt go home after sch
u were angry cos I dunno how to take care of myself
u were angry cos I kept going out almost everyday
even when I'm not feeling well!
u dislike me going home late, and be with guys
I know, I know... sorry...
I just want u to be more concern, more....
ahh!! 我想通了!!

Looks awfully nice right?!?
It's not given by him lar!! How I wish is he give one. lol.
It's given by xy!! haha... thanks wor!! =))

Tada!! He gave me this!! hahaha...=p


U didnt carry out ur promises just now
well, I was disappointed, but, wat can I do??
I didnt pick up ur calls and u were right to be angry! I noe...
perhaps I'm really asking too much!
perhaps I'm really thinking too much!
I really dont know what I should do... =((

23/1/08

We went to watch One Missed Call just now!!
Omg!! It's not very nice leh!! I thought it would be nicer than Body 19!
anyway, I did had fun!! Although just movie, lunch and talking session
I did had a great time! thanks. It's ur last off leh!!
still gotta wait till after cny then can go out again!! =((
it's a special day today!! hahaha...=p
u dun bear to hang up the phone despite talkng for an hr +! lol...
but, I still feel alittle emptiness, unexplainable feelings
perhaps, I'm really thinking too much! =0

Sort of regretting re-dyeing my hair!!
The end result isnt tat bad, did brighten up,
but, the colour looks like broom colour eh!! Omg!! -_-
Nvm la!! Ppl always say u will look bad for 3 days after a new haircut!
Bear with it for 2 more days! Yeah!! ^^
Anyway, thanks alvin for ur spongebob ya!! love it alot!! =))

Thanks for waiting for me till I off work
Although its waiting at home,
But, Im really glad tat u waited till 12 plus
When u were alr asleep at tat time!
I’m still confused and mixed minded!
Perhaps I will have a clearer mind on Wednesday! haha…

Hmm, feel tat ppl are getting weirder recently,
feeling… wat type of feeling is tat?
wat type of look is tat?? hmm… I cant figure out at all!

Anyway!! I’m going to RE-DYE my hair later on!!!
Wohoo!!! ^^ But, I’m scared leh!! =0
I scared the person will do more damage to my hair or make it look worse!!
Actually I’m quite contented with the results now,
But, I still feel like going for more ( to prevent regretting! ) lol…
U don’t encourage, but, u didn’t object!
Thanks for being so supportive! =))
Hope everything is as planned! please!! =0

Open talk and everything's settled!!

A day to be remembered!! =0

Ooo... I reached home at 3 plus just now!
so suprised tat my parents didnt scold me! =0
anyway, I did had a nice chat with xinyi just now, hope u too! =)
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I'm glad tat u were so frank to me
u told me everything, even the things tat u're uncomfortable with
thanks! I'm really happy tat u're willing to share
dont think so much okay!!! dont care about wat others said!
its their mouth, they can say wat they want! I noe u can ready. =))

Yippee!! I got a RED WALLET!!
lol... wat's so happy about it?!? I'm so obsessed with red colour recenlty!! =0

Finally had my hair dyed

well, perhaps there's break down communication between the
hairdresser and I, the end results is not really wat I want. haha.
anyway, it's not too bad + not too ex! =0

We are really going out tml?~?~ ^^

Chuxuan and I!!
We finally met up after soooooo long!! ^^

you're still as pretty as always! nono, I should say u're getting prettier and prettier! keke... =p

Hanwee!!! didnt managed to take a photo with you!!
we shall take on the next meet up okay!!! see you guys soon!! miss ya! ^^

Work just now was rather boring!!!
nearly dozed off!!!=0 Lucky got Jenny to talk to!! =))
U did talked to me! woah!! its a rare chance ya! (I'm so bad!!!)
cause we didnt really hold a conversation during work
but today, we talked over issues and u called me after work! =0
U were jealous! hahahaha... nag and nag and nag! or rather
u bombard me with qns! u knew everything! Omg!!
and was angry when I kept saying the gal and u! Sorry lor!!=p
such a pity tat u cant off tml! we were disappointed, but, we cant change anything =((
well, we can still meet up after work/b4 class on wed right? =))

Dun anyhow think!! He's not my bf!! hahaha...=pp

It's his birthday!! on the 13th Jan!!

Happy birthday to you!! hope u like the present + the cakes! keke.=p
And, hope u had a great day! ~ although we just went pasa malam and went for a chat! ^^

He was there too!! =0 I only took 1 photo of u and u deleted it!! =((
u all always ask me how do I feel when he went home!
makes me feel like doing an evaluation! lol...
anyway, u were caring and protective just now!
love it when u're like that!! hahahaha...=p

Ohh!! I'm going to dye + cut my hair on tuesday!!!! I'm so excited!! ^^

Chocolate fondue!! went to pasa malam with ying yan b4 work

went to have a sit to eat this after buying...
and not forgetting to take photos!! haha. alittle paiseh at that time cos
everyone who past by us kept looking at us!! lol...
somemore we're wearing prime shirt! -_-

Not forgetting to take a photo of ourselves! lol.. ~~


We were late!! Omg!!!
But, lucky we were only late for 3, 4 mins and we were not scolded! phew! =0
I was outside!! cause I gotta work till 11pm!!
was quite reluntant to work at that time, but, I did enjoy anyway! =))
I'm like the queen of the world outside! doing all those illegal things!
opps... no lar, merely taking photos, walking around and TALKING!!
wahahaha...=pp

U're very funny eh...


I took lots of photos...
and was elated that heaven was on my side!!
I saw my favourite kid!! keke...=p

bukki... haha.. couldnt take a nice one of him!
nvm, will find a chance to take a nice one of him! =))


U went home so early just now!!
can see that u were very tired!! and it was bad of me to make u upset
by keep talking and laughing with yz! lol... okok, sorry lar!!
I was touched when u did made an effort to smile, talk and perk me up
during work even when u were very tired@!
u didnt forget wat I said! keke... =0 good good!!

Should I or should I not?? wat shall I do???

SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR??
had been thinking for very long ready eh!!!

Is this baby adorable??
I took it while queuing to make a new posb card
Suppose to make a card, but, I ended up spending $!!!
I brought a dress which ppl say looks like a nightgown! =((
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I'm so surprised tat u called thrice just now!
u miss me tat much huh?? hahahaha...=p
u kept asking who I'm with, and dont seems happy
when u noe there's guys around! hmm...
we did talked about alot of things (which is good)
but, dun u think is far beyond friends' topics?!?!
u did went JB tat day but didnt buy the present! =((
u said u'll bring me to choose the present! omg!!
Dun forget u promise me to watch horror and jay's movie!! keke.=p

Or do u want to make this house for me?? hahahaha...=p

Okok, I gotta stop here! I'm so tired!!
see!! suwen!! touched I waited for u till 11pm??
must made up to me hor!!! by waiting for me one day!?!? lol...
I'm so excited to go pasa malam with ying yan later on!! keke...=pp

Thinking too much again
U called and msged
u were so happy, telling me tat u sent
all my photos to ur phone! lol... -_-
Are u really into me?
U werent happy when u see me talking/with other guys
u kept looking while I'm working
we did things which only couples will do
but, wat u told others?? Wat u told ......
wat relationship are we in now?
I gotta know alot just now, which really affects me alot! =((

白羊和处女座是天作之合

haha... I was laughing when I read this...

Well, 就让命运来给我们答案吧!

Yippee! Finally finish this drama!!
It's sooooo nice!! =))
I gotta learn alot from this show! =0
Got an urge to watch all over again!! lol..-_-
The songs are also very nice!
Due to its well written lyrics! keke.=p

你熟悉的温柔
从不曾离开我
在我眼里
看到什么
全部都是你的笑容
我终于明白
你一定会是我幸福的执着
这一次
我不会
放手

My my!! I can't believe it!!
I spent lots of $ for the past 2 days...
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BUYING CLOTHINGS!!!

Omg!!! I can save some for chinese new year!!
Anyway, I did brought a handbag for my mum wor!! ^^
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Tell u something!!
He finally called me just now!!! -_-
He didnt call for 3 days alr u noe!!
both of us were waiting for each other to call! haha...
Anyway, I'm elated tat he didnt forget tat he still owe me a present!
And he's going to JB to get it for me!!! yippee!!!
Tat's nice and sincere of you to do tat! =0
I'm looking forward to see wat's the gift!! hees!! =))

I had been watching vcds recently
and had been crying along with the leads. lol.
I find this sentence interesting

"其实姐弟恋没什么的,真的,只要真心相爱,就好了,不是吗?"

True love can eliminate all obstacles and problems?
Is this really true??
Watching this show makes me thought of he and I...
Will we be like that if we're tgt? hmm...

当两个不同世界的人走在一起...

will everything still be the same??

I'm so sick and tired!!
AND...
thinkin too much!
lol... hope I'll get better soon!!

working in the morning can be fun
but, it can be a chore too!! lol...
there'll be pack of ppl and u'll smell of seafood!
gross!! yucks!!

u couldnt stop smiling just now
u were so happy when lan told u im going to find u
and was disappointed when u noe its lan say one
lol... she was closing me when u went for lunch
by the time I reached, u've finish lo...
anyway, u're with ur cousin and bf leh!!
I go there also dunno wan to say wat

well well well...
I really think alot today!!
couldnt stop dreaming while working. Opps.. xD
but, the sight of PAPAYA did perk me up!!
yeah! I finally buy papaya back!! lol... -_-
okok, I gtg, still got stock check later on!

Yeah!! U finally got it! =pp
U couldnt stop smiling the whole day
u look so silly lor!!! -_-
but, its cute too lar! hees... ^^
I'm bad, I noe u're looking, but, I pretend I didnt see
when I went to punch card, ppl thought I'm looking for u!
Omg!! its weird and funny!
gim mo did asked him about it
u said u noe... u said it's not time yet...
it's..... my problem or ur problem?!?
I dont really understand wat u mean
u mean u're not sure I'm really into u
or u dont wish to commit now??
hmm... I'm perplexed!! feel lke asking, but...
See lar!! I cant get to sleep now! lol...
why cant the day be happy?
why must it be happy and moody after tat?? =((

Argh!!!
I'm so irrated!! so...
U gave the uncle the lao po bing first
cause he told u I promised to give him...
I know it's nice of u to let him have it first,
but then, I dont have any left leh! =((
how to give u?? u noe I'm not happy
and u find ways to perk me up
but do u know .......
I had a hard time thinking how I should pass it to u!
okok, Im not tat angry lar... haha
anyway, I have ways to give u...
I did mix and match... wahahaha...
Glad that u like the shirt!! keke...
I tink it suits u alot! =))
u scared u cannot wear it cause its M size
but, heyy!! u're not tat big size ya!
hmm, thinking back, M seems alittle short??
ur body is very long hor!! Should have buy L instead!
Hope its just nice!! =0

Happy new year!!!
It's 2008 alr!!!
Its a new year and I'm sick!lol..
Actually I'm alr sick last week!!
hope I'll get well soon and hope it's a good year for everyone!