Wahahaha, I brought this just now!!
Well, it's not too bad wor! It's quite nice! ^^
I gave 1 box to him too,
he asked me not to spend so much money to buy things for him
cause he said he should be the one spending money on me
lol... haha... okay...
I'm so paiseh when even ur mum was thanking me... =_=
U asked if I prefer necklace or ring... omg... this type of things... haha...
I'll wait for ur surprise... Let's see what u'll get.=p

Thoughts thoughts and thoughts...
this is the first time we chatted for so long
it's like a "truth session" for the both of us
can sense ur sincerity,
hope everything is alright and u're saying the truth ba
hahaha...=p

Better sleep early, I overslept today!!! Omg!!
thanks suwen for waking up so early for me...
many many thanks! =)

Got to know many things just now...
got to understand human more
haha... does it help?
I can only say it's making me thinking even more
making me moody
U were jealous when I talked to other guys
U said I'm ur gf! Hahahaha...

I thought u will get something for me
actually it need not cost much, as long as u're sincere, anything is nice
I can understand ur situation now, end of the month is always "broke"
Nvm, payday is coming!! Next monday!!!
Looking forward to that day!!!
I want to buy lots of stuff!
shopping shopping shopping! ^^

Are you very happy?
It seems that u did suffer qutie alot after knowing me
U're not very happy while working
U can't even relax alittle while eating
I didn't know they will like that say u...
Why didn't u say them back?? They are so bad lor!!! omg!!
I'm sooooo sorry! I didn't know I had such a big impact on u...
Sorry... hope u will and can continue to work there
truly speaking, I don't wish u to go
Hope everything is okay, and u'll be happy

I'll try my best not to make u angry okay?
Opps... U were so angry when u know I didnt had my medicine! omg!!

Looking forward to our meeting! keke...=p

Finally went to see a doc just now!
Feeling real terrible! Hope I will get well soon!!
I want to go shopping!! keke...=0

We met up just now
We were like playing catching!!!
Hope u like the mini cakes. keke...=p
U were elated and cannot keep smiling
U said u'll walk me home
but, we ended up sitting at the void deck and talk for an hr!
We talked alot, and even... hmm...
touching of hair, head, cheeks, nose, and hands
what does that mean?
What's our relationship?
Hmm... U even asked for a kiss! my god!

I know I'm bad...
U're hinting when u hold my hand, but, I was really giddy and my brain was in a complete blank! I was too shock to do anything...

I'm really really bad...
I lied to him... And he really believe me!!! Omg!! I nv knew u'll believe me!
U were angry, u mind! I thought u'll hang up the phone, but, u didn't!
So sorry, sorry to make u worry and guilty! =0

Lalala... I'll see how I can make up to u... haha...

I wasn't feeling very well just now
Feeling so giddy and terrible
I feel very hot and kept sweating even in air con room!
Plus, I got flu, sore throat and stomachache!!
Going to have fever soon!
It's so sweet and nice of you
To make short calls and concern about me
Thanks alot... ^^
I'm really sorry! It seems that ur happiness and saddness is really determined by me!
I didn't mean to do that, I know I'm very bad
I know you care and mind alot
I will try, I promised!

Is this nice?? keke...

He gave this to me just now!! ^^
Did he really made it himself?
hahaha... I was feeling sweet just now... but, suddenly, as time goes by, I felt...
vexed... really troubled... also don't know why.
perhaps there wasn't many customers, so I thought alot.
I mind alot...
There're many things ppl just don't understand
and there's nothing I can say

Ppl are so funny
We meet... and ppl spread rumors that we hold hand ready! My god!

Sigh... I also dunno what to write now... having a headache ready
Just now there's this weird drunk uncle, refused to leave!
He kept asking for my number! lol!!!

How I wish...

I had a frying session with my dear friend in the afternoon...
Well, the results wasn't that bad wor, even we got "kisses" by the oil! Hees.

Lots and lots of FOOD!!! ^^

Is this nice?? keke...=p


I was so angry with him just now!
I also don't know why I mind so much...
Why do I care so much!
But, I really waited for very very long you know!
You knew I was really angry
and you went to look for me...
At least you took the initiative...

I was thinking is it good to be frank?
You knew something...
And you asked... about my past... I told you everything... (wondering is that good)
But, I don't bear to lie to you since you had been so frank to me
I know you mind and wants to know if I still have feelings for jl
NO!! I'm sure and firm about that!
I guess you believe me because of my firm answers!
Hope it's really like that!

Lao po??
What does that mean?
I thought... not yet, but, soon soon? haha...
I was touched that you ate everything!!
I guess it must be quite awful as it's really cold! And you even asked ur mum to eat! lol...
Awaiting for ur muffins later on!! Hmm...

Finally cleared all doubts...
But...
Not yet, but, going to be...
What does that mean?
Hmm...

You said you will come to see me and also help me during ur off day.
You asked whether I want anot...
Hmm...

JL asked you what's our relationship...
whether we are boy-girl friend...
and asked if he likes me...
You asked who I will choose if both likes me!
Omg!!

We shall see! haha...

Anyway, Happy happy birthday to my dear friend-- Chan Joo Tze!!
Wish you all the best in whatever you do!
Sorry that I was unable to attend ur party.
Hope you enjoy! =)

Why am I like this??
Why do I need everything to be spelled so clearly??
Sometimes I really hate myself for that...
Maybe because of that some things may be gone...
But...

I... I hope I won't make myself regret this time?
Is it really very difficult to admit?
Perhaps because I'm really tired
So sick about thinking how to answer other's qns...
They were right?
We were really confusing...
But, what to do??

如果你是蜜蜂, 我就是蜜蜂针
如果你是垃圾, 我就是垃圾桶
如果你是蜘蛛网, 我就是墙壁, 这样我们就会紧紧的粘在一起

Do you really mean what you said?
Was everything the truth?
We shall see! haha...

Empty promises...

I don't know why do I mind so much, can't get over it? hmm...
My head really hurts alot! I guess due to not enough sleep and over exhaustion ba?? working and studying at the same time is really tiring... somemore...

Be firm and don't be shaken by what others said...
How many ppl can managed it?
How many ppl won't be influenced by negative comments?
Rumors and negative comments can sometimes break a relationship...
How many ppl can stand firm and won't be affected?

Ytd there's this little kid got lost in the supermarket. There's no one going over to find out and help him, other than this mother (with a son). Ppl saw, but did nothing! it's quite saddening lar, cause ppl are quite self conscious nowadays and only think about themselves. =(

I did went over to help and he clinged on to me! lol... I nearly can't carry him up! xD Anyway, lucky he did found his dad! =)

Feeling a little moody today, don't feel like going to work, but, no choice! sigh... gtg, See ya!

He called me just now!
My god! When I just reached home! I didn't expect him to call me after msging for so long! lol. We talked quite alot, for the whole 40 mins! First time to talk till so long! You are so bad! Kept teasing and imitiating me. We're so "ai mei" and so mushy lor! I didn't expect myself to "pei he" him. You said you will come later on, well, we shall see! haha... =p Are you jealous just now? Your face turned black when you saw me talking to other guys... hmm... And you were like demanding to know my full name! lol... Make me feel like I'm going for match-making session! =_=

I gotta know more things just now... and even heard the songs I dislike (like in past). Sigh... Aiya, don't think too much!

Studying and working on the same day is really taxing! So tiring! Okok, I gotta go and sleep ready... good night! =)

Why do I mind so much?
Why do I want to treat you in this way?
I thought you were angry...
Till you took initiative to talk to me...
I was so bad...You asked me out, and I guess I didn't really ans ur qns?
So sorry, as lan was there, staring at us, so I got to go
You were not very happy when I talk to other guys...
You kept teasing me and also seems to protect me in some ways... hmm...
Our relationships seem confusing right?
(Why do I always say something that I will regret?? )

I'm so tired!! Today ah lan asked me to teach a new comer... Well, the auntie isn't that bad as she's once a cashier, so it's okay! I really admire her, cause she's really tai tai fate lor! She can don't need to work one you know!! She can go high tea and shake legs at home one! My god!

Today, tml and friday I got lessons, and I also gotta work! Somemore till 11pm! My god! It's going to kill me! haha... It's quite last min to change my work schedule, but, I also can't change my class schedule... hmm, got to bear with it!! Nothing kills you makes you stronger...

hahahaha... okok, I gotta go and bath now... good night! =0

I'm really touched...

touched that, you called me, just to inform me that you've just changed ur number. You started making short calls to me, hmm, it's sweet lar, but then, you're like asking too many qns wor. haha.=p

I'm quite comfortable with you, as you nv fail to make me laugh. But then, why do you kept looking at me? I do feel alittle uneasy wor!

I'm waiting for ur bubble tea treat tml! U promised wor! keke... Just gotten ur pay should give a treat! Cool!! ^^ Anyway, thanks wor! keke...=p

I finally gotta meet up with xue fang!! Wow... really enjoyed myself alot!! ^^ But then, sorry le!! I was late!! So bu hao yi si to let you wait... =( Hmm... hope you enjoyed too!! Hope to see ya soon ya!! =)

Sch starting tml!! New term, new start... wonder how will it be... I guess it's going to be tougher and tougher!! I still gotta work after class!!! Ohh no!!!

Hmm... wonder the movie trip is still on tml?? Hmm... but, very paiseh le... We're not very close too... we shall see! haha... =p

Hmm, I'm vexed! I also don't know why...

Do you believe in fate? I saw jie when I went to take bus and when I reached gek poh! Hmm... He is the first person I saw! Well, although I wish to see him, but then, I also wish to see..??

Why is he kept appearing infront of me when I was with jie and gang? He kept looking over and seems rather concern... I think that I'm really bad, and really feel guilty. I did all those things, being so good with jie they all not to spite him, really... I hope he doesn't think that way...

Hmm... jie and I... I also don't know, he nv fail to make me laugh, he's as cold as me... we even started smsing each other. it's not a bad start... but... (hesistating)

pls don't keep making fun of jie and I... we'll be paiseh one you know? haha... We shall see ba!! Let nature takes place... got fate we'll be together. haha...

Hmm... I'm rather distracted recently... I don't understand why you are doing this... you choose this and yet you are doing another thing! You are indeed weird!

Why are you appearing infront of me when you see me talking to other guys? Ytd is like that, today is also like that! My god!! I thought I would deal with it so easily, but, I'm wrong!我始终方不下 !

Why are you so agitated today? You seems to be angry and kept on looking when I was with other guys. hmm, I don't understand you... Perhaps...

Things seems to be progressing very fast for jie and I. We were rather close with each other recently, it seems like we've known each other for very long ready! hmm...你的眼睛很会说话喔 !You got the qualities I like, but then, hmm... we shall see ba!! haha.. Very paiseh one le, you kept on looking! Anyway, I'm looking forward to ur treat! hahaha...

I'm rather confused now... We were getting closer with each other, but then, I don't know if I had put down the feelings for him... Why do I kept wanting to see his reactions, want to know how he feels? why do I mind so many things... but I guess I only want to know 1 thing ba... why is he angry?


*Thanks mummy for buying me Bonia wallet for me! It's better looking this time! haha..=p

I nearly forgot something!!!

I got my second pay!! kekeke..=p Although this one is not alot, but, not too bad lar, this month got quite alot! can go shopping ready! lol...

I had been spending alot recently!! like water flow! lol... I also dunno why, I kept spending money, I guess to release stress?? =_=

You know what?? I found money today!! Wohoo!! You are so cute leh!! Asked you to take and you stand there and see!! Funny le, but, the customer is funnier, he take and gave it to me! hahaha... thanks anyway!! =) So lucky, got money take, but then, I cannot keep it lar, gotta treat them! You asked for it... hmm, bubble tea okay? keke...=p

You teased me, you disturb me, kept looking at me, asked about me... What does that mean?

Very paiseh one leh, you kept on looking, even when I was talking to my friends!! I also dunno how to react. hmm...

We shall see! hahahaha...

*Tell you something funny, just now got customer asked for my no! My god! It's so funny!

Yippee!!

Guess what?? I've just gotten my pay from linda!! I got $670!! Hmm, not bad!!
Still gotta give my mum money and tml still need to use money!
also need to save up lar!
Anyway, I'm looking forward to another pay on friday!!
Kekeke...=p

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Updates for 30/9 -- Sunday

I got to see my idol --- Wang Leehom!!
Oh my god!!! He's really gorgeous!!
But then, it's really such a pity that I can't get his autograph or even shake hands with him!! =( The queue is super long man!!
But, true lar!! Leehom leh!!! Perhaps next time ba!! Must go there earlier!! Anyway, it's really great to be able to see him and hear him sing live!! ^^

We kept bumping into weird ppl... At first, got 1 weird man with a weird smell sitting beside us...
My god!! The smell is really unbearable!! we were so afraid that the smell would stick on to us!! Okok, I know I'm bad! He also kept talking to himself!
There's also another uncle talking to himself!!

Why do ppl like to talk to themselves nowadays? I know it's normal to talk to oneself, esp when you're feeling stress, but then, it's abit weird to talk alone in public ba?

Then, there's another guy sitting opposite to us when we changed train...
He's a pervert lor!! Kept smiling and even TAKE PICS of us lor! Take till so openly lor!! Still can hear the sound one!! So stupid!

Then, we went to voiddeck to plan something
We saw one guy... a very weird guy who kept cycling round and round
and he... did kept doing something to himself... kept doing it within our sight!!
He masturbated!
So stupid lor!! Argh!!
We quickly packed and went off!! And he was there following us!! My god! Lucky he didn't follow us home! Phew!!

It was rather a tiring day for me as I got stock check on that day.
Well, I don't know my emotions at all
I felt real angry at first...
I don't understand...
Why do you have to do this infront of me?
Purposely do it to show me? Or is it concidence? And, there you are treating me so good after that...
What do you really want??

Ppl may think that I'm running away from reality as I'm doing lots of things
and even not thinking about it to forget it...
I know you guys are concerned...
I really can feel it...
but...
I guess I really need more time ba...
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Hahaha... Crayon shinchan is supposed to be a comedy right??
I can't even laugh out while watching it ytd...
lol.. I don't know why I'm falling in love with that show!!
I'm searching for that show since ytd! I found cheaper ones today!! So angry le! Should have brought it today!!

I'm really tired...
I wanna go to the beach...
I wanna fly kites...
I need a crying shoulders...
I thought I would smile and face it, but, I guess she hit my point...
my tears nearly dropped off as she...