喜欢一个人不一定要和他在一起,
只要他快乐你就快乐.
有很多东西说得容易,
但当你要去做的时侯, 它一点也不容易.
跌倒了就要爬起来…
但我们知道该从哪爬起吗?
人也有脆弱的时侯,
谁又会在你的身边做你的守护天使呢?

I'm so moody today...
I wish I could hate you...
But,
I can't bring myself to hate you!
Why?
I really don't know...
I really hate myself
I'm such a failure
I really feel like crying
I really don't know wat to do
Everyone knows there's something wrong with me
but, who can really help me?
I've no appetite and haven't eat for a day! Don't feel hungry!

Something is rather true: If you never tell the person how you feel, will the person know??


* The guy finally found the sponge bob blanket for me, and he said wanna give it as my birthday present! my god! He even gave me his no!! Eh...

P.S. I know this current song is very old ready, but the lyrics is very meaningful.

女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分

Is this nice? My mum brought this for me! My god!! Hmm... Okay lar, I prefer Gucci more... opps... thanks anyway! =)

I.....

Wat exactly do you want?
How exactly do you feel?
Why don't you say something?
Why don't you do something?
Why why why?
I wanna ask you why
But, I don't dare
It seems that the both of us are escaping
Aren't you that irresponsible?
Should I?
Am I wrong about you?

I woke up early to fry hello kitty egg+hotdog for him!! My god!! I don't know how to fry that kind of eggs le!! It ended... eh... quite awful le... but, I still gave it to him lar! xD Aiya, I forgot to take a pic of it... it's really a weird combination.

Eggs + hotdog + mooncake!!! hahaha...=p

He brightens up my day by keep smiling to me!! lol... I don't know why he is so happy le... perhaps because I've ignored him for the past 2 weeks and suddenly we are okay ready?? Haha... He even turned back and smiled again! lol...

Anyway, it's rather sweet lar... and we're much comfortable with each other now... haha... but then, why ur face is so blacken why you're going back?? hmm...

You know what? What I said and wished for came true!!! Oh yeah!! We're really in the same group again!! kekeke... Good good good!! =o Hope things would change even better! hees...

I'm really very happy!! Today is my last day helping mrs lam!! Finally gotta sleep!! but then, I'm starting to miss waking up early and going to pri schs!! Haha...

I spent my lantan's festival at prime, talking talking and talking! keke... And not forgetting seeing the moon!! it's nice!! ^^

Okay, gotta go and bath! good night! =0

I considered this dress for very long then decided to buy it... but, the bust area is still alittle TIGHT lar!! =(


Tell you guys something!!!!

I WON LEEHOM's TICKET to NYP this coming FRIDAY!!!

Kekekeke... =p

But then, I'm working le!!! Mr lam also invited me to his place for bbq!! My god!! Aiya, all 3 events in a day!! Where am I supposed to go?? I can't get off le!! Hmm.....

My back pain is acting up again!! Aww!!!

See!! Is it nice?? Hahaha... I have nothing to do lar...

Was so tired till I nearly dozed off! lol... I read all their magazines there and "steal" some of their recipes... keke...=p

为什么昨天笑嘻嘻,今天就那么冷淡? 我觉得我好坏喔, 为什么要这样对他? 为什么好象要避开他? 可能真的想太多了吧?

I like talking to celine and her hubby, cause I really learn alot from them. Her hubby is what I always said, no qualification but got brain one. He really knows alot, I always told them that I need to go for more lessons when talking to him. haha. He made me think alot and think much clearer now. I really grow up alot... haha... thanks thanks...=p

So happy that today release an hr earlier!! but, sad that, I've to work 2 places again later on! So tired!! I'm going to sleep now! good night! =0

Yippee!!

You know what?? I scored FULL MARKS for my exams just now!! keke... =p

I'm really very happy le... hees... Hope tml's one will be good too!! I'm so worried about tml's one! ROLE PLAY! My god!! =_=

I brought lots and lots of clothings!!! ^^

And lastly... this!! keke... =p



I'm looking for bags now instead! Keke... Feel like buying the bag I saw that time.. Hmm... Itchy hand again... lol...

Okok, better don't talk about sprees ready, I'm too high... haha... Better go and bath and sleep early... having intense headaches for days! When will you go away?? It's terrible you know?? Somemore, I'm having exams!

Ohh, wing and I are from the same sch and we only met till today! My god!! So lucky to be able to see you! haha...=p

Gtg, see ya! Good nights! =)

Went to study with suwen just now...

Wow, this is the first time we stayed out for so long, just to study wor! Haha... we did talked in between lar, but, we did study one okay! keke...=p

Having exams on monday, essay gotta pass up on monday and having role play on tues! omg!!!

Headache headache headache... =_=

I saw him just now too!! keke...=p I came out from the office, talking to some aunties... and... he walked past me! omg! So sudden, also dunno how to react... somemore my mum was there at that time! lol... only took one glance only. haha... Anyway, it's great to see him! hahahaha...

Okok, I gotta go... hope my headache will go away tml (perhaps the medicine is too strong hor?)... still gotta work tml! Good night! =)

It's a long day for me...

I went out with jo (finally gotta see you after months!!)... to 3 places! haha... We went to bbdc first to put money, ohh, finally, we can finally start our theory soon!

Then, we went to bukit batok polyclinic--for x-ray. Thanks for acc me there... We spent most of our time there! And... thankfully, the results was okay! Phew!! The doctor also cannot confirm why it's painful, just say perhaps it's muscles inflammation. Eh, that's totally opposite of what the chinese doctor told me wor!

Anyway, I'm glad that my bones are okay!! Hahaha... Hope the pain will go away soon!! ^^

We went to bugis after that!!! Which is..... I'm thinking whether a good decision... cause we spent a bomb there!! hahaha.. I really really spent alot there le... I transferred $100+ in the afternoon and spent near $100 there!! really broke le lar!! Just gotten my pay you know... and it's like gone soon?!?! My god!!! =_=

I brought 3 tees, 1 off shoulders, 2 wallets (Yippe, finally got my wallet! 1 is for my mum)... eh, I guess that's all!??! Haha... And out of the 4 tops, 3 are blacks!! My god!!

I really buy lots of black clothings recently le!! (My mum is going to kill me! She don't really like me to wear black! haha) Online and bugis sprees is killing me!! Gotta eat more maggi mee, bread and water from now on! haha... Nah, it's okay for me, ppl can't live without food, but, I can't live without clothings! =_=


*Anyway, I did had fun today! Hope to see ya soon ya, wormy! =)

Went to see a doctor just now!

Oh finally!! Dragged till today then went for doctor! (Thanks suwen for acc me there!=)) haha... But then this is for my bad cough and flu lar...

I had alr went twice for my back and now for my cough and flu! My god!! It's costing me a bomb! lol... =_= Hope I will recover soon pls!! It's really terrible!! =( Dunno why my tears kept flowing down! Uncontrollable! =_=

You know what?? He's also sick and went to see a doctor too!! Ohh, such a coincidence!! haha... This is heard from auntie wendy lar, not that we met each other. He's staying so far, unless he comes here! keke...=p

Talk about happy stuff!! I'm going to take my pay soon!!! Keke... Sprees!!! I'm alr buying clothings online! my god!! That's how I release my stress!! Really scary le!! Going broke soon! haha... =p

Lalala, jia you jia you... going to finish 1 essay for tml's submission!! I can do it!! Have confidence, you'll be able to pass pls!! (How to convince myself that my essay is okay?!?)