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Friday, August 31, 2007

♥ It's so bad....

Aiyoo, I thought my back will be slightly better today...

But, NO! Instead, it's worsen! My god!! I can barely walk! Omg!! Lucky I took MC from the doctor, otherwise I really don't know how am I going to work!

There's blue blacks and half of my back is in great pain! I'm still thinking whether I should go back to the doctor tml... I very scared le... Later I pain till I faint how?? Hahaha... Too exaggerating...

Because of my back, cough and flu, I didn't go back to sch for Teacher's Day! This is my first time not going back le! I guess many ppl must be shock ba! Haha... Really miss all the teachers le... Mr Alam, Ms Ho, Ms Zarina, Mdm Lock, etc...

Maybe going back to sch one day to see them! keke...=p

Time is running out for me!! I'm still yet to finish my essay le! The info is so limited! Argh!! Headache headache... I really need a good sleep! Bear till tues, I can relax for a day and study again! Jia you, jia you! =0


*You know what?? Xiao zhu is coming for concert!!! Omg!! I wanna go le!! Still got Ah mei's one!! Ohh! nonono... broke soon! haha... Who wants to go with me?!?!

I AM GRUMPY.
8/31/2007 11:08:00 PM

Thursday, August 30, 2007

♥ My god!

Omg!! I went to see a doctor for my back just now!!

It's really super painful le!! My god!! I nearly cried out!! Acupuncture + "Tui na"! Really very very painful... till I can barely walk after that!! =_=

The doctor said it's quite bad le... she gave me medicine too!!! And asked me to go back on saturday!! Lol... I spent $50 just now!! Not going to spend another $50 on sat?!?!

Really hope my back will recover soon!! Can you imagine I'm even in pain while standing&sitting! =(

Anyway, thanks miko for helping me to work just now!! Really touched that you don't mind! Thanks! =)

Today's sales is quite good wor, much better than ytd! Hmm, that means I will have to wear more black and white wor! keke...=p

Going to do my essay now... I'm really very tired le! Had been sleeping for less than 4hrs for the past 2 weeks! =_= My dark circles is really dark till no matter how much foundation I put, you can still see it! Can fight with panda ready! lol...

*I'm really very bad le!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
8/30/2007 11:30:00 PM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

♥ Why?

Why??

Why is it like this?
Is it really like that?
Should I really believe it...
Should I do it?
Should I...
Is this really so??
Will this really happen?
Will it change?

why why why??

I thought...
Everything seems so...

Everything don't seems right today!!!

I am really very very tired!!

I AM GRUMPY.
8/29/2007 11:15:00 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

♥ Aiyo...

It's a cold raining day today...

Raining almost the whole day! So sian... Don't even feel like going to school, but, no choice lar! haha... Bring umbrella also no use! I still get wet!! And... I nearly slipped!!! Omg!! Scared me le! =_=

You know what?? We normally see bad floodings in other countries right? But, I witnessed it in SINGAPORE!! My god!! Commonwealth to Queenstown area is flooding badly! To the extend that, the water level covers half of the taxis and even schools!!

I pity Queenstown primary school students... they were like struggling to go home, the water levels were at their waist level you know!! My god!! Really pity them!! I wanted to take photos at that time... but... I was in the train and it's quite blur outside... so... haha...

I brought one top from Auntie Evelyn just now! Keke... Going to buy jeans from her soon!! lol... =_=

I was so paiseh just now lor!! Hua ling and her kept teasing me!! Aiyo, don't go and ask or tell him leh, I will be really paiseh le... And don't ask me to wear couple clothings with him lar!! We haven't together say till like that ready!!! lol...

Hope they won't make it till everyone knows!! Otherwise I really don't dare to go work ready! haha... Okok, I gotta go and bath now... Still gotta do research and sleep early later on!! Gotta work tml! I'm sooooo tired ah!! So stress le, till I've strands of WHITE HAIRS! My god!!! Argh!!

I AM GRUMPY.
8/28/2007 11:36:00 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

♥ Smoothly...

I just woke up!! hahahah...

I'm so exhausted!! Work so early in the morning, and, for the first time, I've never stop at all! I should say the queue never stops! There were really many ppl, and, everyone came with baskets of things! My god!

But, overall, not too bad lar... My sales was $5000+ wor! Ah lan don't believe that I can have this amount of sales and kept asking if I did accept other department's money! =_=

I thought he will help me lor! But, NO! Haha... He's busy too lar!! The way he "dian huo" is very cute! haha... He kept appearing infront of me, make me so difficult to concentrate! lol... You know, he smiled at me! I was talking to ah yu while remembering the prices and he was behind me... gave me a shock! lol... 为什么一直傻笑呢?

I'm feeling a little uncomfortable when he talked to the promoter le! lol... so weird...

Auntie evelyn is so funny... why wanna pass me money infront of him?? And I was like talking just beside his ears! lol... I guess he must be thinking why am I so easily satisfied, I was so happy to receive the $10! =_=

I'm still so tired... brain can't function... also dunno wat to write ready... Go and do my essay ba. 腰痛到我睡不着! 要去看医生吗?

I AM GRUMPY.
8/26/2007 11:09:00 PM

Saturday, August 25, 2007

♥ It's soooo sweet! ^^

He's so sweet le...

He ask suwen; "cindy leh cindy leh, do you want to take for her?" hahaha... So cute! But, it's rather weird too lar... why is he suddenly so high and suddenly thought of me?? Hmnm...

He's in high spirit today ba? He's like so happy to see me and even smiled at me! Lol... And at the same time, he's very weird. He wanted to buy drinks when he's going off, and he popped his head TWICE to see whether he can pay his drinks here! haha. So cute! =p

I can say that I'm high till I don't feel any saddness when I'm short of $10!! My gosh!! I've short of money twice in a week!! I guess I'm going to have a saddening pay next month! =_= Stupid uncles wanna cheat my money!! Argh!!!

Anyway, thanks suwen for helping me carry all the 3 big bags all the way home and all the way to gek poh to pass it to me!! I'm really very touched!! Really!! Thanks alot ya! Muacks! =) [he's so cute le, ask you to pass it to me!]

It's soooooo sweet you know!! okok... I know you guys are going to bash me soon! haha...=p

Tell you guys something... I spent quite alot at the carnival today! my god! I even brought HELLO KITTY FRYING PAN! It's very cute le... only for frying eggs lar! Such a pity no dorameon one! Hehehes...
Is this nice?? I know it's casual... anyway, I brought it quite cheap, so .... hahahah...=p


Okok, I gotta go and do my essay... Still gotta work tomorrow at 9am! my god! Will I overslept? Or rather I should say will I get to sleep?? keke... I'm still in "hulala" state! Don't feel tired even having to work 2 jobs in a day! xD

I AM GRUMPY.
8/25/2007 11:43:00 PM

♥ well well well...

My back hurts terribly now! My god!!

It hurts so bad that I'm in great pain even while standing! =_= Sigh!! Don't feel like working later on... but, I've no choice! I've to work all day, morning to afternoon helping mrs lam, and evening need to rush back for work! lol...

I guess I'm adding on to the pain! Haha... I even went out today! Went to wei's event, but, it's like very weird le... hmm...

Anyway, thanks ven for accompany me to the library just now! =) Did managed to borrow some books! keke... I not only borrow my psychology book, I also borrow beauty and cooking books!! wahaha... 72 ways of cooking fried rice! Knew what I'm going to do next?!?! There's even HEART SHAPE FRIED RICE wor!! xD

But, meanwhile... I've to concentrate on my studies lar!! Having exams soon!!! Gotta be more hardworking.. haha... I better go and continue with my essays and sleep early! Got to wake up early later on! See ya! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/25/2007 01:03:00 AM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

♥ 哇!!!!

哇!! 吓死我了!!

Hua ling knows that my back hurts, so asked me to teach Desmond. Well, I'm fine with it. But, I think that I'm even tired wor!! My back hurts alot even while I'm standing!! My god!! I guess he did noticed that I'm really feeling terrible?

I thought he went home ready and was really down and disappointed... till I saw him walking past me! hahaha... scared me le!! Did perk me up a little! =p

为什么每次都傻笑和脸红呢? 由其是你要回的时侯? 好奇怪喔! 他刚刚跑去追bus时好好笑喔! 好可爱喔!=)

Lol... Okok, don't talk about him ready... We continued to desmond, because of him, I'm overshort of $611+ because he key wrong! $69.05 becomes $690.05! Omg! BUT, I'm short of $9 in the end!! =_=

Hua ling asked me to take the money from him, but... aiya, see how first ba! Haha... Actually feeling not too bad, but, suddenly feeling moody again--not because I'm short of money. I've no feel when I knew I'm short of money!! =_=

Okok, I gotta go and do my essays ready!! See ya! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/23/2007 11:11:00 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

♥ Suay or sweet??

Wulala...


I HURT MY BACK!! During the first day helping mrs lam! 天啊!! 真的很痛了!!

I will be really suay when the broom touches my feet! This is the second time alr! First time was by miko, this was by stupid bangala uncle! So stupid le!! Will be suay for 3 days le! =_=

But, I can say that the suayness did made the ending sweet. 因为, 我伤到我的back奂来了温心的寄语喔!

我要谢谢suwen陪我赶回去给他巧克力饼干喔!! 本来早上要给的,但因为没看到他,又赶时间,所以就拖到傍晚。我好紧张喔!可能因为他不是一个人吧?拖了很就我终于鼓起勇气....... sms 他! =_=

Really hate myself! I nearly spoil everything because of 1 sentence! my god! lucky lucky! He touches my hand when he took the choco biscuits! my god! My hands were icy cold at that time! lol... We were so funny, cause the both of us hesistated... don't know what to do after that. haha..

He took the initiative to msg me first and thank me wor! He has nv done that before! So surprised! His messages today was soooooo positive le!

Him: 你好好休息,如果不会好就要去看医生了。

Me: 好的,谢谢!^^ 听说你的腰也很不舒服,你也要好好休息喔!

Him: 知到了,谢谢关心。


Also dunno why he will suddenly talk so much... cause normally he don't say much, just oh and thank you. And, this is what I always told him wor! Hmm, is there any improvement?

We shall see!! ... My backs hurts terribly now and I guess fever is up--perhaps because I was in the rain in the morning!! =_= But, I did had a great day lar... getting to meet up with xue fang too! ^^

Going to do my essay now! Good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/22/2007 11:16:00 PM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

♥ terrible...

Terrible terrible terrible...

Having a terrible heahache!! Going to fall sick soon! =( Feeling so stress up... sigh... essays, exams and role play! My god!! At the same time, I still gotta work. I'm thinking of taking off! lol...

I nearly can't wake up today, so lazy to get out of bed! haha...

But, I didn't regret attending today's lessons! It's interesting, I learnt alot today! And also... I shared something with my teacher... well, did she solved my problem??

Hmm... she questioned me alot... asking me to go home and think... well, it really made me think alot... makes me much clearer now. thanks! =)

You know what??

I know jo is going to say me again if she read this... I brought something for him again!! I brought chocolates!! keke... ^^ Cannot resist lar!! It's japanese chocolates!! who ask my sch to be located at bugis!! haha... Anyway, I didn't give him things for near a month ready! Okok, I know it's nothing... but... don't like that lar... haha...

I still can't forget the scene in the early afternoon! Both of us were quite shocked to see each other, the expressions is really very funny. xD Such a pity that he left 10 mins earlier!! Should have waited for me! kekeke... But, talking about this, he left quite late today wor!! hmm....

Okok, I gotta go and bath!! Still gotta do research and sleep early! Gotta wake up at 7am tml!! Sigh... Forgot that I need to help mrs lam!! My god!! haha... Pray hard that I won't be late! xD (Should I give him the chocolates tml? hmm...)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/21/2007 10:39:00 PM

Monday, August 20, 2007

♥ Tink TInk...

I saw him just now!!!

Hahahahaha... Was so surprised to see him, cause I thought he went back ready... At first I was quite disappointed when I didn't get to see him.

I guess god heard my prayers ba? hahaha... =p

He seems surprised to see me too! I can see the "tink"! haha... And we were like keep getting into each other's way! We were so shy man! lol...

I guess he overheard my conversations with 1 auntie! my god!! But, like that he'll also get to know me better lar! haha...

lalalala... anyway, it's great to be able to see him... did brighten up my day! keke...=p

What about you??....................


*p.s. you know what?? I CUT MY FRINGE MYSELF!!! lol... Not really cut lar, just trim! but, like cutting shorter and shorter!! lol... The results is........ not too bad lar! haha...=p

I AM GRUMPY.
8/20/2007 09:18:00 PM

♥ Cancelled!!

Today's lessons is cancelled!!

Keke... But, don't think I will be free, can relax at home... I have many things to do le! So sian... I slept at 5 plus in the morning just now!! my god!! Still feeling so tired now! haha...

My old injury is acting up again!! Making me feeling so terrible!! Pain pain pain... pls go away!! Come again another day!

Hahahaha... okay, I gotta stop here... going to do my stuff now. See ya! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/20/2007 03:36:00 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

♥ Are you expecting?

You know what??

I had a feeling that he'll go home late today, it's really true! lol...

Alvin told me that he saw him near 8pm when he went gek poh just now! He was not himself, sitting at the railings there and staring into space and looking around, like searching for someone!

He kept looking behind him when he saw him!! And... even asked; "you came alone ah"? Hahahaha... Is he expecting to see me?? lol... Why does he kept looking behind to see??

Even hua ling asked why I'm not there... is that the qns he wanted to ask?? hmm...

Is this a good news?? Haha... Hmm, talking about this... we didn't get to see each other for quite some time ready--although it's only for a few days lar! Cause we normally get to see each other for almost everyday! xD

lalalalalala... we shall see...

Suddenly fall in love with this song.... meaningful lyrics...

歌曲:我知道你很难过
歌手:蔡依林

我知道你很难过
爱一个人
需要缘分
你何苦让自己
越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真去碰触不安的灵魂
每一天只能痴痴的等
爱一个人别太认真
你受伤的眼神令人心痛
没有一个人
非要另一个人
才能过一生
你又何苦逼自己
面对伤痕
我知道你很难过
感情的付出不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过昨天是恋人
今天说分说就分手
别问你的痛
要怎么解脱
多情的人注定伤得比较久
爱若变成了刺
思念也成了痴
也许心碎是爱情最美的样子

I AM GRUMPY.
8/19/2007 11:51:00 PM

♥ Getting better??

Answer to my question ytd...

I did get to see him just now!!!

But, just for awhile!?!?! He went back quite early! Good good, go home and rest, he still haven't fully recover! So poor thing le... lol...

Hmm, he's so funny... kept looking... Regretted, I didn't really look at him, cause I was having terrible headache at that time!! Plus I didn't have my dinner! But... it's better than the other time okay!

I didn't realise he was at counter 2, paying his stuff till he turned around! lol... Then, he blushed and "sha siao"! Even when he was at Auntie Evelyn there, trying his necklace, he was also looking and smiling! Eh... You're a little weird... hahaha... I guess he knew I brought the necklace for him?!?!

I also don't know. Just know that I had a terrible headache... but I did enjoyed myself just now! Haha... I was at counter3 (the curse counter)... I knew I will be there! And, yeah, I overcome the "phobia"! I didn't short of money! keke...=p Celine and I were having fun there, lucky got her there to talk to me. keke...=p

Okok, I gotta go and do research ready... good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/19/2007 12:17:00 AM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

♥ Ohh no!!

Ohhhhh.... my god!!

It's isn't a way to release ur stress, my gal!!

I release my stress by....... SHOPPING ONLINE!!! =_=

I brought this top!! Hmm... thinking about it... isn't this similar to the style of.... lol...


This is very elegant right?? I had been eyeing on this dress for months! keke...=p

Can't stand myself, even belt also want to buy! (I just want to match one dress! =_=)



Other than that, I also brought ....

A love story book!! hahahaha....=p (Support local writers!)



I'm still eyeing for more!! More clothings, accessories and even shoes!!! omg!!

Nononono... gotta save up please!!! Ppl saves, but, I need to "DAO TIE"! =_=

Okok, I gotta go and do my research, still gotta work later on!! Sigh... she changed our schedule again--without telling us!! and instead of working in the morning, I'm working at night! lol...


*p.s. Are you feeling better now?? Will I be able to see you later on?? Hmm...

I AM GRUMPY.
8/18/2007 03:22:00 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

♥ Aiyooooooo...

He's on MC again!!

My god!! It's has been 3 days wor!! Are you really very sick??? Hmm, thinking about it, you are really quite weak wor!! Must drink lots of water and rest well! hope you will get well soon!!

Hope to see you soon! hahaha... =p


My whole right hand is sooooooooo painful!! Sigh... It's old injury lar, and it always act up during my exams period... I guess because I will tend to over use my hand energy during exams period ba?

Somemore I'm working now, even worse! lol... Really hope the pain will go away soon, cause it's really awful!! =(

Okok, I gotta go and bath ready. Good night!

I AM GRUMPY.
8/17/2007 12:37:00 AM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

♥ 你那么... 好想每天...

I went to NUS with xue yi just now!!

My god!!! I really love the school le!! It's sooooooooooooo big!! How I wish my school is also like that!! hahahaha...=p

I saw many ang mohs wor!!! But, such a pity, no one asked for my number! Bleah!! JUST KIDDING ONLY!! xD

We did reseached till we were so HUNGRY!! My gosh!! =_=

Tada!! These are our food!!

Eh... looks a little weird right?? =_=


Anyway, I did had fun there!! I guess we need to go library again, cause we only managed to searched info for our psychotherapy role play! lol... =_=

Guess who I saw just now?!? I saw Xiu Li! My gosh!! I didn't get to see her for real long ready!! haha... Did chatted for some time before rushing off! keke... Hope to see ya soon wor!! =p

I suddenly fall in love with this song again!!!

只想愛你

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的
声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我
对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我
问我终于了解
来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想
爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不
问也不会放弃
你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
只想
爱你好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管
你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry我还是不会放弃
还是不会放弃爱你


Meaningful lyrics right? keke... =p

Okok, I gotta go... so tired... only managed to catch an hr plus of sleep just now! =_=

I AM GRUMPY.
8/15/2007 11:41:00 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

♥ My god!!

Oh my goodness!!

I really live up to the name of "Shopping Queen"!

Why is my school located near bugis village?? I kept forbidding myself from going there, cause I know I will surely spend a bomb there!

Indeed!! I brought .........

1 necklace,
1 vest,
1 shorts,
2 tops and ................
a bag!!



My gosh!! It's unbelieveable!! I wanted to buy more!! But, not forgetting I need to buy textbooks too!! Hahahaha...

Shopping is fun, but, going home is terrible... cause I have to carry lots of things and my stupid textbooks too!! My bones nearly break when I reached gek poh... >> Nah, I'm strong, my bones don't break so easily! Bleah! xD

Oh no!! I forgot something!!! I brought stuffs online too!! Argh!! Kill me please!! I brought 2 tops and 2 books online!! =_=

Gotta save up please!! It seems that I had lower my expectations and standards, don't you think so? hmm... Live up to your expectations please!!


*p.s. Yeah!! I finally gotta see my favourite kid!!! I'm soooooooooooo happy!! keke... ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
8/14/2007 11:52:00 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

♥ Do you know??

Do you know that...


Guys do have PMS too!!!

Hahahahaha... But, it's not called pms lar, there's another name for it. We, women always think that it's terrible to have it once a month, but now, guys also have it, unknownly, and theirs is... a little worse than us!


They have it ONCE A WEEK or even DAILY!!

My god!!! So poor thing... and, some already don't really know how to handle their emotions, with this, it's really..........

So, you guys know how we feel when we're having pms?? keke...=p


Hmm, thinking about it, I think he's having pms today!! Hahaha... He's so............ =p

I AM GRUMPY.
8/13/2007 11:28:00 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

♥ Pretty True....

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.
A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.
You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are.

You get along well with: The Ring Finger

Stay away from: The Thumb
What Finger Are You?


You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!
How Happy Are You, Really?



Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP
What's Your Love Type?

I AM GRUMPY.
8/12/2007 11:47:00 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

♥ So pissed off!

I'm sooooooooo pissed off le~!

Actually I'm working at 9am! But.... in the end, she told me that I'm working at 5pm instead... and need to work overtime! Diao!! So sian lor!!! I don't mind if she called earlier... but, she called when I'm outside! my god!!

So angry le... sigh... why always like that one?? Why does she inform 1 and not alvin and I?? So weird...

Oh... watever!!!

Anyway, I did enjoyed myself outside!! Had fun with customers and kids... and like that also can have $3000++ also not bad lar. hahaha...=p


Hmm, I'm so bad le...

I kept preventing myself from seeing him and don't let him see me too! My gosh! But, the more I try to prevent, the more we'll meet! Lol...


We nearly bumped into each other when we came out from the toilet!! Omg!! Scared me le! haha... We will always have the "tink tink" eye contact when we were going to bump into each other. lol...

I guessed he saw my injuries ba?? Especially on my wrist one!! But, he has no reactions lar... he always see see and do nothing!!

We bumped into each other again when he's going off... he's so funny lor, bumped into each other twice when he's going home and we were like........ eh... hahhahahaa.....

lalalalala... I'm touched that customers asked what happened to my wrist and even helped me to lift up heavy things!! Oh... I'm so touched~!! Thanks... =)


Although I'm rather pissed off, but, my day isn't that bad... didn't short of money and didn't meet difficult ppl! Phew...

Okok, I gotta stop here, going to sleep... good night!=)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/11/2007 11:54:00 PM

♥ 我不想忘記你



郭靜-我不想忘記你... I love this song! And the lyrics!!

我在向前走 却像在退后
我在用想念 狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起
一个人不懂 什么是拥有
俩个人不懂 怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会追梦
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以 我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你 这个决定
虽然艰辛 我不说 对不起




Aiyo, why why why??

Sigh....

So vexed... so moody...


Counter 3 is really a curse for me... I always short of money when I'm there, even TODAY!! Unless he's there! Hmm... why? Why I won't short of money when he's there?? hmm...


Okok, I gotta go... gotta work at 9am later on!! So........

I AM GRUMPY.
8/11/2007 12:53:00 AM

Thursday, August 09, 2007

♥ Happy National Day!! ^^

I didn't know I can rot at gek poh for the ENTIRE DAY!! =_=

Hahahaha... Actually going Bugis to shop!! But then, I forgot it's national day eve... there were really many ppl le! It's so sian to squeeze with ppl... so... dropped the idea! =(

I wanna get the tops and shorts and watever le!! When can I get them?!?! Actually thought can get them today, but then, I forgot I'm working early today!! Lol... lucky I went to check the schedule!

I wanna see fireworks le! I guess he did heard me repeating it just now... hahaha... I love watching fireworks~ It'll be best&romantic if it's with............. hahahaha...

He's soooooooooo cute today!! So shyy!! I did what he did to me! Hahaha... I was helping out in the early afternoon and he was standing infront of me and kept looking @ me!! Omg!! It's so uncomfortable lor!! I did that too and his face was soooooo red! hahaha... =p

You know what?? Gek poh finally has 24 hrs food court wor!! yeah! It's great! But then, the food... well... haven't really tried all lar... I tried the papaya milk shake and I vomitted and went to the toilet! opps... xD


Okay, I gotta stop here... gotta bath now! haha... Good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/09/2007 12:05:00 AM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

♥ Thinking...

Had been thinking alot...


Plus, after today's reading...

Did 3 readings in total, and... all turns out to be the same. Well... Is this really what you want?? do you think it's worth it?? Hmm... I had been questioning myself for the past few months...


I won't regret!

I really really hope so...


Lalalala... You know what?? I'm so addicted to buying clothings now!! My god!!! I finally brought the shorts that I had been eyeing for months!!

And I may be going to bugis again tml for sprees!!! Kekeke... I wanna buy the tops and shorts and watever I saw on monday!! Oh my god!! Hope I won't spend a bomb!! keke...=p

Oh ya, I also went for a foot massage just now!! It's shocking right?? It's quite painful and very itchy!! was laughing and screaming all away till my tears flow down!! Ooooooo... I don't wanna go again!! Hahaha...


Tell you guys a good news!!

My idol-Leehom's album is finally OUT!! Yippee!! ^^



王力宏-落葉歸根... It's sooooooo NICE!! :D And, he's still handsome as ever! ^^



Okok, I gotta go and bath now! Good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/07/2007 11:04:00 PM

Monday, August 06, 2007

♥ My god!!

I can't believe....

That I can even buy something... in less than an hour time!!! Omg!!

But, thinking about it, it's nothing shocking cause my main intention, other than helping him buy string, is to buy tops! hahahaha...xD

So sad le, the top I like is sold out! I did find the identical one, but, it cost 2 and a half more!! My god!!

I brought this instead!!

Front: Not too bad lar, I brought it for only $9, what you expect?? =p

Back: Recipe of ice-cream?? Hmm... can try can try... keke...=p



Other than that, I also brought clothings online... did restrict myself to buy more... =_=

Tada!! This is the one!! I had been eyeing on this for months!! Since it's having sales, so.......... hahahaha.... =p




Hmm, I'm eyeing on more!! Yummy yummy... ppl can't live without food, but, I can't live without clothings!! Wahahahaha...

I pity my bf or husband next time... my mum always says that too... "I pity him, he must be very rich to support you ah!" haha...

I had been buying lots and lots of tees recently wor!! hmm... it's good lar, wear to sch is the best!! And when going out with my parents! keke...=p

Okok, better stop talking about clothings, I'm drooling!! : D


Ohh, I gotta thanks my good sister, suwen for accompany me just now!! See ya soon! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/06/2007 11:56:00 PM

Sunday, August 05, 2007

♥ It's so.....

Ouch!

I had quite a deep cut on my finger!!

Stupid me... It's really very painful, and the blood kept oozing out like nobody's business! Sooooooooo......


I'm SOooooooooo FULL!!!

Went for tim sum buffet with my family in the afternoon!! My god!!

Omg!! Isn't that adorable?!?!

My god!!! The bao is really very big le!! lol....




I ate till I was sooooooo full!! Thinking about it... I was soooooo full recently, it's like I nv eat for months then suddenly eat till very full... that's the feeling! Although sometimes I only eat 1 meal, but, it's like I've eaten tons of food! =_=

Should have asked him to join me just now! wahahahaha... He love eating, and is a glutton! opps... keke... =p

Aiyoooooo, why everything also think of him, he should think of me instead!! wahahahaha... cannot pamper him too much!! xD

Think of that, I still need to specially go bugis village help him buy string tml!! I know I got class, but, bu shun lu okay! haha... Ok lar, who ask me wanna like him, and since he open his mouth ready, what can I do?

Plus I've dragged for a week ready! I very busy you know, must understand... haha... Everyday so packed, only sun for me to rest! Sometimes sun also cannot rest! :( Can you imagine how busy I am?? Hahaha...


Guess who I saw just now? I saw Eunice Onslen with her mum! She's really gorgeous!! Haha...=p

My god!! I've slept for 3 hrs just now, till I'm so energetic now!! I can't get to sleep!! Hmm... what am I going to do??.........

I AM GRUMPY.
8/05/2007 11:54:00 PM

♥ lalalala... so cute! =D

I had a new experience just now!!

Selling all those weird weird stuffs! Hahaha... It's so scary!! I don't know where to get help, only can depend on myself! lol...

I can say that I'm lucky ba? Cause most of the time, customers got help me. keke...=p It's not easy working outside okay!! It's so bloody hot and bored outside!! xD


He kept walking here and there... so.................

He's, like me... love children alot!! I suddenly see myself in him when he ran towards Gao Ying's son! Omg! Haha... Her son don't let ppl to carry him so easily... He don't let me carry him at first, but, .......... I finally got to carry him!! At last! hahahaha... Not easy you know... need to play with him and win him over! lol... Like wooing ppl like that! =_=

I lured him out from inside to outside... partly because he's there lar! Opps... and alvin and suwen was there too! haha... He was smiling at that time... He also came over to play with him and finally got to carry him! hahahaha... Her son is really cute! Also imitating me!! SOoooooo cute!!

But......... I still love my favourite kid!!!! kekeke...=p Where are you!!!!! I miss you alot you know!!! hahahaha...

Hmm... I heard alvin told me he brought Vitasoy just now and was so curious, asking is this drink really so nice, why everyone is drinking it... hahahaha... He hesitated and didn't say who the person is when alvin asked him... hmm...

Other than mineral water, that's the only drink I always drink! He always sees me drinking that, like it's really so nice... haha... Hmm....


Hahahaha... okok, let me tell you guys a good news!!! I've gotten my PAY!! Hohoho!! My sprees addiction is acting up!! Gotta control!!

I'm so tired, gotta go and sleep now, good night! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/05/2007 01:37:00 AM

Friday, August 03, 2007

♥ 說你愛我



S.H.E 說你愛我

HEBE第一次自己填詞創作~

NICE!! :D

I AM GRUMPY.
8/03/2007 12:17:00 AM

Thursday, August 02, 2007

♥ Not again??

I'm so exhausted~!!

Just came back from work!! Don't have the mood to work today, cause I wasn't feeling very well!! Had a terrible headache, and slight fever! Sigh...

But, I'm strong enough lar, otherwise I will faint during work.. lol.. =_=


You know what??

He's sick again!! My god!! So poor thing le!! He went back halfway... that's why I didn't get to see him!! His back hurts wor... they must also help him mah, cannot let him always be the one doing all those chores!! So....

I did msg him... his reply isn't like last time, just thank you, very formal tone... Hmm... is this good?? Hmm...

Hope he will get well soon!!!


Hahahahaha... It's so weird... Why is there so many ppl adding me on friendster today?? Hmm... Somemore all are guys!?!? Do I know you guys? Haha... =p

I'm going to bath now!! Perhaps pop some panadol later on! keke... See ya! =)

I AM GRUMPY.
8/02/2007 10:45:00 PM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

♥ Lots of ..........

Ytd was so sweet...


But... today??

Not really that bad lar... just thinking alot... perhaps after alvin's reading?? What I feel is how he feels?? hmm... If I'm thinking positive?? lol... I also dunno... Shall see ba??

I did msg him to ask about the food... "He said it's very nice, thank you... and asked me not to give him so often as he's very bu hao yi si to always accept it." He's like keep thanking me... lol... Anyway, I like the tone... cause it's very warm... haha... :D

He kept looking... like increasing... and... even when I board the bus... he turned to look!! My god!!


You know what?? I finally got to shop @ town area!

Jing, suwen and I went to Far east plaza then to cathay cineleisure then to Plaza Singapura!!! Wahaha... We had lots of fun and took lots of photos... (Will post them after I've upload them. :D)

I saw Koji just now!! This is the first time I wrote his name out ba?!? Haha... Did he heard what I said?? My god!!

He saw me going up the escalator and he walked quite fast to catch up with me and stood beside me!! So closed lor!! I dared not turned while talking, cause it's like going to kiss if both turned at the same time!! =_=

Anyway, he's sweet lar... but, very paiseh le... haha...=p


I have more feel for??


Lalalala.... Better don't think so much... we shall see! haha...

I really had a great day today!! Lots of fun with jing and wen... Hope you guys did enjoyed too! keke...=p Our next outing will be after payday ya!! It's coming!! HOHOHO!!! SHOPPING AGAIN!!! LOTS OF SPREES AWAITING FOR ME!! ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
8/01/2007 11:50:00 PM


♥ theGrumpyToast ;



      theGrumpyToast is very grumpy. Beware, this toast bites.

      *Cindy Toh
      *Raffles School of Psychology
      * 4th April

      - Save $$$ for overseas studies
      - A sunflower
      - Lots of Melody
      - Pink Bluetooth
      - Smaller laptop
      - PSP
      - Cruise
      - Malaysia trip
      - Taiwan trip
      - Pink Canon camera
      - Polaroid Instant Camera
      - LV bag
      - Chanel bag
      - Coach
      - Gucci wallet
      - Own a car
      - Extra confession of a working girl
      - Confession of a shopaholic
      - Behind closed doors
      - Silent Sisters
      - House model
      - Mini Hi-fi
      - A new bed set!
      - Kick boxing lesson
      - Yoga lesson
      - Sign language class
      - Cello lesson
      - fashion designing
      - be a psychologist
      - pre-school teacher
      - Air stewardess
      - Cookies shop
      - A clothings shop!


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