Tuesday, July 31, 2007
♥ Freaking scary yet SWEET!! ^^
My god!
I can't believe that I will wake up so early!!
Hahaha.... I woke up at 7.15am in the morning(partly because of the stupid nightmare! Dreamt of a mad uncle chasing me, trying to kill me!And lots of 4D numbers!=_=)
Went out to get stuffs to make something for HIM!!! =_=
He was there in the morning... at the bread section... and he did look over wor... so cute! lol...
He was there in the morning... at the bread section... and he did look over wor... so cute! lol...
See... the smiley fries and the chicken chunks look healthy?
Lucky the kitchen isn't that messy! It's my first time doing all these stuff you know!!
My gosh! The oil looks scary!! Indeed!! I got lots of "kisses" from it!! :(BUT!!
I shouldn't be so sad over it...
CAUSE...
I shouldn't be so sad over it...
CAUSE...
The outcome is not bad wor!! This's for him!! keke.. :D Sweet right? how I wish it's from him! 
And... these were the "leftovers"... My god!! There were many leftovers right?? No choice... have to eat them... I only ate 1 bread and some snacks! lol... I also gave to my neighbour and also my bros did ate them... Phew!
I was so nervous just now!! Cause he was at the cashier there!! Plus there were quite many ppl at time! I was really FREAKING SCARED le! haha...
But, I did walked over and pass to him lar... cause I was running out of time!! I need to rush to sch! haha...
I guess he had a shock ba? We were so funny, the customer kept looking at us and dunno wanna laugh or not. haha.. He did helped me wor, cause I cannot find a place to squeeze the lunch box in, so he help me to find a place to put... He put at his plastics bags there@! lol...
His face was red again!! He was smiling... so sweetly!! haha... And also because he's awkward lar... haha... Wonder how he feels... hmm... weird person... haha...
My god!! I forgot to call mrs lam!! I've totally forgetten about the children's day thingy!! My schedule is so packed le! But, I've promised her!! hmm, the most I help her ready then rush to sch and work! Woah!! Won't I become wonder woman? lol... =_=
Okok, I'm so tired today!! better rest early as I need to wake up early for "outings"! keke... =p
Good night!
7/31/2007 11:46:00 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
♥ Pangs ....
Argh!!
I got diarrhoea again!! Omg!!
My stomach hurts alot!! kept visiting the toilet even after eating medicines!! Pray hard I will feel better by tomorrow.... as I still got lessons....
And...
I got important mission to do!! Wahahahaha....=p
Shall keep it as a secret first...
till tomorrow... keke.... I'm so nervous le... lol...
You know what?? I saw him just now!!! wohoo!! lol... I thought he went home ready, scared me le... Wanna take another glance, but, such a nice timing, my stomach "calls for help"... and my mum need to go and fetch my daddy ready! lol... =_=
Okok, I gotta go and bath!!
I got diarrhoea again!! Omg!!
My stomach hurts alot!! kept visiting the toilet even after eating medicines!! Pray hard I will feel better by tomorrow.... as I still got lessons....
And...
I got important mission to do!! Wahahahaha....=p
Shall keep it as a secret first...
till tomorrow... keke.... I'm so nervous le... lol...
You know what?? I saw him just now!!! wohoo!! lol... I thought he went home ready, scared me le... Wanna take another glance, but, such a nice timing, my stomach "calls for help"... and my mum need to go and fetch my daddy ready! lol... =_=
Okok, I gotta go and bath!!
7/30/2007 10:15:00 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
♥ All in a day...
There's an accident just now le!!
My god!! It's really very scary le!! The gal was facing down and can't move at all! I guess her injuries isn't that serious ba?? Perhaps some factures?? =_=
The driver had a shock too! Till......... he cried!! Omg!! We had a cold sweat watching too!
Of course we did take down the car plate number for 4D! Hahahaha... Auntie evelyn asked me to go and see!! I really admire my courage! haha... Hope the gal is ok ba!! And the driver won't have any post-traumatic stress! lol....
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You know what?? He really return the money to me face to face!! Omg!!
The first thing he sees me is to return me money! lol... =_= Somemore is while I was walking with my mum! He was outside moving stocks... He called me wor!! scared me le... haha...
Lucky I did brought change... cause he really gave me notes! He asked me to keep the change! lol... You think I will?? We were like keep pushing the money... Haha... anyway, he's really cute lar!! =p
After that, we only have vision contacts, and nothing else... perhaps paiseh ba?!?! But, I'm really glad that he did pass to me face to face... ^^
You know... He saw me carrying and playing with my favourite kid! My god!! He was smiling/laughing at that moment!! A little paiseh... haha...
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Okok, enough of him... We've finally meet up with our "lao pa"! haha... he's still as cute as ever... still so humourous... haha... Although it's a short meeting, hope we'll meet up often ya! =)
Got to go and bath... see ya!! =)
My god!! It's really very scary le!! The gal was facing down and can't move at all! I guess her injuries isn't that serious ba?? Perhaps some factures?? =_=
The driver had a shock too! Till......... he cried!! Omg!! We had a cold sweat watching too!
Of course we did take down the car plate number for 4D! Hahahaha... Auntie evelyn asked me to go and see!! I really admire my courage! haha... Hope the gal is ok ba!! And the driver won't have any post-traumatic stress! lol....
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You know what?? He really return the money to me face to face!! Omg!!
The first thing he sees me is to return me money! lol... =_= Somemore is while I was walking with my mum! He was outside moving stocks... He called me wor!! scared me le... haha...
Lucky I did brought change... cause he really gave me notes! He asked me to keep the change! lol... You think I will?? We were like keep pushing the money... Haha... anyway, he's really cute lar!! =p
After that, we only have vision contacts, and nothing else... perhaps paiseh ba?!?! But, I'm really glad that he did pass to me face to face... ^^
You know... He saw me carrying and playing with my favourite kid! My god!! He was smiling/laughing at that moment!! A little paiseh... haha...
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Okok, enough of him... We've finally meet up with our "lao pa"! haha... he's still as cute as ever... still so humourous... haha... Although it's a short meeting, hope we'll meet up often ya! =)
Got to go and bath... see ya!! =)
7/28/2007 10:30:00 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
♥ Sweet or Swat?
Sigh...
I'm rather suay today!!
Cause... I'm short of ...... $17.75!!
What's happening!!!!!! lol... Miko also short of money... but, only 3 plus lar!! didn't know I'm short of so much le! =(
Ask my mum to buy 4D! haha...
I was rather nervous just now, having to pass him the gel! Omg! Somemore infront of auntie wendy! But, I act normal lar, dun make it so obvious... haha... Just now I was so paiseh, cause I had a new hair cut, and he finally got to see me face to face. haha... So...
And... I'm glad that 1 of the strings is the 1 he wants! Phew! keke...=p Auntie evelyn told me he will ask me for the price... and he really did! Not face to face, but....... SMS! Hah... hmm..........................
Lalalalalalalalala... We shall see on sat ba... he's going to return me face to face? A little paiseh le... lol...
Gtg... see ya!
I'm rather suay today!!
Cause... I'm short of ...... $17.75!!
What's happening!!!!!! lol... Miko also short of money... but, only 3 plus lar!! didn't know I'm short of so much le! =(
Ask my mum to buy 4D! haha...
I was rather nervous just now, having to pass him the gel! Omg! Somemore infront of auntie wendy! But, I act normal lar, dun make it so obvious... haha... Just now I was so paiseh, cause I had a new hair cut, and he finally got to see me face to face. haha... So...
And... I'm glad that 1 of the strings is the 1 he wants! Phew! keke...=p Auntie evelyn told me he will ask me for the price... and he really did! Not face to face, but....... SMS! Hah... hmm..........................
Lalalalalalalalala... We shall see on sat ba... he's going to return me face to face? A little paiseh le... lol...
Gtg... see ya!
7/26/2007 11:13:00 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
♥ Wulala... ^^
Wohoo!! Finally got to shop!!
Suwen and I... while waiting for the bus...
In the train...
We can't decide where to go you see... haha...
Hahaha... we really nothing to do!!
Final decision: To BUGIS!!
Is this necklace nice?? it's very blink right?? =p
Nice...
And nice....
Opps... this is not nice! Made me look so fat! haha..
I like this!! Haha... =p
These are also very nice right?? Esp the tinkle bell!! ^^
Other than clothings... I also saw shoes!! Is these 2 shoes nice?? I brought the brown one!! keke...=p
I had a feeling that I won't be able to see him, and it's really true! lol... I brought something for him... but... haha... I called him you know!! Omg!! So nervous!! His voice is still so gentle, but, can sense that he's very tired too... having to wake up so early everyday! So poor thing! haha...
Okok, I gotta go... see ya!! =)
Suwen and I... while waiting for the bus...
In the train...
We can't decide where to go you see... haha...
Hahaha... we really nothing to do!!Final decision: To BUGIS!!
Is this necklace nice?? it's very blink right?? =p
Nice...
And nice....
Opps... this is not nice! Made me look so fat! haha..
I like this!! Haha... =p
These are also very nice right?? Esp the tinkle bell!! ^^
Other than clothings... I also saw shoes!! Is these 2 shoes nice?? I brought the brown one!! keke...=pArgh!! I'm really broke!! I spent $80+!!! My god!!
But, I did had a great time!!
But, I did had a great time!!
I had a feeling that I won't be able to see him, and it's really true! lol... I brought something for him... but... haha... I called him you know!! Omg!! So nervous!! His voice is still so gentle, but, can sense that he's very tired too... having to wake up so early everyday! So poor thing! haha...
Okok, I gotta go... see ya!! =)
7/25/2007 10:52:00 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
♥ 如果你也聽說
如果你也聽說
作詞:李焯雄 作曲:周杰倫
突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我 你会想到什么
I also don't know why... I love this song alot!! I fall in love with this song when I first hear this song!! hahaha...=p
It depicts how I feel... What I want to say...
There's many things I would like to say... but....
It seems that there's nothing I can do ....
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Oh, you know what?? I pray to god that I hope to see him... I really got to see him you know!! He's waiting for the bus at the bus stop!! My god!! Hahaha... I didn't know it's him!! I kept looking at him and he's also looking at me lar!! I guess he's feeling I'm so weird, why kept looking at him ba...
But, I really can't see clearly from far! haha... Anyway, I'm really happy to be able to see him... glad that god heard my prayers! Thanks! =)
I don't know why you did that... I don't know why you kept looking... I don't know what your actions means... Sometimes I hope I can read your mind, can know what you're thinking, can you tell me what to do? but...
Okok, don't think too much...
I saw my favourite kid just now!! Did perk me up!! Keke... I carried him all the way from bubble tea there to prime!! Nearly want my life! haha... Ppl can see that I don't really know how to carry la!! haha... But, he's really cute!! My favourite kid!! keke.. ^^
I'm so excited now---although I'm so exhausted!! Cause I'm going shopping tml!! Wohoo!! Finally!! keke... There's many things I would like to buy... but... no money la!! Need to wait for pay day!! Soon soon!! keke... =p
Going to bath and zzzzzz soon!! Good night!! =)
7/24/2007 11:11:00 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
♥ zzZZzzZzzz
I'm so tired!!
Didn't feel this tiredness for quite some time ready ba... Really need a good sleep! hahaha... I nearly dozed off in the train while standing!!! Omg!! can you imagine how tired I am?!?!
Still need to wake up early for lessons tml... pray hard I can wake up early!! Haha... My schedule is so packed le... I'm still thinking of which days I'm free to take up sign languages course and my volunteer works!! Sigh!!
Better don't think so much now...
I'm going to sleep now!!
Good night!! =)
Didn't feel this tiredness for quite some time ready ba... Really need a good sleep! hahaha... I nearly dozed off in the train while standing!!! Omg!! can you imagine how tired I am?!?!
Still need to wake up early for lessons tml... pray hard I can wake up early!! Haha... My schedule is so packed le... I'm still thinking of which days I'm free to take up sign languages course and my volunteer works!! Sigh!!
Better don't think so much now...
I'm going to sleep now!!
Good night!! =)
7/23/2007 11:43:00 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
♥ A new change!
I JUST CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!
HAHAHA.... Finally got to cut my hair!!!
But then...
Suwen and I...
I like this photo alot!! It's very nice right? Keke... =p
Before I cut my hair...
After...
Is it very weird?? My god! My dark circles and yan dai is also very shen... I need lots of sleep ah!! haha...
I kept looking at myself infront of the mirror and getting used to my new style... maybe not getting used to it ba... haha... hope it's not too bad ba... haha...
I saw CHU XUAN! Wow!! Such a coincidence!!! Didn't get to see you for so long ready, really miss you alot wor!! Hope to see ya soon ya!! Take care!! keke...=p
I watched "Invisible Target" just now with my family!! Wohoo!! Nicholas Tse!! It's nice! Quite touching... wanna cry le... but, kept controlling!! hahaha...
I have lots of question marks in my mind now!!!!
What am I going to do??
Sigh... better don't think so much ba...
Hahahahaha... going to watch tv now... good night!! =)
HAHAHA.... Finally got to cut my hair!!!
But then...
Suwen and I...
I like this photo alot!! It's very nice right? Keke... =p
Before I cut my hair...
After...
Is it very weird?? My god! My dark circles and yan dai is also very shen... I need lots of sleep ah!! haha... I kept looking at myself infront of the mirror and getting used to my new style... maybe not getting used to it ba... haha... hope it's not too bad ba... haha...
I saw CHU XUAN! Wow!! Such a coincidence!!! Didn't get to see you for so long ready, really miss you alot wor!! Hope to see ya soon ya!! Take care!! keke...=p
I watched "Invisible Target" just now with my family!! Wohoo!! Nicholas Tse!! It's nice! Quite touching... wanna cry le... but, kept controlling!! hahaha...
I have lots of question marks in my mind now!!!!
What am I going to do??
Sigh... better don't think so much ba...
Hahahahaha... going to watch tv now... good night!! =)
7/22/2007 10:50:00 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
♥ It's not that bad anyway...
I worked for a total of 10 hours wor!!
wow, this is the first time I work for so long! Haha... It's really tiring lar, fingers and legs numb ready... But then, it's not too bad wor... keke...
CAUSE>>>>>>>>>>>>
No short of money, instead, I got more! Lol... And sales is quite good wor, near $7000! And...
You know what??
He helped me packed wor!!! kekeke... =p
I also dunno why he will come and help me la... I guess it's because I showed that kind of uncomfortable and exhausting face?? Then he come and help?? Haha... In order not to make it so obvious, he also help zi xiang. haha... so cute right?? He walked towards me soundless! Lol... I thought he's coming to take something! Scared me lor!!
Hahahaha... But then, overall, not too bad lar!! Haha...
Did had improvement! My dreams finally come true!! Him to help me pack! haha...
Lucky I'm at counter 3! Haha... Other than that, he also helped me for the price thingy...
He's so funny le... I asked him for the price, then he's like taking the chance to talk more or what, we talked quite alot... then he even help me to explain to the customer about the price thingy...
IN ENGLISH!!!!! Hahaha... So cute!!
Thanks anyway~!
I'm so bad in the beginning. He wanted to come and ask me for price check, but, I kept looking away or busy with customers!! Wahahaha... Very bad right?? But, in the end, he still got ask lar, for the third time!! Haha...
He's had a new haircut wor!! Nearly can't recognise him?!? Only that hair is shorter and flater ba... hahaha... But, I still like it lar!! Hahahaha... =p
Is this a new beginning??
Well... We shall see!! Pray hard ba... haha... Hope things will go smoothly and turns better as time goes by. =)
Lalala... I wanna cut my hair le!!! Going to cut tml!!! Wohoo!! Finally!! Keke..=p Wonder how will I look like?? Hope it will turn out to be nice!!! ^^
wow, this is the first time I work for so long! Haha... It's really tiring lar, fingers and legs numb ready... But then, it's not too bad wor... keke...
CAUSE>>>>>>>>>>>>
No short of money, instead, I got more! Lol... And sales is quite good wor, near $7000! And...
You know what??
He helped me packed wor!!! kekeke... =p
I also dunno why he will come and help me la... I guess it's because I showed that kind of uncomfortable and exhausting face?? Then he come and help?? Haha... In order not to make it so obvious, he also help zi xiang. haha... so cute right?? He walked towards me soundless! Lol... I thought he's coming to take something! Scared me lor!!
Hahahaha... But then, overall, not too bad lar!! Haha...
Did had improvement! My dreams finally come true!! Him to help me pack! haha...
Lucky I'm at counter 3! Haha... Other than that, he also helped me for the price thingy...
He's so funny le... I asked him for the price, then he's like taking the chance to talk more or what, we talked quite alot... then he even help me to explain to the customer about the price thingy...
IN ENGLISH!!!!! Hahaha... So cute!!
Thanks anyway~!
I'm so bad in the beginning. He wanted to come and ask me for price check, but, I kept looking away or busy with customers!! Wahahaha... Very bad right?? But, in the end, he still got ask lar, for the third time!! Haha...
He's had a new haircut wor!! Nearly can't recognise him?!? Only that hair is shorter and flater ba... hahaha... But, I still like it lar!! Hahahaha... =p
Is this a new beginning??
Well... We shall see!! Pray hard ba... haha... Hope things will go smoothly and turns better as time goes by. =)
Lalala... I wanna cut my hair le!!! Going to cut tml!!! Wohoo!! Finally!! Keke..=p Wonder how will I look like?? Hope it will turn out to be nice!!! ^^
7/21/2007 11:30:00 PM
♥ Is that really so??
Is there a rule to say…
The rich have to be with the rich?
Beauties to be with Hunks?
Clever ones must be together?
Must match to be considered compatible?
Why are ppl thinking in that way?
What century is it now?
I don’t care much about that now… I only care about NOW!
Cause you are not able to predict what will happen tomorrow… so why bother so much? Why must they think that way? Will I be happy if I listen to them? Why don't they understand??
Restrictions??
I also don’t know... I think it’s really tiring if we have to do so… feeling so tired... so restricted in some ways... sigh... I also don’t mean you can anyhow choose to fall in love with the person la…
That’s how I think… probably lower own standards and look at the presents carefully and cherish them ba…
Never wait till things to happen then learn to cherish…
Never have regrets in life… Isn’t that what ppl always say??
Hahaha…Just pouring out my troubles...
The rich have to be with the rich?
Beauties to be with Hunks?
Clever ones must be together?
Must match to be considered compatible?
Why are ppl thinking in that way?
What century is it now?
I don’t care much about that now… I only care about NOW!
Cause you are not able to predict what will happen tomorrow… so why bother so much? Why must they think that way? Will I be happy if I listen to them? Why don't they understand??
Restrictions??
I also don’t know... I think it’s really tiring if we have to do so… feeling so tired... so restricted in some ways... sigh... I also don’t mean you can anyhow choose to fall in love with the person la…
That’s how I think… probably lower own standards and look at the presents carefully and cherish them ba…
Never wait till things to happen then learn to cherish…
Never have regrets in life… Isn’t that what ppl always say??
Hahaha…Just pouring out my troubles...
7/21/2007 01:06:00 AM
♥ So pissed off!!
I'm so angry le!!!
Argh!!!!!
Why her planning is so........ I've repeated myself for weeks and even told you personally, why you still didn't change my schedule!! It's so irrating you know~!!!
You can anyhow change my schedule as you like and nv inform us... what the... I'm working early in the morning later on... and need to work extra hours! lol...
Whatever!!!
So pissed off!! Don't even feel like going to work later on!! Sigh...
Argh!!!!!
Why her planning is so........ I've repeated myself for weeks and even told you personally, why you still didn't change my schedule!! It's so irrating you know~!!!
You can anyhow change my schedule as you like and nv inform us... what the... I'm working early in the morning later on... and need to work extra hours! lol...
Whatever!!!
So pissed off!! Don't even feel like going to work later on!! Sigh...
7/21/2007 12:11:00 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
♥ goods and bads...
I'm sooooooo tired!!
Just came back from work!! Actually work is till 10pm... but, cause Jenny isn't feeling very well, so I helped her work till 11pm! Haha... I'm good right? lol...
Outside was really hot and boring! haha... Cause not many customers... But then, it's not too bad la, not many customers also can get near $2000! haha...
I was so pissed off with one uncle lo!! He's so....... @*(%&@*(#^*(!@#^($%
Not a gentleman! haha...
He brought 20kg of rice.. he nv queue up... and kept chasing me to be fast... and the best thing is ... his attitude sucks! xD He asked me to carry the rice to scan!! And then put it in the plastics bags lor!!
And after that, he used his hands to signal to ask his maid to carry them all back~!!!! omg!! I really pity the maid!
He was there at that time... moving stocks... He saw me struggling to carry the rice... but, he didn't do anything! Perhaps it's quite squeezy and messy at that time ba?!?
I was quite nervous when he was infront of me, moving and putting the stocks... and asking the price of the water... dunno why... What are you thinking?
I heard alot...
I understand...
I will always think the positive side...
Think of reasons to side you...
Even if you're in the wrong...
But then...
Did you think that way too?
Did you help me when ppl misunderstood me?
Should I believe it?
Should I carry on?
Should I??
Is it nice?? You also didn't say anything... hmm...
Should you be happy if the person you like LIED in order not to make you sad?
I don't know... also don't wanna think ready... really very tired... I don't like outside... in a way, it make me think alot!
Okok, I gotta go and bath... Tell you something!! Although there's bad things happening today... there's also good things wor! My mum won toto!! Haha... although not alot la...but... money money!!! keke... And she brought durians for me wor!! Wow!! Thanks!! =)
*p.s. Alvin is in the hospital today!! Hope you're doing fine wor!!! Everyone is asking about you wor!! See!! You'll be okay!! ^^
Just came back from work!! Actually work is till 10pm... but, cause Jenny isn't feeling very well, so I helped her work till 11pm! Haha... I'm good right? lol...
Outside was really hot and boring! haha... Cause not many customers... But then, it's not too bad la, not many customers also can get near $2000! haha...
I was so pissed off with one uncle lo!! He's so....... @*(%&@*(#^*(!@#^($%
Not a gentleman! haha...
He brought 20kg of rice.. he nv queue up... and kept chasing me to be fast... and the best thing is ... his attitude sucks! xD He asked me to carry the rice to scan!! And then put it in the plastics bags lor!!
And after that, he used his hands to signal to ask his maid to carry them all back~!!!! omg!! I really pity the maid!
He was there at that time... moving stocks... He saw me struggling to carry the rice... but, he didn't do anything! Perhaps it's quite squeezy and messy at that time ba?!?
I was quite nervous when he was infront of me, moving and putting the stocks... and asking the price of the water... dunno why... What are you thinking?
I heard alot...
I understand...
I will always think the positive side...
Think of reasons to side you...
Even if you're in the wrong...
But then...
Did you think that way too?
Did you help me when ppl misunderstood me?
Should I believe it?
Should I carry on?
Should I??
Is it nice?? You also didn't say anything... hmm...
Should you be happy if the person you like LIED in order not to make you sad?
I don't know... also don't wanna think ready... really very tired... I don't like outside... in a way, it make me think alot!
Okok, I gotta go and bath... Tell you something!! Although there's bad things happening today... there's also good things wor! My mum won toto!! Haha... although not alot la...but... money money!!! keke... And she brought durians for me wor!! Wow!! Thanks!! =)
*p.s. Alvin is in the hospital today!! Hope you're doing fine wor!!! Everyone is asking about you wor!! See!! You'll be okay!! ^^
7/19/2007 11:19:00 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
♥ I thought...
Actually my mood wasn't that bad...
Till...
I HEARD...
Sigh...
Why??
I thought...
I don't care what ppl think...
What ppl says...
As long as you don't think that way...
As long as you believe me...
Why?
You got anxious...
Got angry...
Does that mean you care??
Why?
Why do you tend to do things that are rather perplexing?
Sometimes you will give me hope...
Sometimes you will banish my hope...
What exactly do you want?
Feeling so sad...
So hurt?
I don't know la...
I also don't wanna know...
Just wanna know how you think...
Can I??
I was so happy and thrilled when I saw you this afternoon! So surprised... Was thinking of you and I got to see you! xD
Do you feel the same too?
He did noticed when I was working... he was outside seeing... and even beside counter 1 doing his job... Made me so nervous you know!!!! Wanted to look at him, but, have no courage to do so... sigh...
I don't mind having to work today even it'll be very rush for me... I also don't know why... it's really weird... haha... Rush to work after alvin's performance. Well, you did your best! Cheer up! It's not bad ready wor! Although you didn't win, but, it's already very good to be in top 24 and in my heart, you are the best wor! keke. xD
Tell you something to perk you up...
You know what??
I'm really very blur le!!! I can even forget to take my bag home!!! Omg!!! Hahaha... It's really the joke of the year!! I can remember to bring suwen and alvin's waffles back, but, can forget to take my bag home!!! Argh!
Okie, I gotta stop here... Feeling rather messy... mixed of feelings...
Who knows?
Till...
I HEARD...
Sigh...
Why??
I thought...
I don't care what ppl think...
What ppl says...
As long as you don't think that way...
As long as you believe me...
Why?
You got anxious...
Got angry...
Does that mean you care??
Why?
Why do you tend to do things that are rather perplexing?
Sometimes you will give me hope...
Sometimes you will banish my hope...
What exactly do you want?
Feeling so sad...
So hurt?
I don't know la...
I also don't wanna know...
Just wanna know how you think...
Can I??
I was so happy and thrilled when I saw you this afternoon! So surprised... Was thinking of you and I got to see you! xD
Do you feel the same too?
He did noticed when I was working... he was outside seeing... and even beside counter 1 doing his job... Made me so nervous you know!!!! Wanted to look at him, but, have no courage to do so... sigh...
I don't mind having to work today even it'll be very rush for me... I also don't know why... it's really weird... haha... Rush to work after alvin's performance. Well, you did your best! Cheer up! It's not bad ready wor! Although you didn't win, but, it's already very good to be in top 24 and in my heart, you are the best wor! keke. xD
Tell you something to perk you up...
You know what??
I'm really very blur le!!! I can even forget to take my bag home!!! Omg!!! Hahaha... It's really the joke of the year!! I can remember to bring suwen and alvin's waffles back, but, can forget to take my bag home!!! Argh!
Okie, I gotta stop here... Feeling rather messy... mixed of feelings...
Who knows?
7/18/2007 11:15:00 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
♥ 2 in a day...
The psychotherapy lessons is really...
Well, requires of talkings!!! Need to role play alot!! =_=
Quite scary lar!! Haha... I thought the role play exams will be with the teacher only... but, never did I think that... it's infront of the whole class!! Oh my god!! Better start practicing now ba!! Hahaha...
My mum brought accessories for me just now!! Keke...=p She's a little paranoid recently... kept calling me and asking where am I!! My god!! I'm just at gek poh pls!! And my lessons ends in the evening or night okay! No worries!
Anyway, I will be going home late tomorrow! Cause I'm going to support alvin! Haha... He got competition!! You better jia you hor!! Don't make me waste my effort (having to wake up early to go kbox with you).
You know what?? I finally got to see A again! After 2 months?? He's eating mee hoon at that time! Guess he had a shock ba... but, also can see that he's surprised to see me too... cause I didn't see him for quite long ready. haha... He's still the same as ever... still so shy!! Hahaha...
Well... Still feeling vexed...
Rather confused?
I thought...
Seeing both @ 1 go is better??
Able to make...............
Hmm...
Kept popping...
But...
We shall see...
Okok, I gotta go and bath now... keke...=p
Well, requires of talkings!!! Need to role play alot!! =_=
Quite scary lar!! Haha... I thought the role play exams will be with the teacher only... but, never did I think that... it's infront of the whole class!! Oh my god!! Better start practicing now ba!! Hahaha...
My mum brought accessories for me just now!! Keke...=p She's a little paranoid recently... kept calling me and asking where am I!! My god!! I'm just at gek poh pls!! And my lessons ends in the evening or night okay! No worries!
Anyway, I will be going home late tomorrow! Cause I'm going to support alvin! Haha... He got competition!! You better jia you hor!! Don't make me waste my effort (having to wake up early to go kbox with you).
You know what?? I finally got to see A again! After 2 months?? He's eating mee hoon at that time! Guess he had a shock ba... but, also can see that he's surprised to see me too... cause I didn't see him for quite long ready. haha... He's still the same as ever... still so shy!! Hahaha...
Well... Still feeling vexed...
Rather confused?
I thought...
Seeing both @ 1 go is better??
Able to make...............
Hmm...
Kept popping...
But...
We shall see...
Okok, I gotta go and bath now... keke...=p
7/17/2007 10:54:00 PM
♥ Till...
Argh!!
It's sooooooooo painful le!!
Going to die ready lar!!
How I wish...
He's here...
Beside me...
Perhaps I will feel better??
It's really painful...
Till I have no mood to do things...
It's painful when I talk...
When I eat...
When I move!
Omg!
What am I supposed to do?
Sigh...
Does he knows about it?
How I wish he has some reactions...
I will definately feel better!
It's so painful till I can't concentrate in class just now! It's my first lessons! It's really tiring le! Cause it's till 10pm! So taxing... But, I did benefit from the class la, got to know more things... haha...
Lucky my mum didn't ask uncle ming... but, she said she will ask him! Omg! Oh pls!! Her intention is to make me quit! My god! You can't do this to me! Hope the conversations just now helps! Oh pls pls pls... I'm not that stupid okay!
Okok, I gotta go and sleep ready... feeling so tired... still gotta wake up early in the morning to go kbox with suwen and alvin... then RUSH FOR LESSONS!! SEE, I'm so good!!! Hahahaha... But, I can only sing a couples of songs ba? Because I'm not feeling well! Oh!! I forgot! I no money ready!! Invested $50+ in face shop just now! xD
It's sooooooooo painful le!!
Going to die ready lar!!
How I wish...
He's here...
Beside me...
Perhaps I will feel better??
It's really painful...
Till I have no mood to do things...
It's painful when I talk...
When I eat...
When I move!
Omg!
What am I supposed to do?
Sigh...
Does he knows about it?
How I wish he has some reactions...
I will definately feel better!
It's so painful till I can't concentrate in class just now! It's my first lessons! It's really tiring le! Cause it's till 10pm! So taxing... But, I did benefit from the class la, got to know more things... haha...
Lucky my mum didn't ask uncle ming... but, she said she will ask him! Omg! Oh pls!! Her intention is to make me quit! My god! You can't do this to me! Hope the conversations just now helps! Oh pls pls pls... I'm not that stupid okay!
Okok, I gotta go and sleep ready... feeling so tired... still gotta wake up early in the morning to go kbox with suwen and alvin... then RUSH FOR LESSONS!! SEE, I'm so good!!! Hahahaha... But, I can only sing a couples of songs ba? Because I'm not feeling well! Oh!! I forgot! I no money ready!! Invested $50+ in face shop just now! xD
7/17/2007 01:47:00 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
♥ ... hmm ...
I'm so sick and tired!!
Hmm... perhaps because of ytd? I went to zy's "party" after work, so rushed you know! haha... But, very fun la... we went to forbidden city indochine!! Hahaha... =p
I did enjoyed there with my friends!! Really miss them alot!! Didn't get to see them for months ready you know! Haha... Hope zy will like the presents we prepared for you!! keke... ^^
*PHOTOS photos Photos!! Upload ready must send me hor!! xD
What am I expecting??
I guess he did noticed I'm still not feeling well... but then, what can he do other than keep seeing?? I know it's already very good... he did noticed... He took initiative to keep seeing whether I'm okay...
But... I really hope he'll at least say something? Like a bye?? He walked past me when he left... Didn't really dare to look at me... I know he's shy, cause he's blushing... but then...
Ok la, if he say bye to me... it'll be very obvious right?? Anyway, I should be glad that he did smiled at me!! haha... He's so cute... lol...
Lalalalala... change of topic ba...
I finally get to see "xiao an"!! Well, haha... I don't think he's the one I mentioned ba... haha... Jing ting asked another 1 to come tml!! Diao! Paiseh le! haha... Shall see ba...
Hmm, come to think about my day today... it's not too bad... did get to see & talk to many ppl... And ah lan is also very good to me wor... she even asked me to go ktv!! Omg!! haha... Ah mui said wanna intro guys to me! lol...
Ah mui and I were so crazy! haha... Talked and laughed till so loudly... we even talked about 4D!! My IC open you know!!! Somemore the third prize!! Omg!! It's also my cashier pin!! I got a feeling, but, lazy to buy!! A good price to pay... haha...
Aiya ALVIN!! U missed seeing VIC-TER just now!! HE came wor!! SoMemore pay at my counter!! Wahahaha... I really wanted to laughed! Was controlling! His expressions is really funny!! Haha... He's shy too, kept smiling... so funny..
There's this auntie so funny le... I don't know her le, but, we talked alot! haha... She even gave me bread!! Lol... Thanks anyway!!haha... She's very cute... Nice chatting with you. =)
Okok, I gotta go and have my medicine!! See ya!!
Hmm... perhaps because of ytd? I went to zy's "party" after work, so rushed you know! haha... But, very fun la... we went to forbidden city indochine!! Hahaha... =p
I did enjoyed there with my friends!! Really miss them alot!! Didn't get to see them for months ready you know! Haha... Hope zy will like the presents we prepared for you!! keke... ^^
*PHOTOS photos Photos!! Upload ready must send me hor!! xD
What am I expecting??
I guess he did noticed I'm still not feeling well... but then, what can he do other than keep seeing?? I know it's already very good... he did noticed... He took initiative to keep seeing whether I'm okay...
But... I really hope he'll at least say something? Like a bye?? He walked past me when he left... Didn't really dare to look at me... I know he's shy, cause he's blushing... but then...
Ok la, if he say bye to me... it'll be very obvious right?? Anyway, I should be glad that he did smiled at me!! haha... He's so cute... lol...
Lalalalala... change of topic ba...
I finally get to see "xiao an"!! Well, haha... I don't think he's the one I mentioned ba... haha... Jing ting asked another 1 to come tml!! Diao! Paiseh le! haha... Shall see ba...
Hmm, come to think about my day today... it's not too bad... did get to see & talk to many ppl... And ah lan is also very good to me wor... she even asked me to go ktv!! Omg!! haha... Ah mui said wanna intro guys to me! lol...
Ah mui and I were so crazy! haha... Talked and laughed till so loudly... we even talked about 4D!! My IC open you know!!! Somemore the third prize!! Omg!! It's also my cashier pin!! I got a feeling, but, lazy to buy!! A good price to pay... haha...
Aiya ALVIN!! U missed seeing VIC-TER just now!! HE came wor!! SoMemore pay at my counter!! Wahahaha... I really wanted to laughed! Was controlling! His expressions is really funny!! Haha... He's shy too, kept smiling... so funny..
There's this auntie so funny le... I don't know her le, but, we talked alot! haha... She even gave me bread!! Lol... Thanks anyway!!haha... She's very cute... Nice chatting with you. =)
Okok, I gotta go and have my medicine!! See ya!!
7/15/2007 11:27:00 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
♥ 连哭都是我的错
This song is very nice!!! Very saddening too!!!!
连哭都是我的错
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱 记得那么多
怎么放手
也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错
也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错
哦...哦...哦...
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错
哦...哦...哦.
7/14/2007 01:14:00 AM
♥ No no No!!
Argh!! I went to see a doctor just now~
Well, medicines again!! Bleah!!
Waited there for real long!! Lucky got suwen and alvin's accompany... Otherwise I will be bored to death! haha... Somemore there's this weird uncle kept looking at me!! My god!! =_=
I brought moshi wor!! But then, such a pity he's not there! Nvm, there's still next time!! Since ppl said it's very nice!! keke... Ohh... I said I don't wanna give him ready wor!! lol...
It's very funny le... nowadays, no matter what I do, I will think of him... like... for example, I see something nice, I will say can buy for him hor!! Omg!!!
Don't think, don't think... better don't think so much. haha...
And, better don't treat yong zhou so good ba?? Haha... Cause he's like getting the wrong idea? My god!! Hmm... I must help suwen wor!! keke... xD
I brought clothings AGAIN!!!!
Nice right?
I thought for quite some time before deciding to buy this... haha...
This is very nice right?? keke...=p
Well, medicines again!! Bleah!!
Waited there for real long!! Lucky got suwen and alvin's accompany... Otherwise I will be bored to death! haha... Somemore there's this weird uncle kept looking at me!! My god!! =_=
I brought moshi wor!! But then, such a pity he's not there! Nvm, there's still next time!! Since ppl said it's very nice!! keke... Ohh... I said I don't wanna give him ready wor!! lol...
It's very funny le... nowadays, no matter what I do, I will think of him... like... for example, I see something nice, I will say can buy for him hor!! Omg!!!
Don't think, don't think... better don't think so much. haha...
And, better don't treat yong zhou so good ba?? Haha... Cause he's like getting the wrong idea? My god!! Hmm... I must help suwen wor!! keke... xD
I brought clothings AGAIN!!!!
Nice right?
I thought for quite some time before deciding to buy this... haha...
This is very nice right?? keke...=pOther than these online clothings... I also brought 2 tops from Auntie Evelyn!! Oh my god!! haha... My mum has been nagging ever since I started buying clothings from Auntie Evelyn. I'm like going to buy all her clothings!!! Wahahha... xD
But, mummy, which girls don't like to buy clothings one?? keke... xD
I'm so tired!!! Feeling terrible!! It's really painful le!! Eat, laugh, talk, move also painful!! Sigh... still gotta work later on... and after work... still gotta rush to zy's party!! I'm looking forward to the party... We've prepared "great presents" for you wor!! keke... =p Must like it hor! really broke le!! =_=
Good night!! =)
But, mummy, which girls don't like to buy clothings one?? keke... xD
I'm so tired!!! Feeling terrible!! It's really painful le!! Eat, laugh, talk, move also painful!! Sigh... still gotta work later on... and after work... still gotta rush to zy's party!! I'm looking forward to the party... We've prepared "great presents" for you wor!! keke... =p Must like it hor! really broke le!! =_=
Good night!! =)
7/14/2007 12:34:00 AM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
♥ Terrible...
Feeling so bad!!
I thought I'm better... but...
No!!
I'm feeling worse! Sigh...
It's even painful le! Going to see the doctor tomorrow!! Argh!! I hate visiting the doctor... they have nothing but, tons of medicines for you!! So........ bleah!! xD
It's so painful till I nearly fainted during work... He did noticed wor!! I thought he wasn't there at first while talking to auntie wendy... but, when I turned to wave happily to auntie evelyn, I saw him!! Omg!! Scared me le!! I saw his eyes only!! haha...
He's like waiting there to peep me... lol... wanna say I think too much right?? but, this is how I feel la.. haha...
Suwen helped me by telling jing ting I'm so poor thing, not feeling well still gotta work... She said it quite loudly wor(although I didn't hear lah), wonder did he hear it, since he's just behind her! lol...
Perhaps he heard ba... cause he's like trying to see my reactions?? He's funny le... he carry 1 box of lollipops to every counter.. then he knows counter 6 only sell those stuffs right.. he still walk to my counter and stand there for quite some time ba... He's funny la... like very obvious lo... but, very cute lah!! keke...=p
That's the only initiative he will take?? I know it's not bad ready la... suwen was behind (beside jing ting) observing... I know it's obvious lah, but then, why didn't he msg me and ask? Is that too much? Haha...
Ok la, perhaps that's the "extend" he will do... see ba... but, what can I say is............... I will definately be very happy if he msg me. =p
Ok la, don't talk about him ready la... feeling so terrible now... better sleep early...
Ohh, no!! Xiao an msg me!! lol... haha... good night!
I thought I'm better... but...
No!!
I'm feeling worse! Sigh...
It's even painful le! Going to see the doctor tomorrow!! Argh!! I hate visiting the doctor... they have nothing but, tons of medicines for you!! So........ bleah!! xD
It's so painful till I nearly fainted during work... He did noticed wor!! I thought he wasn't there at first while talking to auntie wendy... but, when I turned to wave happily to auntie evelyn, I saw him!! Omg!! Scared me le!! I saw his eyes only!! haha...
He's like waiting there to peep me... lol... wanna say I think too much right?? but, this is how I feel la.. haha...
Suwen helped me by telling jing ting I'm so poor thing, not feeling well still gotta work... She said it quite loudly wor(although I didn't hear lah), wonder did he hear it, since he's just behind her! lol...
Perhaps he heard ba... cause he's like trying to see my reactions?? He's funny le... he carry 1 box of lollipops to every counter.. then he knows counter 6 only sell those stuffs right.. he still walk to my counter and stand there for quite some time ba... He's funny la... like very obvious lo... but, very cute lah!! keke...=p
That's the only initiative he will take?? I know it's not bad ready la... suwen was behind (beside jing ting) observing... I know it's obvious lah, but then, why didn't he msg me and ask? Is that too much? Haha...
Ok la, perhaps that's the "extend" he will do... see ba... but, what can I say is............... I will definately be very happy if he msg me. =p
Ok la, don't talk about him ready la... feeling so terrible now... better sleep early...
Ohh, no!! Xiao an msg me!! lol... haha... good night!
7/12/2007 11:11:00 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
♥ Changed of emotions...
I went to gym with suwen today!!
Wohoo!! Finally get to go gym!! hahaha... Didn't go there for quite long ready!!
But, we talked more instead of exercising la... Partly because I wasn't feeling very well... My heart is feeling so uncomfortable??
Heart attack??
hahahaha..
My mum asked me to go for a checkup... maybe ............ lol.
Did had a great day today with suwen... we didn't get to go out together for quite some time ready. Hope you did enjoyed urself wor. =)
You know what?? Ytd I'm feeling so bad, but, today, I feel better because of his four word... "It's very nice, thank you!" Hahaha... very funny right??
He's very cute wor... alvin msg him........... and........... hahahahaha... xD
I did feel a little better... but then... there's many qns still popping in my mind... better don't think so much ba...
Okok, don't talk about him ready la... I said I don't wanna see him/let him see me today and my wish is fulfilled! He took off today... cause he's moving house!! Sigh!! Somemore so far from me!! lol... =_=
You know what?? Jing ting's gave my no to her friend! lol... Well, he's quite nice looking wor... he looks like.... hmm, if you watch "Zhen Qing", you will know who is "Xiao An"! The youngest son!! keke...=p He's very shy one wor... but then... I still like my... aiyo... this type of things... see ba.. haha... =p
Okok, gotta go and bath now... see ya!! =0
Wohoo!! Finally get to go gym!! hahaha... Didn't go there for quite long ready!!
But, we talked more instead of exercising la... Partly because I wasn't feeling very well... My heart is feeling so uncomfortable??
Heart attack??
hahahaha..
My mum asked me to go for a checkup... maybe ............ lol.
Did had a great day today with suwen... we didn't get to go out together for quite some time ready. Hope you did enjoyed urself wor. =)
You know what?? Ytd I'm feeling so bad, but, today, I feel better because of his four word... "It's very nice, thank you!" Hahaha... very funny right??
He's very cute wor... alvin msg him........... and........... hahahahaha... xD
I did feel a little better... but then... there's many qns still popping in my mind... better don't think so much ba...
Okok, don't talk about him ready la... I said I don't wanna see him/let him see me today and my wish is fulfilled! He took off today... cause he's moving house!! Sigh!! Somemore so far from me!! lol... =_=
You know what?? Jing ting's gave my no to her friend! lol... Well, he's quite nice looking wor... he looks like.... hmm, if you watch "Zhen Qing", you will know who is "Xiao An"! The youngest son!! keke...=p He's very shy one wor... but then... I still like my... aiyo... this type of things... see ba.. haha... =p
Okok, gotta go and bath now... see ya!! =0
7/11/2007 10:12:00 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
♥ Disillusion...
Actually I'm supposed to feel thrilled and sweet...
Cause I brought beard papa............
and the main reason was.......... for HIM!!
Hahahaha....=p
But...
Hmm.... I also dunno what to say le... just feel a little disappointed??
I've never feel so scared... as compared to other time... Hmm... I guess he knew I'll give him, cause he saw it... well, it's rather obvious la... haha...
I passed it to yong zhou, since he's there with him... I said it's for them... then he squat there, blushed abit, and did nothing... Hmm, yong zhou was the only one talking!!!! That's why I mind alot!! Why the feel/talk is from yong zhou, not from him?!?!?!
Really very disappointed... sigh... I also dunno le... Aren't he moved by the things I've done for him?? If no feel, why wanna have those reactions+why wanna ask those things?? Weird right??
Aiya, better don't think so much la... make me feel so moody only...
Overall the day isn't that bad for me... I did had fun with my clicks... And also with kids!! haha... I carried 1 kid just now!! My favourite kid!! Wow, bao bu dong wor! I carry till can see my veins wor... haha... Wanna carry them around also difficult wor, let alone look after them. xD
Okok, I gotta go and bath now... Ohh, you know what?? I thought I saw Mr h just now! Omg! Scared me you know? Lucky is not him ba... cause... I'm still not very prepared to see him?? hmm... Aiya, where am I thinking again... good night!!
*p.s. Happy birthday Ah Tan!!! Hahaha... All the best in whatever you do and quickly find a gf la!! haha... have ready must tell me hor!! Keke... See ya soon! =)
Cause I brought beard papa............
and the main reason was.......... for HIM!!
Hahahaha....=p
But...
Hmm.... I also dunno what to say le... just feel a little disappointed??
I've never feel so scared... as compared to other time... Hmm... I guess he knew I'll give him, cause he saw it... well, it's rather obvious la... haha...
I passed it to yong zhou, since he's there with him... I said it's for them... then he squat there, blushed abit, and did nothing... Hmm, yong zhou was the only one talking!!!! That's why I mind alot!! Why the feel/talk is from yong zhou, not from him?!?!?!
Really very disappointed... sigh... I also dunno le... Aren't he moved by the things I've done for him?? If no feel, why wanna have those reactions+why wanna ask those things?? Weird right??
Aiya, better don't think so much la... make me feel so moody only...
Overall the day isn't that bad for me... I did had fun with my clicks... And also with kids!! haha... I carried 1 kid just now!! My favourite kid!! Wow, bao bu dong wor! I carry till can see my veins wor... haha... Wanna carry them around also difficult wor, let alone look after them. xD
Okok, I gotta go and bath now... Ohh, you know what?? I thought I saw Mr h just now! Omg! Scared me you know? Lucky is not him ba... cause... I'm still not very prepared to see him?? hmm... Aiya, where am I thinking again... good night!!
*p.s. Happy birthday Ah Tan!!! Hahaha... All the best in whatever you do and quickly find a gf la!! haha... have ready must tell me hor!! Keke... See ya soon! =)
7/10/2007 11:38:00 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
♥ Tink tink Tink...
Hmm... I'm feeling good today??
Starting the feeling is good... I saw him when I walked past gek poh!! Wahahaha... His hair caught my attention first... So lucky to be able to see him before and when I came back. =p
He's very tired le!! See his face so tired make me feel so............ hmm, dunno le... He did many things le... like doing so many ppl's jobs!! Argh!! Somemore he's still not feeling very well le!!!
He also went back very early! cause he came very early!! omg! So poor thing le... after work still need to go and study...
I also dunno why I will feel moody when he left... hmm... I got many "why(s)" in my mind... why his msg is so formal? why..................
Aiya, dont think so much... I did enjoyed myself just now... being able to be side by side with "MIKO"!! keke... Cause it's hua ling today, so we can choose!! Hees... Thanks wor... ~~
This is very nice right?? keke...=0
I still prefer the first pic as compared to the above one... keke...=p
Ok, I gotta stop here, going to bath now... good night!! =)
Starting the feeling is good... I saw him when I walked past gek poh!! Wahahaha... His hair caught my attention first... So lucky to be able to see him before and when I came back. =p
He's very tired le!! See his face so tired make me feel so............ hmm, dunno le... He did many things le... like doing so many ppl's jobs!! Argh!! Somemore he's still not feeling very well le!!!
He also went back very early! cause he came very early!! omg! So poor thing le... after work still need to go and study...
I also dunno why I will feel moody when he left... hmm... I got many "why(s)" in my mind... why his msg is so formal? why..................
Aiya, dont think so much... I did enjoyed myself just now... being able to be side by side with "MIKO"!! keke... Cause it's hua ling today, so we can choose!! Hees... Thanks wor... ~~
This is very nice right?? keke...=0
I still prefer the first pic as compared to the above one... keke...=p
Ok, I gotta stop here, going to bath now... good night!! =)
7/09/2007 11:33:00 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
♥ moody lala...
Is it because my motivational drive isn't there??
Is he the reason why I'm feeling low?
Hmm...
As usual, the day won't be good for me if I'm asked to come back for work... It will be even worse if he's not there... This is the second time!
Stupid customer... I nearly cried again... but, I hold back! Really wanted to agured back... but, what's the point of aguring back? I don't want to be sack because of this stupid person... not worth it right?? Sigh...
But, it's really very saddening you know?? You won't feel good... Argh!! Lucky he wasn't there... But, if he's there, will he help me?? Perhaps it's god will that he won't be there...
It's especially moody when I heard 蔡旻佑- 我想要说!! So........
Really feel like telling ah lan I don't wanna work tomorrow!!
Never mind la... perhaps tomorrow will be better!! It will!! Cause tomorrow is hua ling!! Wahaha...=p
He's sick you know?? Omg!! why is he so weak?? I thought I'm very weak... it seems that he's weaker... xD I wanted to msg him, but, I scared.... I hesistated... also dunno why... I scared it's too over or......... later ba ta xia pao how?? but... it isn't too over right?? Just showing concern ah... Maybe ask him tomorrow face to face?? Wahahhaa... As if I dare...
Okok, I gotta go and bath now... was in the rain just now... finally rain!! It's nice to be in the rain... but, it will be nicer with.......... ur loved ones!! keke...=p
Is he the reason why I'm feeling low?
Hmm...
As usual, the day won't be good for me if I'm asked to come back for work... It will be even worse if he's not there... This is the second time!
Stupid customer... I nearly cried again... but, I hold back! Really wanted to agured back... but, what's the point of aguring back? I don't want to be sack because of this stupid person... not worth it right?? Sigh...
But, it's really very saddening you know?? You won't feel good... Argh!! Lucky he wasn't there... But, if he's there, will he help me?? Perhaps it's god will that he won't be there...
It's especially moody when I heard 蔡旻佑- 我想要说!! So........
Really feel like telling ah lan I don't wanna work tomorrow!!
Never mind la... perhaps tomorrow will be better!! It will!! Cause tomorrow is hua ling!! Wahaha...=p
He's sick you know?? Omg!! why is he so weak?? I thought I'm very weak... it seems that he's weaker... xD I wanted to msg him, but, I scared.... I hesistated... also dunno why... I scared it's too over or......... later ba ta xia pao how?? but... it isn't too over right?? Just showing concern ah... Maybe ask him tomorrow face to face?? Wahahhaa... As if I dare...
Okok, I gotta go and bath now... was in the rain just now... finally rain!! It's nice to be in the rain... but, it will be nicer with.......... ur loved ones!! keke...=p
7/08/2007 11:44:00 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
♥ Sweetie Smiley...
Soooooooooo tired!! My eyes was half closed during work... feeling so sleepy... somemore, there's quite many ppl!!
Sales was quite good wor, still got near $5000... haha... I was busying promoting the toilet paper! lol... I got a feeling soon uncle ming will ask me to go out to promote their stuff if I continue to promote the stuff!! haha...=p
He's back!! After 2 days off!! So poor thing le!! He's just back and he's soooooooo busy!!! Everything was out of place... so, he has to arrange everything again, both inside and outside le!! Cause outside got promotion!! =_=
Seems that he's the first one everyone will call when they need help!! Argh!! Jun ling here, jun ling there... My god!! He's not the only one there okay! And he only got 1 pair of hands okay! haha... Okok, I know I sound so agitated!! haha...
Although I was feeling rather moody and irrated... there's a "TING" (lightbulb) feeling when he suddenly popped back to tell me the price~! He heard our conversations wor!! keke... I got a shock you know... Suddenly popped his head back! haha... So cute... lol... ($2.95).... hahahaha...
He's there again when I was calculating money!! Wohoo!! Dunno why he's suddenly there, telling alvin he's going to learn hair styling... wow, not bad wor!! See the way he take the scissor, hmm, "qian tu ming liang!" haha...
Hope his day will be better tomorrow, can relax abit... haha... okok, don't talk about him ready... feeling so..........
Going to bath now... see ya!! Gotta work tomorrow!! My whole body aches ah!! I need a massage seriously!! haha... =p
Sales was quite good wor, still got near $5000... haha... I was busying promoting the toilet paper! lol... I got a feeling soon uncle ming will ask me to go out to promote their stuff if I continue to promote the stuff!! haha...=p
He's back!! After 2 days off!! So poor thing le!! He's just back and he's soooooooo busy!!! Everything was out of place... so, he has to arrange everything again, both inside and outside le!! Cause outside got promotion!! =_=
Seems that he's the first one everyone will call when they need help!! Argh!! Jun ling here, jun ling there... My god!! He's not the only one there okay! And he only got 1 pair of hands okay! haha... Okok, I know I sound so agitated!! haha...
Although I was feeling rather moody and irrated... there's a "TING" (lightbulb) feeling when he suddenly popped back to tell me the price~! He heard our conversations wor!! keke... I got a shock you know... Suddenly popped his head back! haha... So cute... lol... ($2.95).... hahahaha...
He's there again when I was calculating money!! Wohoo!! Dunno why he's suddenly there, telling alvin he's going to learn hair styling... wow, not bad wor!! See the way he take the scissor, hmm, "qian tu ming liang!" haha...
Hope his day will be better tomorrow, can relax abit... haha... okok, don't talk about him ready... feeling so..........
Going to bath now... see ya!! Gotta work tomorrow!! My whole body aches ah!! I need a massage seriously!! haha... =p
7/07/2007 11:56:00 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
♥ Incraved...
Yeah!! I finally go can go temple to pray!!
Omg!! why am I so high?? haha... Cause that time I said I wanna go but didn't go in the end, then that day very suay... haha... Plus "so lucky" I got period, so delay till now! lol...
You know what?? I got "shang shang qian" wor!!! Yippee!! I was so nervous and hesistated for quite some time to whether I should ask... Thanks wor!! I was really very happy!! Hope everything will go well! =)
Actually today dun need to work one... but, ah lan saw me, so she asked me back!! Diao! =_= Somemore gave me counter 6! I thought I will be luckier after praying... but, it doesn't seem so?? Cause I made mistakes at the beginning!! Hahaha...
And the best thing was... one auntie made a mistake... she thought I forgot to return her money! Omg!! She walked back and said till so loud lo!! Made me so paiseh!! My tears was going to flow down at that time!!!
No matter how hard I tried to control... tears still flow down!! So paiseh le!! So many things happened these few days... somehow, a little difficult to manage my feelings??
Anyway, everything is okay... the auntie did apologised... Never mind ba... consider me unlucky at that time ba.. And lucky he wasn't there (he off le! My motivational drive. lol), otherwise it'll be even paiseh... =p
Other than this, everything seems alright, seems good... Oh ya, I finally gotten the clothings from auntie evelyn!! keke... =p 3 clothings!! woah!! Made me so high!! Got more clothings!! keke... Feel like wearing it right now! lol...
I also brought durians!! wahahaha... I said wanna buy for parents... and ended up... I'm going to claim money back!! Hahaha... cannot blame me you know!! $22 le!! Haha...= p
Okok, I gotta go and bath now!! Still gotta work tomorrow!! (I'm working everyday this week le!) Very tired le... my finger is swollen and got bruises... but, ok la, positive side is to get more money!! wahahaha..=p
*p.s. Happy birthday to my best cutie Ang Xue Fang!!! Haha... Wish you all the best in whatever you do and stay cheerful always... Got bf ready must let me know hor!! keke... See ya soon!! ^^
Omg!! why am I so high?? haha... Cause that time I said I wanna go but didn't go in the end, then that day very suay... haha... Plus "so lucky" I got period, so delay till now! lol...
You know what?? I got "shang shang qian" wor!!! Yippee!! I was so nervous and hesistated for quite some time to whether I should ask... Thanks wor!! I was really very happy!! Hope everything will go well! =)
Actually today dun need to work one... but, ah lan saw me, so she asked me back!! Diao! =_= Somemore gave me counter 6! I thought I will be luckier after praying... but, it doesn't seem so?? Cause I made mistakes at the beginning!! Hahaha...
And the best thing was... one auntie made a mistake... she thought I forgot to return her money! Omg!! She walked back and said till so loud lo!! Made me so paiseh!! My tears was going to flow down at that time!!!
No matter how hard I tried to control... tears still flow down!! So paiseh le!! So many things happened these few days... somehow, a little difficult to manage my feelings??
Anyway, everything is okay... the auntie did apologised... Never mind ba... consider me unlucky at that time ba.. And lucky he wasn't there (he off le! My motivational drive. lol), otherwise it'll be even paiseh... =p
Other than this, everything seems alright, seems good... Oh ya, I finally gotten the clothings from auntie evelyn!! keke... =p 3 clothings!! woah!! Made me so high!! Got more clothings!! keke... Feel like wearing it right now! lol...
I also brought durians!! wahahaha... I said wanna buy for parents... and ended up... I'm going to claim money back!! Hahaha... cannot blame me you know!! $22 le!! Haha...= p
Okok, I gotta go and bath now!! Still gotta work tomorrow!! (I'm working everyday this week le!) Very tired le... my finger is swollen and got bruises... but, ok la, positive side is to get more money!! wahahaha..=p
*p.s. Happy birthday to my best cutie Ang Xue Fang!!! Haha... Wish you all the best in whatever you do and stay cheerful always... Got bf ready must let me know hor!! keke... See ya soon!! ^^
7/06/2007 11:46:00 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
♥ Rather disappointing...
Finally back home!!!
Feeling so tired... hmm, actually I can say that I'm not really tired... although I only got to sleep for less than 2 hrs!!
The only thing was... I was "xin bu zai yan". I dunno what I am doing... feeling so out... having a rather bad mood during work... Rather disappointed ba?? Why mum like to tell ppl everything about you, no matter it's good or bad. Everyone got pride and need "face" one okay!
Okok, I know I sound bad la... but, oh pls... I need respect too okay... I'm not angry... just rather disappointed ba... =\
And also because of my shoes! I brought a new shoes which make my foot pain till I wanna die!! So painful lor! Argh!! Later I bite you then you know... hahahaha...=p
But ok la... you know I heard that uncle ming got praised me wor!! Say I'm a good gal... know they need help and I didn't reject their request!! Hahaha...^^Wonder did jun ling heard that too?? lol...
I guess he's still sleeping ba... like a log... He kept saying he got headache and wanna sleep the whole day... so poor thing le... must rest well wor...
Okok, I gotta go and bath and rest early... my dark circles is "xia shi ren ah"!! Haha... =p
Feeling so tired... hmm, actually I can say that I'm not really tired... although I only got to sleep for less than 2 hrs!!
The only thing was... I was "xin bu zai yan". I dunno what I am doing... feeling so out... having a rather bad mood during work... Rather disappointed ba?? Why mum like to tell ppl everything about you, no matter it's good or bad. Everyone got pride and need "face" one okay!
Okok, I know I sound bad la... but, oh pls... I need respect too okay... I'm not angry... just rather disappointed ba... =\
And also because of my shoes! I brought a new shoes which make my foot pain till I wanna die!! So painful lor! Argh!! Later I bite you then you know... hahahaha...=p
But ok la... you know I heard that uncle ming got praised me wor!! Say I'm a good gal... know they need help and I didn't reject their request!! Hahaha...^^Wonder did jun ling heard that too?? lol...
I guess he's still sleeping ba... like a log... He kept saying he got headache and wanna sleep the whole day... so poor thing le... must rest well wor...
Okok, I gotta go and bath and rest early... my dark circles is "xia shi ren ah"!! Haha... =p
7/05/2007 11:43:00 PM
♥ Overnight shag
Finally home sweet home!!
I worked from 5pm till 7 plus in the morning! cause we need to move the stocks... Wow, this is the latest I've ever stayed out... Well, anyway, I'm just at gek poh la, so ............ hahaha...
I feel so bad... I don't really care/mind even though my parents wasn't very happy about it... My dad objects, but, I thought of lots of reasons to make him change his mind... He has no choice in the end... but, he's still not happy la... seems that ever since I started working there, I've changed?? I got a feeling that he will soon ask me to quit my job!! =_=
I don't know why... I feel nothing... I don't feel guilty or scared... Instead, I'm looking forward to help them, to be part of everything... Perhaps... hmm... perhaps it's because of him?? Because he's there too?!?! I guess so ba?? Or rather it's obvious la... cause I won't bother to stay if he's not staying... hahaha...=p
I really admire myself... cause while everyone is so exhausted, having to work for the whole day... I'm still so energetic and laughing all away!! omg!! My" motivational drive" is there mah!! keke...=p
Hmm, I guess there's improvement?? Cause he took the initiative to come to my counter to pay for his drinks(Yippee!!^^ but, very nervous la), ask questions, to stand close to me while eating (that's funny right? Don't look like him) and kept looking over while moving the stocks...
perhaps because I kept talking to the helpers? Oh ya, there's 2 helpers from woodlands came to help... I'm quite close with 1 of them after few hours! Diao... We kept talking and laughing all away... made him kept looking over... opps... hope he didn't get the wrong idea wor... xD
We kept having "chu dian"... He kept touching my hand! Hahahahaha... So paiseh ... but......... hahha....
Can see that he's really very tired le... he kept saying; and from his expression... so poor thing le... and plus his back hurts... but, he still need to help to move and arrange the stocks! Oh my god! they're so bad, why can't they help him?? so heart pain le... lol... Oh whatever...
Okok, I guess I better stop here ba... it's making me so high man! haha... I don't regret working overnight even I still gotta work later on!! Everyone got off later on, except me! lol... Never mind, thinking of those memories is making me too thrilled to be tired! keke... His expressions.... haha... so cute! ^^ okok, I know what you guys wanna do ready... better get going now... actually supposed to sleep, but, going out! =_=
See ya! =\
I worked from 5pm till 7 plus in the morning! cause we need to move the stocks... Wow, this is the latest I've ever stayed out... Well, anyway, I'm just at gek poh la, so ............ hahaha...
I feel so bad... I don't really care/mind even though my parents wasn't very happy about it... My dad objects, but, I thought of lots of reasons to make him change his mind... He has no choice in the end... but, he's still not happy la... seems that ever since I started working there, I've changed?? I got a feeling that he will soon ask me to quit my job!! =_=
I don't know why... I feel nothing... I don't feel guilty or scared... Instead, I'm looking forward to help them, to be part of everything... Perhaps... hmm... perhaps it's because of him?? Because he's there too?!?! I guess so ba?? Or rather it's obvious la... cause I won't bother to stay if he's not staying... hahaha...=p
I really admire myself... cause while everyone is so exhausted, having to work for the whole day... I'm still so energetic and laughing all away!! omg!! My" motivational drive" is there mah!! keke...=p
Hmm, I guess there's improvement?? Cause he took the initiative to come to my counter to pay for his drinks(Yippee!!^^ but, very nervous la), ask questions, to stand close to me while eating (that's funny right? Don't look like him) and kept looking over while moving the stocks...
perhaps because I kept talking to the helpers? Oh ya, there's 2 helpers from woodlands came to help... I'm quite close with 1 of them after few hours! Diao... We kept talking and laughing all away... made him kept looking over... opps... hope he didn't get the wrong idea wor... xD
We kept having "chu dian"... He kept touching my hand! Hahahahaha... So paiseh ... but......... hahha....
Can see that he's really very tired le... he kept saying; and from his expression... so poor thing le... and plus his back hurts... but, he still need to help to move and arrange the stocks! Oh my god! they're so bad, why can't they help him?? so heart pain le... lol... Oh whatever...
Okok, I guess I better stop here ba... it's making me so high man! haha... I don't regret working overnight even I still gotta work later on!! Everyone got off later on, except me! lol... Never mind, thinking of those memories is making me too thrilled to be tired! keke... His expressions.... haha... so cute! ^^ okok, I know what you guys wanna do ready... better get going now... actually supposed to sleep, but, going out! =_=
See ya! =\
7/05/2007 09:19:00 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
♥ Lady luck on side... ^^
Wohooo!! You know what??
There's lots of fantastic good news!!!
First, my good sister-alvin is in the final!! keke... See, I told you ready!! You'll surely get into the finals one!! Excellent!! =) My dark circles and lack of sleep is worth it! haha..=p
You know what?? Alvin and I made cookies just now! We gave it to our work staffs... plus... HIM too!! keke... =p At first I thought he went home ready, cause I didn't see him... But, no! He went to takeaway food... So poor thing le... so late then eat dinner!
What made me elated and thrilled was....... there's sparkle!!
He's surprised to see me... then... He SMILED AT ME LE~!! That kind of smile that can see ur teeth and ...... like the way I react when I see my friends... So cute right?? keke...=p
Alvin sour him for awhile while he was eating... made him so............. anyway, his reaction is very cute lah... haha... And I'm still the one to pass him the cookies just now! Omg! So nervous lor~! I guess he also know we will give him lah, cause it's rather obvious. =p
His face turned from pinkish to chili red when he received the cookies... So cute right?? He said thank you again!! Soooooo nice... somemore with food in his mouth... seems like he's going to choke... xD
I'm easily satisfied right?? I really feel very very happy you know?? His reactions... is it because of ytd? The "sparkle"!! Ohh, finally!! Haha... I can feel it ready!! keke...=p
I gotta work tomorrow!! Last min call me go work... cause I'm still on holiday!! So stupid le... Lan even asked me to work today! I got a feeling that soon, I got to work everyday!! Ohh no!! haha...
I'm going broke soon!! Been trying very hard to resist the clothings temptation... But, after going to auntie evelyn's place just now... woah!! I had reserved 3 clothings!! They're very nice you know!! Haha... Getting pay soon! Good good... but, my pay is to pay for clothings one la... Bleah~!
Gotta go... see ya!! ~~
There's lots of fantastic good news!!!
First, my good sister-alvin is in the final!! keke... See, I told you ready!! You'll surely get into the finals one!! Excellent!! =) My dark circles and lack of sleep is worth it! haha..=p
You know what?? Alvin and I made cookies just now! We gave it to our work staffs... plus... HIM too!! keke... =p At first I thought he went home ready, cause I didn't see him... But, no! He went to takeaway food... So poor thing le... so late then eat dinner!
What made me elated and thrilled was....... there's sparkle!!
He's surprised to see me... then... He SMILED AT ME LE~!! That kind of smile that can see ur teeth and ...... like the way I react when I see my friends... So cute right?? keke...=p
Alvin sour him for awhile while he was eating... made him so............. anyway, his reaction is very cute lah... haha... And I'm still the one to pass him the cookies just now! Omg! So nervous lor~! I guess he also know we will give him lah, cause it's rather obvious. =p
His face turned from pinkish to chili red when he received the cookies... So cute right?? He said thank you again!! Soooooo nice... somemore with food in his mouth... seems like he's going to choke... xD
I'm easily satisfied right?? I really feel very very happy you know?? His reactions... is it because of ytd? The "sparkle"!! Ohh, finally!! Haha... I can feel it ready!! keke...=p
I gotta work tomorrow!! Last min call me go work... cause I'm still on holiday!! So stupid le... Lan even asked me to work today! I got a feeling that soon, I got to work everyday!! Ohh no!! haha...
I'm going broke soon!! Been trying very hard to resist the clothings temptation... But, after going to auntie evelyn's place just now... woah!! I had reserved 3 clothings!! They're very nice you know!! Haha... Getting pay soon! Good good... but, my pay is to pay for clothings one la... Bleah~!
Gotta go... see ya!! ~~
7/03/2007 11:06:00 PM
♥ A different experience....
I'm so tired!!
Just finish bathing... feeling so good!!! keke...=p didn't get to stay out till so late for very long ready!! It's really good! hahaha...
There's stock check just now... plus... I still got work... so it's somehow double work... It's really tiring... cause seline and I were the last 2 to be closed... I used till I have no coins left!! Omg!! So scary le... All the baskets were full... so sian...
He was there... seeing too... made me so nervous le... he saw everything ready la... my expressions... haha... so paiseh... =_=
This is the first time I'm involved in stock check... well, it's quite fun wor... although it's tiring la... I got to know more ppl wor!! But... we still nv talk le... even we're in the same team! It's such a pity right?
He did noticed me talking to other ppl, even the new guy--also his new good buddy... haha... I remember him seeing qing rong, zhang lei and me talking so happily while eating... then his expressions was quite different when I talked happily with guys... hmm...
Is it because of the smses?? The personality tests?? I guessed correctly what he will choose!! keke... good good!! Good answers!! One is "the person you will think often", another one is "Shen Ai" wor!!! keke...=p Or is it because I think too much?? But, it's rather obvious la!!
Then he's so funny... Why does he have to walk so close? Why does he have to come and stand there while wendy auntie and I were eating?? Why does he have to keep walking here and there to see/listen? Why does he have to walk so close to get a drink, not only 1 time wor... made me so scared... I turned left and right to see who's that! Haha... so stupid... lol...
He did pay attention to everything... but... what does that mean??
Aiya, better don't think too much... Oh ya, tell you guys something... I couldn't believe what I've done!! I promised alvin that I will help him to pass his no to "hong yi ren"... I did it just now!! woah!! No swat!! Haha... It's really very funny... =p
going to sleep soon... so tiring!! Woke up so early just now to go kbox because of my good sister!! haha... Gonna wake up early again because of my good sister again! See... I'm so good to you, you better be good to me too!! Hahaha...=p Anyway, jia you for ur audition later on!! You can do it! =)
Good night!! =)
Just finish bathing... feeling so good!!! keke...=p didn't get to stay out till so late for very long ready!! It's really good! hahaha...
There's stock check just now... plus... I still got work... so it's somehow double work... It's really tiring... cause seline and I were the last 2 to be closed... I used till I have no coins left!! Omg!! So scary le... All the baskets were full... so sian...
He was there... seeing too... made me so nervous le... he saw everything ready la... my expressions... haha... so paiseh... =_=
This is the first time I'm involved in stock check... well, it's quite fun wor... although it's tiring la... I got to know more ppl wor!! But... we still nv talk le... even we're in the same team! It's such a pity right?
He did noticed me talking to other ppl, even the new guy--also his new good buddy... haha... I remember him seeing qing rong, zhang lei and me talking so happily while eating... then his expressions was quite different when I talked happily with guys... hmm...
Is it because of the smses?? The personality tests?? I guessed correctly what he will choose!! keke... good good!! Good answers!! One is "the person you will think often", another one is "Shen Ai" wor!!! keke...=p Or is it because I think too much?? But, it's rather obvious la!!
Then he's so funny... Why does he have to walk so close? Why does he have to come and stand there while wendy auntie and I were eating?? Why does he have to keep walking here and there to see/listen? Why does he have to walk so close to get a drink, not only 1 time wor... made me so scared... I turned left and right to see who's that! Haha... so stupid... lol...
He did pay attention to everything... but... what does that mean??
Aiya, better don't think too much... Oh ya, tell you guys something... I couldn't believe what I've done!! I promised alvin that I will help him to pass his no to "hong yi ren"... I did it just now!! woah!! No swat!! Haha... It's really very funny... =p
going to sleep soon... so tiring!! Woke up so early just now to go kbox because of my good sister!! haha... Gonna wake up early again because of my good sister again! See... I'm so good to you, you better be good to me too!! Hahaha...=p Anyway, jia you for ur audition later on!! You can do it! =)
Good night!! =)
7/03/2007 02:56:00 AM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
♥ What happened??
Feeling so empty...
Is the feeling still there??
It's quite confusing...
Mixed feelings...
If there's a "spark" just now...
Perhaps I will be elated...
Will be satisfied...
Will be...
I also don't know...
It's quite disappointing??
Rather saddening??
Sigh...
Is things becoming better??
Or worsen??
Feeling so bad...
What kind of feeling is it??
Me myself also don't know...
It's a question mark??
Aiya, better don't think so much la... it's the first day of the month!! Must be happy!! don't think too much... perhaps it's not that bad? Perhaps...........
Is the feeling still there??
It's quite confusing...
Mixed feelings...
If there's a "spark" just now...
Perhaps I will be elated...
Will be satisfied...
Will be...
I also don't know...
It's quite disappointing??
Rather saddening??
Sigh...
Is things becoming better??
Or worsen??
Feeling so bad...
What kind of feeling is it??
Me myself also don't know...
It's a question mark??
Aiya, better don't think so much la... it's the first day of the month!! Must be happy!! don't think too much... perhaps it's not that bad? Perhaps...........
7/01/2007 11:39:00 PM
